♥ Expressed Feelings ♥

Week 1

2012-03-02T19:13:00.003+08:00

~Tough

~Tired

~Overslept

~Friend sudden change

~walk alot

~in the process of adapting new environment

-Love change

~did not make any new frens :(

1st day of uni

2012-02-27T18:22:00.005+08:00

many people at my age is at least in their sem 2 of year 1, however i jst started my year 1 and sem 1 today... why? dont need me to tell anymore... I had wasted a year like i said b4...~ i was in trouble a year ago holding an useless A-level result, feeling helpless, aimless and useless... i was like a cry baby all day and night.. i dono where my direction is and I thought of giving up...~

But somehow, i told myself i couldn't, and therefore i sign up the 8 months foundation as a repeat of my pre-u studies..i took up biz dis time as i decided to give up on sci.. it was never easy as i have no business background at all..Besides, i feel so shitty when ppl starting to ask what am I studying.. i do never say foundation, and i said business, coz i care how ppl look at me...~im afraid that i need to explain again and again.. I hate to give explanation.

It was also hard for me on the very 1st week in college as I thought that i can never get along with people that are 2 years younger than me..I feel so old, omg...~ However, im thankful that i manage to get along with them well.. So, 8 months had passed... I manage to score 4 distinctions in all 4 subject i took... it was a little relieve for me, as I know 8 mths of hardwork had finally paid off and i can finally step into uni level :) I finally can walk out from the sadness and leave my a-level nightmare...

I had once failed.. but today, in Monash for the 1st day, i feel happy n a little relieve... bak kata pepatah cina, failure is the route to success...:) I promise I will study hard, n not repeat the mistake that had done in a-level.

Although i enter uni later than my friends that are same age as me, but im glad i found my direction and got into a good uni...

So, thats all.. i had expressed my feelings of my 1st day of uni.. hope u ppl are not bored :)

Till then,

toodles!

today I dont feel like doing anything..

2012-02-24T18:04:00.001+08:00

Im lazy!!!!!!

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Happy Chinese New Year!

2012-02-04T09:04:00.005+08:00

heyloooo!!! `1st of all, Happy CNY 2012!

It's the year of Dragon!! :)

CNY is all about Family and Friends. Not to forget the FOOD!!

I spend my CNY with mostly family... 5 days of holidays, i gave to myself :)

I went back to work on the 6th day of CNY...

of course manager gave angpau and company gives angpau... Not the amount that matters, but the heart that matters.. So, banyak atau sikit, saya tak kisah la :)
n so coincidently, my birthday falls on the 1st day of CNY... No extra angpau la.. haha.. only 1 or 2.. Dont tell me, u will go and boast around and say "today is my bday, my bday my bday!"? hahahaha

Granduncle from Shanghai came to Malaysia for CNY this year.. To be exact, he's my grandpa's little bro... Well, mandarin is important jst so we could communicate with them... He knows cantonese, but his wife doesnt... his wife speaks hakka.. OMG.. i duno!

so yeah, went visiting... my main purpose is to collect angpau.. Hehehehe!

Today is the 13th day of CNY! wil be having a primary gathering at restaurant melia.. so grand? hahaha! but its a lil awkward though meeting them, coz Im not very close to them just a few.. as i just joined their class for a year :) but anyhow... its good to meet up :) looking forward into it..

In this CNY, i feel alot of things, i understand more things, i learn new things... I get to see how much people appreciate their family members, i understand how strong the bond between siblings no matter how many years they are apart from each other.. I also see how they don't appreciate what CNY is, how they don't appreciate their family members...

MONEY IS NOT EVERYTHING...i don't like my uncle's style of doing things, but i cant voice out.. so i would lk to express here! I dono what money means to him... he is not poor.. but why can't he take up some time to meet with granduncle who came all the way from SHanghai just to meet us? Instead, he was giving reasons like "he needs to jaga his business so cant go off even for a dinner" =.= ridiculous ppl..~

to my uncle: appreciate ur family members more... they are the closest ppl that u can ever have.. Not the money..

to my aunty: Don't oweys spend all your CNY from cny eve til 6th day of CNY goin holidays.. CNY is actually not meant for holidays. It is for reunion! Visiting the elderly... Not HOLIDAY!

To anonymous (hope u knw hu u are): Throughout this 1-3 years, I had misunderstand u but dont blame me, coz u give me that feeling... but what i see recently, u treat me well and i can feel it... Thank you.. I appreciate it alot...~ i will try my very best to treat u well too :D

So thats all frm me for CNY 2012! sorry for giving u all such a bored post :)

walking down memory lane 2011

2011-12-30T08:39:00.025+08:00

In a day plus, we will say goodbye to 2011 and welcome 2012.. I just feel that time reli flies, and ya.. seriously, it really flies.. I remember i was writing dis to welcome 2011 a year ago.. But now, its another year coming.. So, yeah! Basically, this year is a good year to me... Im happy except january?! :)Lets walk down year 2011 and see... hmmmm~

January

My birthday! :) glad that my friends did take out some time to give it to me... Celebrated at mid valley's garden restaurant or cafe or something like that.. That was with my A-level bunch of peeps.. Another session with my foreverus91.. In 21st century.. :) It's me and lian ee's birthday... She is elder than me a day.. :D Got my 1st iPod touch as present frm my boyf.. I knw i have been making noise to ask him buy me 1... n he really got 1 for me... happy :D

one day after my birthday, is my a-level result day.. Damn! like shit weyhhhhh.... ok, maybe im really nt good enough for this course...~ or u can just say im pretty lazy! n my

strength is NOT in sci subject? alright, whatever it is! i got screw frm my dad.. I knw, its disappointing...haiz... chose this course like very urgently, i never get to go to any education fair after SPM coz Im stuck in NS... and since lots of my fren went to the same college, so do I.. ahahaha! thats me, when im young.. stick to my frens always.. But not now anymore.. hahaha!

Anyway, jz a little advice here.. NEVER GO FOR A-LEVEL if u wanna enjoy college life!

February

It's CNY! woohoo! but every1 kip asking for my result... WTH! I hate that seriously... ok, we get angpaus and had lots of yummy foods.. weeee! and nothing much la.. jz more on angpaus, foods and whatever we do during cny...~

March

I decided to restart my pre-u in business subj cuz my a-level is seriously shit! w

ent to Sunway college, and everything start going smoothly...~Business subject is 100% more relaxing than sciences. I meet awesome ppl that make me happy everyday... no heartache like i had b4 in stupid INTI...~ damn tht college.. Pyramid is my 2nd house, movie,makan, shopping all in 1... Feel soooo happy and relaxing although the course is not that relaxing...~ feel happy everyday goin to coll, and when i think of pyramid, we are all so excited :)

This is some awesome people that accompany through thick and thin throughout the program..

April

Nothing much in April... it's just busy studying and preparing for final exam... Doing assignment, presentation and etc... it was a great experience though..~ in a-level, we seldom do presentation.. but in sunway, we always do it.. and it bcum vry normal, no stage fright.. go out, n just talk...~ :)

May

Exam month, kinda nervous... Im very afraid that the history repeat... I study n study just to make sure I don't disappoint anyone, and also to get a good result :) my accounting is half pail of water, and im glad that my awesome ppl around are pros that could guide me..

June

Holiday month! Damn relaxing...~ at house nothing to do... But money kip flowing out.

My boyf birthday~.. For the 1st time, i bought an ice-cream cake for him... Make surprise, and glad it work.. proud a little bit for awhile ok? hehehahaha

Besides, results for 1st sem came out! Oh my god... im jz soooooo nervous... im very scare to see history...~ However, i manage to get what I want...The score for 1st sem is sufficient for me.. thank you Buddha...

July

July! Back to college! continue awesoming, rock the pyramid and everything!

Watched transformer 3 with jon and his family... LOL.. I slept in the cinema... that transformer 3 is truly NOT nice! All i knw is bumblebee, bumblebee and bumble bee! oh my god! hahaha... but anyway i still watched..

August

It's our 2nd Anniversary.. Told cha rite? time flies... had a very simple celebration in Victoria Station... he folded roses for me.. and of course my ferrero rocher.. :) and i got him a watch! like finallly... :) great gf i am huh.. LOL... jz joking.. :) n btw, Jon joined Sunway...We are reunited..~ He completed his Diploma in stupid InTi, and move on to degree in Sunway :)

Sunway is much more better than INTI i would say :)

September

Nothing much in September.. Assignment and tests all the way, followed by presentations... n of course we get to spend more time tgthr compare it with before :)

October

Final exams arrived... much more heavier compare to 1st sem... doin accounts, maths, like everyday...~ yes, again dun1 to repeat that history... :) After exams, still not freedom, coz i

m worried bout my result.. I promised myself, its the last chance for me to prove myself and to get to a more famous and better university ... therefore, at that month i could und

erstand what stress really is...

November

Exams end on 10 november, and we had like 3 months break till February! Weeeee~ Went for job hunting in Mid Valley... hey! hols 3 months weyh... nd to get a job... cuz if nt, i will be really bankrupt... im 20, and i think i shall not ask for money frm parent lk so often though.. feel kinda bad... so i decided to work!! woohoo! all i had in mind is Machines! I wana sell apple stuff.. :)

I went and asked and they asked me to email resume... I didn't even put any hopes that i would get the job, cuz i have no working experience at all! In 20 years, i repeat, 20 years... I never ever work before..This is truly my 1st time to find a job... I gt a replied, and ask me to go for the interview, yet I never put any hope too... But right after the interview, the next day, the manager called me and said Im employed... I couldnt really believe it... I can't believe that my 1st job is really working in Machines :) im happy!

Safari World :)

So yeah, besides that, I went to A Famosa with Jon and Friends :) nothing much, im nt 1st time been there, just that with different ppls :)

December

Here comes the last month of the year! Its a great month! I love it! This month, I spend most of the time working.. It was a good experience though.. I have not much knowledge on Mac, but in this month, i learnt alot... Glad that the seniors there are friendly and always there to give me a helping hand.. Thank you very much!

dinner break: Madam Kwan with Jon Lau :)

On 7th Dec, I got my results.. I got all Distinction for all Part B subject! Happy! 2 Distinction and 2 High Distinction...nt to boast, just to express how happy i am.. :) yay! finally, after 8 months, i manage to do it:)

so, i wasted a year, hmm.. but its ok.. i got my Monash full offer and its all worth it :)

oh yeah! not to forget I went to Singapore on December.. We went there by Flight and come back by train.. Cool enough huh? :)

Marina Bay Sands

ChinaTown :)

We walk all on our own... Its easy to travel there though.. it is just so convinient with that MRT...

Universal Studio is small, but if u never tried other countries' U.Studio then it will be alright...

We managed to take all the rides... Only Jurassic Park is closed.. Damn sad weyh... thats a great ride though.. We went to almost all the famous place like SIngapore Flyer, Merlion, take picture with Esplanade, China Town, Orchard Road,Universal studio, ViVoCity, Marina Bay Sands. We even went to the 57th floor up there to see the scenery.. Take pic with the pool :)

So, thats all for my 2011.. 2011 is a great year for me except the A-level results part.. Im happy that everything is smooth... I got good results in my pre-u,successfully get a full offer frm the university I want eventhough I had wasted a year.. I got my first job that I really want, from Machines.. Thank you! I had great days with my loved ones... n had quality times with my family:)

I would like to thank the Buddha for blessing me and my whole family throughout the year 2011.. I wish for a better 2012, and I hope everyone will be in good health always. :)

Have a great new year ya!

Happy New Year 2012.

With Love,

the author ~

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This was what I need to complete on 2011, lets see how many I had done :)

1) Love myself more. [Done]

2)make my sister follow my footstep [i think i did]

3) make my dad's money well-spent! [Yes, I did]

4) Shut someone's mouth and prove tat woman that says i dun study and likes to play by entering a prestigious uni be it in malaysia or sumwhr ard the world.. [yes! I did it!]

5)communicate more with my cousin frm overseas.. [I guess i did it? :)]

6) love my sister more [ of course i did ]

7) love my true friends more. [done, do u guys feel my love? :D]

8) exercise more, get slimmer [i doubt this, i think its opposite]

9) maintain the friendship with Foreverus91 and INtiANS

[Foreverus91 yes, but INTIANS seems not much]

10)read more newspaper to gain knowledge and improve ENGLISH.

[hahaha... still about the same]

11) Be girlish [halfway]

12) Begrateful [yes]

13) Don't take things so serious [done]

14) Beware of spy! [done]

p/s: truly learn alot in 2011... :)

thats all, toodles! ♥

Hi Hi !

2011-11-21T09:51:00.008+08:00

Heylo!! Long time no see.. I have lost the inspiration to blog.. However, I'm back today for a little update.. :)I don't know what to write as I couldn't really recall things that hap

pen. Lolz..Anyway, let's start off with October. I shall be able to remember la k..Sad things first. I lost my iPod in Sunway Pyramid. I couldn't remember how I lost it. Maybe ppl steal it from my bag cuz my bag wasn't zipped when I check. I guess it's when I'm lining up buying cha time.. I cried for few days.. thats my birthday present from my bf.. :'(

so sad.. noone will ever know how much love and care and investment i put on the iPod..:'(

It accompanies me all the time , whenever im happy/sad/bored/not bored. it is like a never-leaving portable bf to me... LOL... good description? hahaha... but suddenly it disappear.. omg,i couldnt accept.. unlike those rich one, no offend.

ipod,iphone, tablets,all ada.. 1 belum rosak, beli satu lagi.. how i wish i can bcum lk them...

Ya, nxt is deepavali! went to Shobana's house.. nice house, got big padang..

we had sparkling juice to celebrate :)

sparkling juice, i forgot what flavour :D

Then, There is one day we went to station1 cafe... to try... hmmm.. okok la... can la.. :)

Taken at station1 cafe

and hello! i love u lahh hensem, jz i seldom use my mouth to say it out..

read my heart lah.. hahahaha

oh btw, i love u, doesnt mean i like ur friends k, i hate some of them :P

NEXT!

You Are The Apple Of My Eye

It's a nice movie.. I watch TWICE!!! 1st time with Jon.. cinema so full... If you love someone, tell him/her. Don't wait till people get married. u will be a little regret though..and if u love some1 dun hurt them...Do not do things that they dun like :)

2nd time You Are The Apple Of My Eye with Kim @ sunway pyramid..~

and then meet up with Shu Li @ Wongkok.

Next! Job hunting in Mid Valley... Thanks to my foreverus (amrit, edna, lian ee and yen mun) teaching me how to write resume... muaks ! Thanks kim for accompanying me to go for interview... keke...She left me outside the shop and go jalan-jalan herself. After that, we went to Sushj King... Lepas itu, jalan-jalan, sampat-sampat and then I bought Chatime, and went to Snowflakes cuz kim wants snowflakes.. Long queue oooooooo :)

I just don't understand why i don't like snowflakes. I don't like those things inside... it cost rm6.90 per bowl. Actually its more worth compare to cha time.. but i dun like it... :(

SK peace!

Snowflakes and ChaTime..

there u go, snowflakes and chatime..

On last Saturday, is my aunt's birthday. we went to klang for the birthday dinner.. we had two cakes.. 1 blueberry cake and 1 coffee ice-cream cake .. hehe...

on the way to Aunty's birthday dinner :)

I just remember up till here.. Better than no updates la rite..

Haha... till then,

take care..

toodles!

iPod touch white

2011-10-22T01:45:00.002+08:00

Yo!!!!!!! Finally..I gt my new white iPod touch :))))))).. My post from whitety iPod:)It's so hard to get it.. Everywhere is out of stock.... iStudy , Machine, Harvey Norman, My Byte.... Finallllly..... I got it! Woohoo... To the person who never thought of returning my iPod.. U jaga-jaga la... Humph!!!!!!!! Ok, till then... Workshop tomorrow in college... Gotta drive myself yo! Long time x drive..
Have a nice weekend ppl!!
Toodles...!!
With love,
The author :D

dont und

2011-09-30T23:12:00.003+08:00

sumtimes i reli dun und, what is friends.. Friends should kip in touch,no?

make efforts to kip each other updated with own stufff... no?

yea, i truly und the busy-ness due to college uni and stuff.. but hello! every1 has 24 hours a day. NO? why do u need to say u are bz and so on when it is a weekend and it just take u an hour or 2?

grrr... to kip ur friends, to stay in contact, u gotta made effort for it... right?

How is it possible that u have no time at all to meet up? Nvr say u are busy! is jst the matter of u want or u dont want! thats all!

gahh! i duno lah.... ppl change day by day.. I feel so strange...

till then,

im sory if i offended any1..

goodnite!

2011-08-28T08:37:00.001+08:00

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2011-08-14T08:16:00.001+08:00

你从来都不会注意我。更本一点都不担心我。我在你心里还算什么？

730 days.. ♥

2011-08-03T22:23:00.011+08:00

Happy 2nd year anniversary ! here comes the 2nd year.. Eventhough it is much more simple compare to last year.. But i would say its a simple yet memorable one.. no doubt.. :)
Thank you!
Sorry for nt making much effort this time, for you know what reasons ya.. But i promise i will make it up for you nxt month... He drove me to Sunway, n waited for my class to end at 4pm.. :')

I have test dat day sumore.. thanks for ur luck btw..n Luckily i have 2 and a half hours of break in between, if not, he will be dead bored..~ We still manage to go to Pyramid Full house for lunch :) then back to class and have my test.. n after class, we went to KLCC.. haha... We went and buy our frame.. we buy a frame every year so dat we can see our changes from year to year right?.. We hang around thr, n we ate New Zealand Natural ice-cream.. Yummy! *thumbs up*

After that, he brought me to Victoria Station, a western restaurant famous with steak.. It's sumwhr located along the road, whr u can see alot of country's embassy, and ampang park or sumwhr near there..i dun reli noe whr.. haha...

Cake @ Full House,Sunway Pyramid :)

Yo! This is the place :)

i forget the dish name :)

This is their grill chicken sumthing.. i forgot the name too.. not bad.. a little spicy..
Their speciality are beef but we dont take beef..

act cool yo..

Handmade from him... those red in color wan are handmade roses..
There are 8 of them, and plus another 3 real roses.. not in pic, due to sum prob :)

Without the light..n this is 2nd year frame:)

Now, 2 years has gone by.. thanks for everything that you've done for me...I know it's never easy to my boyfriend :) I can see it, don't worry.~ Perhaps, im stubborn, didnt seems to understand what u actually need although u repeat n repeat to me.. but 1 day, u will know, im not that noob after all.. keke... May our love continue to grow ~.. ♥

Last but not least.. I Love You, dear.. ♥

Hi!

2011-07-31T13:20:00.005+08:00

Hello Blog!.. hmmm~
In a blink of an eye! it's now the 2nd half of the year... we are stepping towards the 2nd month of the 2nd half of the year.. haha! do u und what im saying?... I hope u do la.. hahahaha,.. LOL
my eng is not that good.. thts y.. :(

Life's good... everything is good if i dun put on too much hope... hehehahaha
But we must have hopes.. aren't we?
New sem alrdy started for a month! Just finish my 1st macroecon test.. I love economics..~ and accounting? abit or alot? hehe... n after half a year, i can truly figure out where my strength is, and what i like the most... isit too late? i reli hope is not...~

I shud be confident, not gonna be like in a-levels... whatever i do, i dun think it is correct.. As a result, i need to go n kip bugging my fren.. dis wan how , dat wan how? so sad.. I feel that im vry troublesome... but thanks to them hu never say NO in helping me.. Im glad tht i have u guys to help me in my days in a-levels :)

coming up are more test! tues, wed and next mon, and duno when when when.. oh gosh!
But life's still good despite all the tests, and assignments... Thank you Pyramid... You always made my day.. haha!
but this sem, we went thr not vry often.. coz our breaks are jst an hour plus.. lazy to run along the canopy walk... When we walk frm uni to pyramid, we are full of energy and excitement.. but when we walk from pyramid to uni, it's lk taking us yearssss weyh... haha! No motivation to walk back to uni.. haha!

I love my life!
Oh ya! watched transformer and harry potter, and mr popper's penguins... actually thought of watching penguin with 4everus... But masa tak ngam for most of us... soo..,. i watched it in pyramid again.. hmm.. Damn funny that movie.. the penguins are soooooo cute!

Transformer 3 sucks to me.... haha! luckily it's free ticket.. i hardly understand whats going on!..
Frm the start till the end, I jst know which is Bumblebeeee and i love bumblebeeeee.. other than that, saya tak tau.. n i slept..! LOL.. for jst a few minutes la... haha... Besides, I watched Harry Potter with my gang of frens and my boyf in pyramid.. It was okie... I didnt sleep...At least better than Transformer 3.. Luckily.. haha! if not, im wasting money again!

Okie, next what movie arr? No more... jst this few... wuwu.. so sad..
but the best movie of the year, i still think it should go for Fast and Furious 5!
I never like that kind of movie, but FF 5 is truly awesome! Im lovin' it! the sports car are so "handsome".. LOL... wrg adjective, but nvm... haha! i min bergaya lar... haha!

yeah!, recently, i has dis kind of thinking... I wanna work in a bank... i wanna work in Standard Chartered.. I want to work in CitiBank..
THis is because i shall stop thinking or dreaming to work in a food factory, or anything to do with food.. yeah! i love food.. haha!..
But dream is just a dream... It will slowly fade away, i knew..
time to put up a new aim..
I wana work in a BANK!!! A very high ranking or very grand punya Bank!
Thats my aim... :)
In future, whether i am an accountant or an economist, my aim is still working in a BANK!
I wanna make my new dream come true :))))

Alright, im reli running out of things to blog...
Till then,
Take care readers..
Muaksszz ♥

我多余

2011-07-24T20:04:00.000+08:00

有时候，我觉得我很多余。总觉得没有陪到你，心里很不安。我觉得自己好像给你不够时间。但是现在才发现，其实你并不什么需要我的陪伴／时间。你可以有跟多节目去打发你的时间。是我笨，想太多，以为你需要我。你更本没让我觉得你需要我。所以我想的一切都是多余的！你说过的话，我记着，但我不会相信！我从此，也不会再因为觉得自己陪你不够，而愧疚！一切，都够了！我没有感觉！

2011-07-11T21:19:00.003+08:00

wishing u all the best in ur work, i wont be disturbing u.... peace....
kip on quarelling with u just bcoz of those idiots. why cant u just dun quarrel with me too bcuz of those ppl? eventho u x quarrel, can u pls get rid of ur dissatisfaction? it is so damn annoying when i see that,... i hate u when u show me ur bu shuang-ness... why do u wana bu shuang me, bcoz of those ppl?! har?
hu is more imp to u, btw? why oweys oso dem? i fucking hate them ok? can u pls have a clear cut between urself and damn?
cant u und me? my feelings? my sensitiveness? why the hell is like u wana bu shuang me lidat, jz bcoz of those ppl ah?
i dono how to think... den u?
i live in once upon a time, so u have no responsibility to pull me out of it?
im not trying to blame u, is just.... you noe i hate them, n why do u wana do sumting or go into sumthing, that have them in it, since u clearly noe i wouldnt like it... dont u?
i doubt that..

all the best n good luck,
me...

shit!

2011-07-10T19:03:00.001+08:00

everything like shit! i talk what oso shit !
i hate questions la shit! damn lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
idiot!!!!!!!!!!!! SHIT LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i hate question!

2011-07-10T15:59:00.004+08:00

You hate questions... you hate ppl talk much... So do I! I hate questions tooo. i hate ppl ask me WHY WHY WHY! damnit!
so annoying... u know vry well its annoying right, so why ask me?
I mean, if i say nothing den pls la.. u pandai-pandai lah...is either reli nothing or i dun wana tell u, i wan u to figure it out urself, as simple as that.
I hate answering WHYsss question. wokay?" get it?
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If u dont like me giving u opinion, then dun ask me how ok... i would shut my mouth! just for you.
im sick of it! enough... im not ur maid or whatever... dun think that u can bu shuang to me... im just giving u opinion, trying to solve ur prob. n u talk to me so bu shuang-ly..
Seriously, honestly, sincerely, im bloody bu shuang!... i feel like throwing things, even my laptop!
Im tired ok.... i have my things to be done too.... i give u some opinion just to hope that it can help u. if u dont wana listen, tell me to kip my mouth shut... dun nd to let me talk, n then come n bu shuang me! i feel so idiotic!
damnit!.,
IM not blaming YOu!
iM blaming myself for being so busybody!
Im busybody !
BYE!

new sem

2011-07-04T18:52:00.006+08:00

New sem is here... wheeee~ me lovin' it!
we have few korean classmate in eng class.. but they are exchange students and only will be here for a month.. :(
They are nice nice ppl... fun and friendly.. :D

Accounting lecturer was fun... her class is not bored.. hehe... lots of jokes and stories :D
1st day is kinda awesome.. cuz it's 1st day, so yeah! we dun reli have classs.. hehe...
we have longer break that is.. :)
Soooooo... what else besides pyramid? hehehe.. i went to popular to buy some stationaries and off we go to mamak for lunch.. hehe... i had maggie goreng,as usual... su-ianne had her tomyam meehun and peiqi had her roti canai.. LOL!!

n it was ard 12pm... we ran back to class as usual.. not reli run, cuz we had like 15 mins b4 class starts... :)
tomorrow will be sooo freee... cuz i only had 1 classss which starts at 2.45pm...
wow! this is just for the first week. wuwuwu..
Anyway, stilll is ok... me still lovin' it!
n yes, im repeating again and again... I LOVE IT! hhahaha
I didnt had dis feeling in inti.. lolz... duno y... hahaha
anyway, its nt imp nimo... hehe

oh ya! im a little afraid for macroeconomics... microeconomics is easier... most of the people say tht... n surprisingly, my macro lecturer. is my microeconomic's teacher's sister... You get what i mean? hahaha

today, is goooood to see everyone back... after 1 month of hols... =)
yeah ! my target for this sem... no target set...
just do my best.. =)

i loveeeeeee college cuz i loveee it... hahaha!with the koreans.. ♥

yeah!

2011-06-28T12:14:00.007+08:00

6 more days till 2nd sem starts... oh my.. in a blink of eye, 1 month had passed... this is the last 6 days of my holidays... But now oni my cousins are back from US and Russia for summer break.. gahhhhhh~... aiks.. but nvm, i still cn hang out tho.. LOL...

Last sem result had released last wed, i was so nervous... the result was slightly unexpected.. But im thankful with what i had.. Thanks Buddha for everything:)
I will double up my effort this coming semester... I hope everything will be going smooth.. :)
so..this holidays i thought is going to be like soo soo soo bored mann.. cuz is like 1 month and 1 week.. but nope... is not that bored after all.. teehee... the 1st weekend, i went to Genting Highlands with Jon and my sisters... The 2nd weekend in June, i went to Pyramid to meet up with friends, and then went Port dickson. The 3rd weekend, went and celebrated father's day, Jon's birthday and also meet up with foreverus91, and this few days ago, wich is the 4th weekend, i went to pyramid again.. ahaha... n this last weekend b4 my new semester starts, i will be spending my time wit my aunt from aussie, and the cousin from US.. so... there goes allll my weekends this holiday...

But the weekday sometimes can be kinda bored... i tot of looking for a part time job... but at last, still i stay home... LOL... i nvr work b4.. okie, alrite, my parent doesn't force me to find a job or stg.. i feel so blissful, stay at home, like a queen.., have not been in the working world ever.. but this is not a thing to be proud of.. haha... ppl like my age, alrdy had so much experience dealing with ppl in the society, while i still havent even leave my comfort zone.. thats bad!
i have to, n i must get a job, during the nxt holidays... hehehe...

oh yeah, gonna talk some bout the gathering.. teehee.. every1's looking good... hmm.. we just love to gossip.. n there goes our 2 hours++ to 3 hours.. non-stop laughing and gossiping.. haha.. i love it.. hehe... the gathering is to celebrate sarah's, shobana's and eeli's birthday. hehe...

we had fun, seriously... with them, i dun have to fake myself, cuz i know they are true...i jz can be like so care free.. dun have to bother bout nything else.. hahaha.. we went mcd.. i feel like im in high school still.. haha.. i rmb we did have our lunch in mcD when there is koko.. haha.. it was fun.. :)

i think thats all from me... continue nxt time.. hehe.. till then

with love,
the author~

哭泣

2011-06-26T23:35:00.009+08:00

超想哭，但我答应自己，不需再为他哭。真正值得你为他哭的人，绝对不会让你哭。不是吗？是他问我要怎样，我本来真的不想说，因为我已经猜到后果了。但是我不想他一直叫我出声，我还是静静的。就只好说了。可是，他反而用我说过的话来反咬我一口。心好痛，我没用，我哭了。为什么呢？明明是他问我要怎样，我说了，他不接受，无所谓，但为什么还要咬我一口？ :'(
我好想喊救命！！这次，我没在电话里大喊大哭了，盖了电话，也没再打回去。比起以前，我一定打回去，大喊大叫呢。。咳...或许，我已经知道打回去的后果了。心，也无法痛下去了。我已经痛到受不了吧。被误会的痛，真的很痛:'(
其实，我好想打回去，清楚地告诉他，我说的话并不是他想象中那样的。可是算了，就算说了，他肯定会问，要不是这个意思，是什么意思？我又不回答。。就算了吧，我都不懂要怎么解释，可能说了也不会明白吧..
其实会不会是我太小，不适合恋爱呢？怎么我在爱情路上那么失败啊？
虽然心好碎，好痛，可是，不哭好吗？

有时候，我会觉得拥有他，我好幸福。我时时刻刻地提醒自己，珍惜现在拥有的一切。
有时候，我也会觉得有他在身边真好。
有时候，我感觉到，我男朋友很棒！
有时候，我又觉得，只要有他在身边，其他事都不重要。
有时候，我觉得，只要他陪着我，一切都会很美好。
幼稚吗？可是，我真的那么认为。

但是，我不知道他拥有我，也是不是这么认为？
我不会主动找他，我怕只是我想找他，他并不想找我。我宁愿等待，也不想行动。等待很辛苦，超不喜欢那种感觉的。
我怕我是一厢情愿，到时候，我真的无法接受。
我很多疑问，却不懂得怎么开口。
安全感，到底安全感又是什么东东啊？

我害怕他生气，其实是怕他的脾气才对。有时候，他做事会跟心情走。我怕！有时候，很想说，但又不想好好地被教训一轮。就这样，一天一天地过。
我的心情很容易变，有小小的失事务，我就变得不一样了。也许。我就是这样，语言上不能够表达，就用行动来表达吧。我不懂得怎么跟一个人解释我的不满，我只能在行动上明显的显示。
咳... 这就是我。我不知道该怎样。一切，顺其自然吧！

我很希望，你能清楚地知道我在想什么。我很希望，你没误会我。我很希望，有一天，你完完全全会了解我。我很喜欢人陪，我怕寂寞。我能表达的就只有这两句。其他的，我不会表达，但希望你会知道。
我正在努力的了解你，你知道吗？
多的是，你不知道的事。:'(
不要总是误会我说的话好吗？我真的很难过:'(
也许我要求太多，太过执着，一点小事就不高兴，但是
我要的只是陪伴。:(

难过的我，上

tired

2011-06-26T19:23:00.002+08:00

我不要短暂的幸福！

641 days, 15384 hours, 923040 mins, 55382400 sec

2011-06-03T01:30:00.011+08:00

Happy 1 year and 10 months honey star !
Omg!! sounds like food.. but hu cares? LOL
so yeah! u ! happy 3rd ! hehe.... suddenly i have the urge to blog bout monthsary...
Well, i duno wht to say... Just wana blog... haha!
anyway, i dun need to say much huh? u noe right?
sometimes, not everything nd to be said out, u can feel it.. right? =)
So, once again my dear... Happy 1 year and 10 months... Always and always we argue alot... argue day n night... u sob i sob... wuwuwu... just bcoz of those idiots that doesnt worth a penny.. it's useless i realize, and luckily we manage to pull through... thanks for ur patience... and thankiu for ur advice during my emo-ing days.. i appreciate it... :D
Study hard, study smart...! You can do it!
once again! happy 3rd handsome boy! ily jz the way you are! ♥

say yo!

2011-05-25T08:38:00.005+08:00

Hey there! so, how r u people doin? fine? not fine? sad? happy?

last last week i catch up-ed with lian ee and yen mun.. hehe... yen mun twice, lian ee oso twice.. haha..
Last last sunday, we went for badminton... me, yenmun,lianee... before badminton, we had KFC breakfast.. great !! hahaa...... cheezy burger.. owh so yummy !!.. then we went for badminton.. n after badminton, we went to oldtown.. LOL...due to we havent talk enough! LOL.. yeah, got alot to talk.. too bad the others can't join.. if not, i tink we need to go mcd, pizza, sushi and so on .. hahaha!
we talk talk talk talk ... hahaha...

then on monday was wesak walk! hehe.. me like it !! jon, his bro, me , my little sis walk... then lianee, her sis n my sis on duty... after that, we went to Al-salam sg chua to yum cha.. n had a gud laugh... haha... we just have got so many thing to talk arr... LOL...
then on wednesday, went out with yen mun to yum cha .... hmm.... she wanted to watch movie.. but i dowan, coz i will end up sleeping in the cinema.. =)
so, we talk talk talk at oldtown..
By the way!!!!! OLDTOWN got promo from mon-fri 3pm-6pm ada MY TEA...
from rm 3.90!!
quite worth it la... 1 drink n 1 bread n a few more combination.. go try!
hehe...

then last friday after paper,pei qi, patrick and his fren, su-ianne and her bf,me n lydia, oh ya plus jon went to the pyramid.. hahaha... we went n jalan-jalan n eat... n then PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN !!! woo hoo... but lydia didnt join us for movie...i thought i would fall asleep... but surprisingly i didnt.. haha..

Pirates of the caribbean is superbly awesome! =)

After movie, it's 5 something... me, pei qi and jon went to oldtown for tea... hahahaha... it's rm3.90... pei qi kip complain she is the light bulb and even her drink is the light bulb to... LOL.. damn funny...

lol.. wan smile den dun1 smile.. haaha

pei qi ...

enriched choc, white coffee and enriched choc..
pei qi claims that her white coffee is the light bulb.. LOL

after that, fetch pei qi back and home sweet home.. =)
hmm... overall i had great days with them and a great week.. =)
but these few days reli unhappy.. =(
cont in the nxt post!.. till then
take care

with love,
carolyn.. =)

damn it !

2011-05-22T19:03:00.002+08:00

FML ! seriously !
im breaking down.. lying to myself that im happy but im not happy at all..
why am i influence by those pest? why?
damn it !
im trying my best to get out off it! why can't i do so?
i seriously need to get out of all this shit... n i promise i will take revenge...
u took away my happiness, n u will have to return double to me !

:'(

2011-04-29T06:11:00.000+08:00

S.T.R.E.S.S

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2011-04-24T17:01:00.004+08:00

not happy... nt bcoz of college thats for sure.. My college treats me well.. college friends treats me well... everything's good... but just i am not happie.. oh yeah ! last tues went to INTI... got ding dang !! haha.... it's actually the idol 2011.. but i think it is more bout Ding Dang for me... Me n kim rch there around 7++.. people mountain people sea... beratur till the basketball court... I never see such scene before in any event in inti... nd to beratur so long.... its so obvious it's bcoz of Ding Dang.. haha...
The idol.. is so so... i dun min the event...the event was great.. u can feel how much effort the committee has put in to make it a successful wan... but i min the IDOLSSSS... they are not as what i expect... they can have better idols in finals maybe?... no offence.. but this is my point of view... Honestly, its real bored ... but luckily they kip Della bhind... therefore, there are full of ppl in the MPH till the end of the event..
thats the way.. good ! not to mention i fall asleep... slept for ard 30mins.. haha.. great me.. im jz too tired... n they ain't Della... Lolz.. so bad la me..
Nyway, congratz to the winner... the oni 1 that I lik is the group winner.. the 2 gals.. others are just, i-duno-what-they-are-singing.. :(
Previous year's idols are better i would say...~
haha....~ so, thats all bout Della n the idol...
alright, now i realise that i kinda lost some contact with my frens... the a-level friends, foreverus91... seems lik damn long no see... a-level friend i tink hard to meet...meet oso cyberly meet... can meet wan some oso duno go whr dy... haiz.. now reli.. i oni left 1 that can always meet.. haha... say wana go vacation tgthr... some jz say oni... okokok.. but end up ffk u... some see oso nvr see the post wan.. duno bz bout what.. haiz...
foreverus91 pulak.. we all different hols.. kinda hard to meet.. but i noe we will soon meet in may.. you people must n better make it yo !!.. haha... miss u all muchie... <3

okie... later i am going to 21st century with jon... we long time no pak tuo le lor.. hahahahaha... coz different sch dy... now i wana sleep rdy.. goodnite n i love u readers.. muak muak

eh ya! i saw somebody came back to fb.. that time i so happy coz she disappear frm fb.. now she is back.. so yucky... i hope she leave msia faster coz she dun suits her...i min msia dun suits her.. hualalala.
til then...

with love,
the author~

2011-04-16T09:11:00.002+08:00

it had been a month... almost a month... Everything is fine... im not adapting to the new environment... Im adapted... =) eventhough u think i like to boast, but still i wana say... im actually vry gud in adapting in new environment... frm yu hua to convent, i tink i use up like jz a week or 2... in NS, i use 1 week.. :D n frm high school to inti... i think i use 2weeks or 3?.. LOL.. n frm inti to new college.. i use ard 1 week to adapt.. :D

Bout friends... when im still young, i just kip thinking i got only this few friends... No matter what they do, where they go, i wish i could stick with them... hahaha... reason is bcoz we can get along, we are same "channel" that makes us vry close... but after all the experience, i realise whereeever we go... there will be still at least 1 or 2 person same channel with u... what i wana say is, no matter where u go, u still have friends.. but bear in mind, dun forget the old ones when u have the new ones.......... neh the peribahasa say what old wines are still better something something.. LOL...

im now in the city rdy...hehe... no more jungle jungle, tesco giant n etc...
yday jon lau came all the way frm the jungle to the city... yay! we went full hse... wah!! nice !! nice !!... meet su-ianne thr lol... so kiu la liang moi.... then walk around hunting for bags.. but dun hv 1 that i like coz im choosy.. =) After that we went for movie... that singapore movie....hehez... laugh until i stomache pain lor... by the time the movie finish, it's 5stg d... it a -little jam... then we balik ler... we talk fon sambil drive back... good experience.. n my car not enough petrol ler i feel... i dun reli noe how to pump petrol thou, lucky gt people help[ me... thanks... then home sweet home lo...

okie, thatz all for today... i willl cont later...
breakfast with yen mun!!! @kfc... weeeee~

hi!

2011-04-08T03:59:00.002+08:00

April is here...woohoo !!vry fast weyh.... hmmm.......
im now here to read my econs.. for the test.. okie.... nowadays i tend to sleep vry early rite as i told u all earlier.... waseh.... i slept at 9pm yday, n now woke up at 3am... hahaha... but end up studied at 4am... hehe...
alright, i guess my brain works better in the morning... I hope i will be hardworking n do dis oweys..
teeheee~
thank u jon lau, for willing to wake up middle of the nite to wake me up... hehe.... i will study hard hard.. muak u... =D
sorry for argue argue with u la... coz of some ppl... ish ish !! ... oweys oso bcoz of some ppl....
grrrrrrrrrr....~ irresponsible... !

alright, sch is not bad....... the pyramid is great... =) LOL !!!
hope i wont be buying n buying... =)
The aim for the year is to learn how to skate !!!..
Im waiting my boyfriend to join me... Faster leave Inti la... tht place so bad memories... woohuhu... i bring u see leng lui in my school... wahaha,,

to be cont...~ back to econs.. =)

hehe! hi !

2011-03-29T20:26:00.003+08:00

class is tiring... wohoooo... only had like 2 hours and 30 mins break? we went and get our t-shirts n to collect our id cards... Then, off we go to the library.... read abit of economics and they we go for lunch... i had chessy chicken rice.. it's tasty but its costy too.. haha... after lunch, went to class.. n 2day there are 2 new students to our econs class... hehe!!..
econs assignment need to be done by i duno when... n i have no idea on what articles to pick..this is the akibat of not reading newspaper....... huhu..
anyway, i hope i can find some article related to microeconomics...
after tht is accounting class.. I duno why when it comes to accounting, the time passes soooo fast.. im lovin' it too..

nowadays, im oweys slpy weyh..everyday, 9pm rdy feel sooo slpy... LOL !!! last time in Inti oweys slp late until let ppl spy... say i go outside play wa until late sumore wa.. damn shit.. lol!
in inti, i usually slp late like 1 or 2am? 3 or 4 am? n latest like erm.. 530am during 1st sem? then, wake up 730am the following day... great ? hehe...
but now.... I slpt at 930pm n wakeup 630am... lol... but still i feel slpy... haha... dono why la...

oh ya, this thurs there is games in my college... every1 need to participate.. or else u can choose to be helpers.. im goin for telematch.. just hope that it will be fine n fun... we suppose to have 4 boys n 4 girls in a team.. But now, my team has 6 girls and 2 boys which i dun really know hu my team member is..... lol!. anyway, we believe in ourselves.. hopefully we can overcome all the obstacles.. haha.. n lecturer says we have free lunch !.. wow !! hahha... nice lar...
free food ! yes! i like it!.. say me crazy... wahaha...

Last sat was earth hour thingy rite? i was at alamanda... Surprisingly, at 830pm carrefour off some of their lights.. not all but some... so it's like the whole carrefour dim dim... haha... i like it !!.. den we went to pizza hut... pizza hut did the same thing... so romantic lor.. hahaha...
eventhough they don't off all the lights, but they did off some.. so i guess.. it still help the earth a little... hope it helps.... :D

i think i have no more things to talk about.. so... till then!
take care readers... have a nice day..

with love,
the author... =)

back..!

2011-03-26T18:38:00.003+08:00

the hardworking blogger is back... hehe... but now im a lazy blogger.. Im back to studies.. weeee~ Dun ask me where, if u duno whr... ain't important...
The most important thing is im adapting well.. huhu... I thought i couldnt get use to ppl n the plc thr... But i did it.. =)
The library is now my 2nd home... I have no rooms to go back during my free time like i use to have in INTI.. Thrfore, im hiding in the library.. always... :D
btw, it's kinda hectic.. but i enjoy hectic schedule rather than i have breaks like for so long after one class to another... My breaks for everyday are the same... =D like it... dun nd to memorize.. n i feel dat my everyday is pack with lots of things.. likie although its a little tiring.... ~

hmmm.. my college is big though... i can get lost.. haha... my lecturers are good... accounting n econs lecturer also good good good.. hehe!.. Me like the subjects.....
the parking is big, but need to go early oso to get a better parking space... im travelling la, dats y i hv no room.. its tiring at times, but i think i just need to get use to it... after all, when we work 1day... takkan we stay in office meh? haha... so,have to learn 1st..
traffic jam mmg headache... but u can choose to enjoy it or don't.. haha... u can say im crazy la... but whatever.. it's just simply me... teehee...

If u were to compare with the previous uni... both have their pros and cons.. but for now i prefer my new uni, coz im totally new perhaps... hahahaha... n it's fun exploring new places... haha!! n most important thing, noone noes me.. wahaha! im now happy everyday... no more worries, n surprisingly i dun have the i-dun-wan-to-go-class feelings...

alright, till then....
continue next time...

Love,
the author ~

updates!

2011-03-18T09:27:00.004+08:00

Hey, the hardworking blogger is back.. =D
I've been lazying dis whole week, is time to update before i forget.. =)
McD having promotion, to those hu have the promotion voucher, i tink almost evry1 got.. ahhaha
buy rm 5, n u will get 2 big breakfast for free!!
Therefore, on monday, which is also white valentines day, we went n ate.. haha !!
LOL !! We bought a weekday breakfast, n we get 2 big breakfast free !! So fulll ! hehe...
Dad went phillipines duno y.. for like 4 days... left us at home.. oh yeah! we conquer the whole hse...~

On Wednesday was Inti Leos charity night ! the theme was :Ignite the spark of Love! hey! i saw my leo mission kid... teehee!.. got ling jia yun, ke qing, athena beh (ma jia xuan)
It was fun, going back to INTI again... haha... n i hv the chance to eat the burger again!! Yummy !!!
Jon bought me toberlone chocolate.. Yes !! I damn like chocolate!!! hehe...
n den we jalan-jalan at the newly opened TESCO.. Obviously, it is better than Giant... TESCO gt VERNS... He bought 1 shoe.... for me... but in chinese saying, buy shoe means ask the person to leave, but he say nono.. buy shoe n we leave together.. hehe... pandai la... hehe.. thank you...

Yday, there is this church dinner... im not very sure.. is just uncle ask us to go, n we just go... hehe... dinner at the restaurant.. Melia something something.. newly open after Prima there.. The food was ok la.. Not too bad.. oh ya.. dun misunderstand me.. Im Not a christian... bukan... I dun get it why people say im a christian just bcoz i have a english/christian name.. im not ya.. dun ask me rdy.. hehe..keke..

Before that, me, kim , n meifen met up in mcD, to eat the breakfast again.. LOL.!!
Then, we left for hot air balloon in Putrajaya.. but meifen, x join...
Unfortunately, we went there 12 something, but we only can see the hot air balloon at 5.30pm.. So , i simply drive around Putrajaya and yes! we found Alamanda !! Lucky day!!.. hehe.. =)
Im so proud of myself la, we can manage to not get lost in Putrajaya which have i duno how many precints.. haha... Then we ate NANDOS, eat BIG APPLE and watched BEASTLY!
Something like beauty and the beast lah.. okie... my sis says the movie vry nice, but i feel its just so so... maybe a little comedy la.. haha...
i rate 6/10.. my taste oweys different frm others.. ppl say nice, i say no.. ppl say not nice, i say no too.. haha

Then by the time the movie finish, it was around 5oo pm.. we thought of hot air balloon again.. at 1st, din plan to go rdy wan.. then, we went again.. But unfortunately again, the weather doesnt allow the hot air balloon to fly.. so, yeah.. disappointed once again... then, it drizzle..
we ran to the car.. Once we are in the car, it starts to rain heavily.. Lucky back... haha...
We are not lucky coz we din meet the hot air balloon eventhough we went there twice.. We are lucky in other way whr we dint go missing inside putrajaya n we din bcum ayam basah... hahaha..
I know, u are protecting us.. Aren't you?
When we lost something, we will gain something... n i believe in Karma... don't you?
=)
After all the lucky n less lucky things, we planned to go back kajang... n den it jams ! omg !! unlucky again.. then, after a few km, it's so smooth again which is not vry usual.. we are Lucky back.. haha... I really dono how to describe the day... it's not really that bad after all.. =D
Alright, n today im goin to LCCT to pick my dad.. Hopefully, i still rmb the road.. n i noe u will accompany us there.. =)
pics later... n thts all for my 1 week update.. =)
tata !!

Jogoya Day !!!! woohoo !!~

2011-03-07T10:43:00.013+08:00

JOGOYA HAVING PROMOTION FRM FEBRUARY DUNO WHEN TILL APRIL DUNO WHEN.. for lunch n supper !! lunch starts 11.30am

It's fun !! but the yummy-ness depends on individual... I personally felt that TENJI is a better one.. But since it has promotion, so who cares ? of coz the one with promo.haha

On wednesday, me, kim, yee chong and jon was there in JOGOYA starhill gallery !! haha... we were so desperate... on the other hand, it's to celebrate yee chong's advance bday ... we treat him jogoya.. so nice lor.. envy him!
Jon join us after his class... But we dun wana lose anything, so we took KTM frm kajang n change to star lrt to reach Hang Tuah, n we walked !! Yee Chong said he always go n he noe the road, so he will bring us there ! he so bahagia gt 2 girls accompany him... But OMG !! that yee chong, hate him! coz he make me walk like mad ! I told him to take monorail to reach Bukit Bintang but he dun1 listen to me! i did my homework b4 i go to a place wan.. gud leh.. haha !!!
So, x take monorail n we walk frm Hang Tuah to Bukit Bintang !! From time square to duno whr then to BB plaza, sg wang, lot 10, lowyat.. OMG !!!!! n only finally reach... if it's not bcoz he is the birthday boy, i sure chop him!! wahahahaha... tan yee chong i just joking arr, dun angry! ngek..
We reach thr on time.. wheeee~ At 11.30am sharp we enter the restaurant.. So happy n im so 38.. coz nvr go thr b4.. LOL !!!.. but interesting.. that time oni 3 of us... haha... jon hvnt cum... wahaha... gt class.. wahahaaa.. we talk alot, sambil eat eat eat.. the food was fantastic.. can say lk dat ar? haha.. okok la actualy.. haha! diff ppl diff taste de la... then, jon came 1pm lk dat... he talk less, eat more.. coz he rdy rugi 1 and a half hour.. ! hahahaha!
The salmon sashimi was great ! the salmon sushi was great! omg ! i reli like salmon..i duno how to describe, but u can go to facebook and see those pic.. now, when i browse back, my saliva banyak banyak.. haha
The dessert! Haagan Dazs n that New zealand ice-cream.. haha! yummeh!!!
got alcholic drink sumore.. im nt drinker girl lol.. drink 1 sip rdy lk wan vomit.. kim de worse.. hvnt drink finish the waitress took it away... so sad.. ahaha..
we suppose to leave the restaurant 2.30pm.. just 3 hours duration for us to eat..they wrote it on our receipt. but we oni realised when it's 3 something... so, since 4pm the lunch end.. we just sit there n act duno .. LOL.. evil huh?! hahaha... we crap we eat, we drink, we crap again... fun!!
it reminds me of penang trip in TAO !.. but enni is not here ! :((

around 230 pm we took alot of dessert, duno what cake what cake la... to make a birthday cake for yee Chong !.. we even ask the waitress to gv us a candle n borrow lighter... They reli do have candle yo.. haha !! great ! fantabulous.. haha... we sang birthday song for him... in jogoya u noe.. haha... n i hope he reli like it la... show u sum pics.. hehe

colourful alcoholic drink.
i x drink alcoho.l, so just drink coconut.. i miss my coconut so much..

foood!! im so blessed to have so much food...

i wish to drink allllll these chocolate~ lolcrab crab.. kiap kiap u..Birthday cake and birthday boy
n here is the pic of all of us..

After jogoya, we went to pavilion since its just side by side... the yee chong wanted to treat us snowflake, but we are too full .. hahaha... actually we wana watch a movie, but the timing is not right.. so, just walk around n then balik rumah... then, yee chong n jon back to INTI.. n there goes our jogoya trip...
I enjoy the whole day... with good food n great people..i love to go out with these people coz they vry easy going n dun put anything in heart... hehe... i would like to try to have dis experience again with foreverus91... sure vry kecoh n happening.. hahaha...
thanks for making my day, u people.. i love u all muchie muchie.. hehe

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yesterday, i went to cheras selatan with jon to watch I AM NUMBER FOUR! great ! nice ! interesting, fabulous, fantastic! haha.... after that , our lunch is just hotdog, popcorn n ice lemon tea. great !.. haha... after movie we went to s.recipe for the tea n cake thing.. but dun und y, what cake i want oso dun have wan... at laz, i ordered hazel cheese, but i can't feel any cheese... In fact, jon's expreeso cheese was better... he gave me his n eat mine.. thank u.. hehe.. then after finish eating,he tell me actualy he oso dun like tht hazel cheese... LOL.. im like O.O
he say he vry gud coz he help me eat.. LOL.. i know la, no need say... pig...haha

n he won me a cup from Genting by playing basketball in the arcade.. LOL !!! dun ask me gt touch anot... blekkk... duwan tell..hehe.. but i like it... hehe...lie me.. sei yeh... but suan la, forgv u coz u xin ku.. =))

hehe.. my cup... i memang like to show offf.. ngek.. dun like jiu suan.. haha

okie... so.. my updates till here 1st...
im vry hardworking blogger... hehehe...
nxt post will be vry soon.. hehe

bbye.. n tc..
Love, the author

Sticky

2011-03-05T11:31:00.001+08:00

Heyo! My blog seems vry active hah! Hualala!
Sticky sticky! Eat rdy sweet sweet de! Thank u 4the sticky! you r nt sweet! U r sticky,haha! I knw u wan me to stick u oni ma. waHaha..kk, til then bb! Hv a gud weekend!

Yo !!

2011-03-03T10:01:00.003+08:00

Hey, it's the 3rd month already!! why so fast? aiyooo.... ! CNY over for 2 weeks rdy...
Nvm, that means it's nearer to the nxt CNY... ahhaha...
Recently, i have dis pathetic human being who ask me not to disturb my boyfriend.. I hope u noe who u are... It's not the 1st time, n i can't stand anymore... I would wish to express here.. hmph !.
,
im neither surprise nor shock or whatever.. I just feel that its pathetic to hv human being like that..
Im thinking... WHO THE SHIT U ARE to ask me not to disturb my boyf....n how i disturb him? talk fon took ur life ar? You jealous isit? idiot! I also havent say u disturb my boyf, n u tell me nt to disturb him...
Please, DUn joke with me.. I dun like this kind of shit jokes.. Im not as friendly, playful, or jokeful as what u think, useless pathetic idiot.!

Go get a life, go joke with ur family members and friends, dun joke with me!... u wana joke with me? can... but not this kind of jokes, please!
You are big enough to use ur brain n think.. PLEASE GROW UP !
You can say im small gas.. But i have use up all my patience seriously... It's not the 1st time.. n im dead drop tired with u.. wokay?!
Please stay away frm me, n get lost frm my sight.. I dun wish to see u now, n oso in the future (if i reli can, i reli dun1 to see u).
Thank you...

DUN PLAY WITH ME !
If u wan, please bear with the consequences... Im a person hu kips all the hatred, im telling you now.. Dun regret.. This is my LAST WARNING..!

ok, pfft!... My feeling expressed.. Done ! ..
Just dun und why on earth has dis kind of childish ppl... I thought im rdy vry childish weyh...
But gt ppl worse than me... omg! reli took all my patience la that idiot specimen..

okie...so ! dis week was a hatred week.. wat the shit man !.. i feel lk smacking that person...
I dun wish to lose a fren like u... but if u continue with ur those jokes n attitudes, i really dun mind losing u..

Stay tuned for Jogoya post! The food thr reli makes my day !!..
till then, take care !!

GET OUT!

2011-03-01T11:37:00.001+08:00

YOU BASTARD, GET OUT OF MY WAY !!!
GET LOST NOW !!!! NOW !!! NOW !!!!!!!!!!

Lesson from A-level in INTI

2011-02-25T09:10:00.017+08:00

Choosing a-level is the wrongest pathway i've made in my 20 years of life... for nw, it is my bigggggggest n hugest n largest mistake i had make... However, despite my wrong decision in choosing the wrong pathway, i still learnt alot of things in INTI and also from my INTI pals.... I make lots of friend i could say, some vry nice one n also a number of fake friends or sum liar friends which i dun treat he/she as friends anymore larrr..haha.... Nevertheless, i felt that it makes me a stronger person in life and understand that most of the people are wearing their mask...
No doubt la, i can said im a stronger person compare to most of the ppl out there with number of things that i've gone through... It's nvr easy though, but im happy that i've gone through it... proud of myself... lol! sorry, i perasan =)

In INTI, I learnt loads of things... As in like washing my own clothes.. Thats like so amazing... coz i nvr ever step into the laundry room ever... but in inti it just last for like half semester, and i gave up n started bring it home n wash... wahahaha... besides, i learnt to budget myself... use how much how much per day... on the other hand, i learn like how to make events... it was fun when u meet fun ppl !!!... n i learn how to communicate with kidsssss by going to those orphanage home n bringing them out.. IT WAS RELI FUN !!! OMG !! i miss that little girl hu stick with me like glue during klcc... nobody stick so close with me b4 though.. not even my annoying sister.. LOL !

1 of the happy thing is i met a lot of friends frm different places.. Now, i felt i have so many frens all around MALAYSIA n oso CHINA, AUSTRALIA, INDONESIA,KOREA regardless in INTI or HELP lar okie... LOL !!
cuma perlis saya tak da kawan lar... yang lain pun ada... hahaha!! happy lor saya...
not only that, i hv overcome my gastric in INTI, thankiu INTI ! muaks u... Not to say fully over come... I couldnt stand like late night n dun eat anything.. during the 1st sem, it was terrible though.. everynight, gastric sure come if u go over 12am... OMG !!!
But during 2nd semester, it started to turn better, still got la... but better... I know it's bcoz NS la... everynight 1030 - 11pm sure minum malam makan kuih... i sudah biasa at night got fooooood!! lolzzz! thts y.. oh damn! i miss NS!

so now, its 2011 dy... I dun wish i will make wrong decision in the future... I need to be selfish dy, oni care for myself.. yeah! lolzzz.. so bad... i still will care for friends la okie... lol...
So.........
I would like to :

1) love myself more..
2) make my sister follow my footstep
3) make my mom frm heaven can see me wearing square hat and proud of me
4) make my dad's money well- spent !
5) prove to some1 tht says i dun study n likes to play by entering a prestigious university be it in malaysia or sumwhr ard the world.. i wanna shut ur mouth wokay?! har!
6) communicate more with my cousin frm overseas.. hope i can be as smart as them..gor gor n jie jie pls help me.. thankiu ya.
7) love my sister more.. babi, oweys say i love them less.. babi.
8) love my true friends more...
9) exercise more... i wana be slim .. laugh la okie.. lol!
10) maintain the friendship with my FOREVERUS91 n INTIANS
11) read more newspaper to gain knowledge and improve ENGLISH. my eng is nw half pail of water..
12) be girlish... Wear dress lk ehem2 hahaha...
13)be grateful!!!!
14) dun take tings so serious
15)frm nw, i will Beware of spy!!!!
some idiots are jz too annoying.. all i can say is i wana give u 1 alphabet.. "F" ! pls take care of ur own things b4 kpoh-ing ppl's things.. ok? I nvr been vulgar in my blog, but tis time is specially for u, idiots! stop placing spies around n mind ur own bloody business !!
sorry for being vulgar.. But i can't bother much.. n dis is my site.. so kindly proceed to click the "X" to leave my blog if u dun1 to see watever i write. thankiu..

To u: bcoz of sum1, u had hurt me.. U had make ur decision n now i noe wat a person u are.. At 1 point, i was soooo sad n i hate u much.. I dun und hu had changed u...u are no longer the one i knew.. Cum to now, my hatred n sadness had subsided.. I know everyting will nt be the same as we 1st met.. Anyway, thanks for entering my life n offering me help whenever i need.. Thank you for the memories.. 1 last advice 4U as u are 1 of the person tht i appreciated : be wise in making the right choice..

Till then...
Toodles!!
Love,
the author....

Boredom

2011-02-20T10:58:00.002+08:00

Im so bored dis weekend. No activities..Just on9 n slp n eat.. Din reli slp la. Haha! Time flies. Its the last week of feb 2011.. So fast rite? Can't blieve it.. Aiya, damn bored. So just cum here n type sumthing. Lolz..
Oh ya.. Sum gay ppl i couldnt stand him la. Shit u! Annoying n irritating! Nt to say he is gay, bt he acted like 1.. Dun kacau k u, stay at ur own zone! Dun step on my nerve,or else dun blame x gv u face. Shit! Damn u!!
I wish u read my blog,i hope u read it and realise im saying dis to u!
All sama pattern wan. Mengada-gada..
Get lost, i dun ever wana c u.!! Dun think im treating u well.. Honestly,it's just a lie.. Booyah!
I seriously dislike u frm day to day!

Till then...
Here,i wana wish amrit all the best 4result. U wil surely get the result u want.. Good luck!
Love,
The author..

Happy chinese valentine day

2011-02-18T21:04:00.001+08:00

Hi! Happy chinese valentine day! Its belated.. Suppose to be yesterday.. V went to nilai s.recipe to eat tht 50bucks meal. Hahaha.. I went to inti 2day to walk around.. Nt much changes thou..bt the pagar built at the hall of residence to separate the female n male hostel is reli an eye opener 4me.. I nvr expect dis kind of ting wil happen.bt nvm.. Sooner or ltr the pagar wil berlubang la,den can pass through again. Haha.. Inti yg sudah renovate quite nice.. I like the classroom.. I went to the library too.. Suddenly i feel library so nice..last time oso din feel lik dat o. Honestly, inti library is much much bigger than HELP's library o.. Cafeteria no change. Food n price oso stil same. Btw, i met lots of ppl. Feel mesra la. Haha.. But oso saw lots of new faces.haha
K la,i crap til here 1st. Nxt time cont.haha..
Bb..
Love,
The author~

Happy chap goh meh!

2011-02-17T14:24:00.001+08:00

Hey there! U see u see! Playing cards is a part of cny..haha.. But v juz play 4fun. X gamble wan.
Dis year i rm1 oso din gamble. Bcoz mum nt here,i have no capital :( but anyway,i saw on sum prog saying dat my zodiac sign dis yr is nt suitable 4gambling i gues.haha.. So yeah,no gambling dis rabbit year.. Noone says dat if u x gamble mins x new year mood rite..haha. If u tink x gamble=x mood den its quite wrg la.haha!
Wishing all of u a hapy n prosperous cny. May the yr of rabbit brings u gud health n gud wealth as well as lots of happiness..

the day of love 14/2/11

2011-02-16T11:05:00.002+08:00

hey there... Happy Valentines day (belated) to you bloggie, Expressed Feelings...
I have a real celebration this year..i mean a longer celebration compare to last year.. ngek ngek..~
This year, jon lau give me banyak chocolate... My dad say he smart... Lol!
I like like ! n give me something la... dun1 tell u.. hmph!
This year is an unforgettable wan... You know why? pm me la, i tell u... haha...
So, after class 12pm ma... i memang 12 pm wan no matter wat... Jon lau oso neh..~
he come pick me up at 2pm... walao weh,.. duno what he do... make up oso no need so long meh rite..

We headed to Pavilion... Duno since when, i like pavilion's cinema... We watch I Love HK !.. Personally , i will recommend you All well end well la... I feel it's funnier...
haha! the movie starts 2.25pm.. But we are late... We dun mind.. haha !
After movie, we went for snowflakes... Actually i dun reli like.. haha ! I heard all the ppl hu tried b4 said.. how nice how nice.. but i dun feel nice... Im weird perhaps!

After that, we went for dinner n balik rumah... thats the outline of my story.. thank you... yang perdalaman tu, no need la... in my heart rdy.. Lol !
K la, dis post like so gila wan... i just wanted to type, not truly talk bout lovey day wan.. haha !
btw, i like chocolate la... rmb ok? i like chocolate... hahahahah!!! hahahaha !!
C.H.O.C.O.L.A.T.E
Call me fatty i dun care... haha!

ok, once again... happy valentine day !!!!!!!
i love u i love u i love u i love u i love u i love u u u u u u u u u u u u..
but i oso hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u u u u u u u u u u u ....

till then...
Love,
The author~

updates~

2011-02-11T21:34:00.020+08:00

it's time for updates ! it has been a month since my last post... Im getting lazier n lazier to touch dis blog... haha!
But anyway, this post is all this recent thingy la... haha !
Well, cum on.. lets start!
1st of all.. January kan.. of course my birthday.. LOL ! haha.. saya perasan saya tau... But who cares hor?
Alright i've got the intians to celebrate with me... although is not all of them, but im happy enough =)

They brought me to Mid Valley after my replacement class.. We had the gardens for lunch... yeah... the restaurant in between mid valley and the gardens if im not mistaken.. haha... white in colour... Got a sangkar burung, inside got grandpiano...
The food is expensive thou, but its reli not bad... ~ thanks for treat ya... ! =D
After that we went and watch movie... HOME COMING... Damn funny... I can't stop laughing weyh.. hahaha! is a singaporean plus malaysian movie... u noe when they campur campur the language, it becums perfect ! hahah!

we rock the class wokey? haha

you guys make my college life wonderful !

sorry, ignore my noob face.. haha!

At nite, celebrated birthday with Lianee n of course with foreverus91 loves... ~
Every1 has their own path dy.. esther cut her hair! LOL !.. but nice.... haha
thanks for the shirt! I like it... n the book frm lianee and kohila.. and a pair of earring from yen mun and esther! .~ thanks alot! =)

jie jie ... =)))

why 20? why why why so fast? tell me why..?

Yeah, we love to pose.. so what? haha...

1 malaysia we are..~

friends forever...

On my birthday, my dad make a cake... Thank u..! my sisters' present to me, is still pending.. wahaha!... =) this year kinda special.. got 1 fren teman me thru night n day of my birthday.. haha.. Ng En Ni! .. =)

At Night, Jon Lau bring to Look Out point.. not the real wan, is the franchise in Cheras Mahkota.. LOL ! hahaha...~ thank you..

The next day, I gt my bday present from Kevin, shiow kah and Nadia, my college friends.. Thanks alot..! =) =).. Me like it!!

After a week, here comes CNY... This year is different coz without her... Kinda quiet... huhu... But what to do? need to get use to it... As usual, go back to KLANG on the 2nd of CNY... Lion Dance sure ada! woohoo !! angpau banyak oo.. saya pun happy oo.. haha !...
Then 3rd day 4th day.. went around KL temples... Decoration all not bad... haha...
Went to I-city with jon's family on the 4th day of CNY after attending open house sumthing like that.. I forgot dy... sorry ya..! haha... 5thday of CNY, everyone back to school..

During my free time,i went out with this girl, kwong sze yien kim kim.. hahaha... I can non-stop laughing... we went secret recipe to minum... haha.. not bcoz of rich la... is just duno y, just go lah.. hahaha..!
To be exact, is to gossip gossip and take photos... hahahaha...

today, i went out with college friends to mid valley.. They are easy to get along.. =)
we went the gardens there to hunt for food, n landed in a chinese restaurant.. Since it's still the CNY period, the lion dance come shop by shop.. i like ! haha

Wai Loon, Kok Wei, Edwin, Sue, Shiow Kah and Kevin.. =)

Lunch @ i duno what name ooo... near Machine wan.. haha... chinese restaurant.. =)

=)

So basically thats all for my beginning-of-the-year story. So, how's yours?
hahaha...

Till then...

Love,
The author...
Take care people !
Muackssszzzzz!

Walking down memory lane 2010

2010-12-31T10:15:00.006+08:00

I can't believe today is the last day of 2010 !! 2010 had been kind to me.. it's a good year indeed compare to last year... I couldn't ask for more... i tak sampai hati say bye bye to 2010, but im excited to welcome year 2011! I hope it will be a great year tooo.~
So now, lets have a glance on wht i hv done in this past 12 wonderful months..

JANUARY : the 1st time i've celebrate my birthday in inti.. INTI the place full with laughter and tears... It's sum kind of water splashing party though coz most of us get wet..=)
not to forget foreverus91 hu celebrated with me in 21st century 2gthr with lianee!.. the surprise really....... haha.

FEBRUARY: was CNY, but din reli celebrate coz of sum reason... But the 1st valentine,was simple but memorable.. thanks for everything...

MARCH: College hectic schedule.. evryday routine.. go class, lunch, back room, class, diner, study, sleeep... the day repeat again and again..

APRIL: same ting happens, but busier as AS is nearer.. Oh ya, n welcome the new born of my SE w995.. why am i telling here huh, is coz that this time i realli bought by my own. 100% my own money. I felt so proud... hahahahaha

MAY: was AS... exam is nvr easy to me.. n dats y, its hard la... stress lor.. as usual..

JUNE: HOLIDAYSSS!! Went to GAmbang water park.. I will recommend u go thr if u wana go SUnway lagoon..it's wayyy cheaper...~

JULY: Just right before semester starts.. went to Genting with sum of the coursemate... 15 ppl in a room.. Challenging yea? haha... then study lunch, back room, study again... routine continuesss... had meet up wit foreveru91 for amrit n ee li's birthday =D

AUGUST: nothing much happenn... still normal routine~

SEPTEMBER: in college... 5 days in college in a week.. celebrated esther's birthday in terpanyaki..

OCTOBER: A2 starts... stressszzzz..~

NOVEMBER: this month quite happening... The end of the few papers, i went to PD, den cum bk for the last paper.. Then, I went to Malacca on the day I finished last paper. After 1 week, we go to PEnang.. Damn miss that trip weyhh, seriously!.. hahaa...~

DECEMBER: went to Melbourne for 12 days... Quite enjoying ... the thing that impress me is the weather, n im seriously thinking of migrating.. Lol... jz thinking lah okie!
Doncaster is really a nice place I would say..~
I love Box Hill too.... n the cherries and strawberries, i eat damn alot weyh.. even my sis normally nvr eat, oso eat alot.. sambil pluck, sambil put inside the mouth.. hahaha!

12 months passes real fast.. Everything cn consider running smoothly... I dunoo bout u, but i feel this year passes realy reallly fast weyh... Goodbye 2010, Welcome 2011 !!!
In this 12 wonderful months, i learnt alot, gain alot... I learn not to care bout things that will make me suffer.. Learn bout letting go things that wasn't meant to be mine... Learn bout human attitudes and behavior.. and every year, i did learn bout true friends =D
People come ppl go.. i let u go... goodbye and good luck in life. i feel so sad to see you~

THis year is good.. n i hope 2011 will be better!... All the best to you all in 2011 !!
Specially to foreverus91, wish u guys happy always, good wealth, good health, n most important thing good results in studies !!
Thank you 2010 for everything...

To You:
You had leave us for a year...~ Although you are nt around, but no worries, we are able to take care of ourselvess..
What more we have so many caring uncles and aunties, n loving father..
My aunty is like worrying about what i study.. I felt so sorry... I hope what i choose now, will ease u all punya kebimbangan... Im sure alrdy ease la.. hahaha...
I couldnt ask for more... i noe im lucky enough to have so many informative uncle, aunties, n cousins around me..
So mum, be happie.. we are fine...~ =D
Miss u n love u alwaysszz...

This is my last post for year 2010..
Once again, Happy New Year 2011 in advanced!!

Love,
the author~

merry christmas 2010 and happy new year 2011

2010-12-30T10:52:00.010+08:00

Yesterday we went out to pavilion, time square and look out point... hmmm.. this is to like celebrate the belated Christmas and the advanced new year... =D So, we went out at around 1 something, and reached pavilion at 2pm... then we went to the cinema to buy tickets for TRON LEGACY. Ppl say it was interesting, nice, whatever. But to me, i slept... maybe to me is not interesting... I like those more on love story yea.. =D After movie, we went to Time square.. time square is not in list actualy, but bcoz my shoe gt sum prob halfway in pavilion, n it makes me sakit kaki, so we went to time square to buy new one.. is urgent... pm me la, i tell u why it's so urgent.. hahah..shy to tell here. why go ts rite? bcoz i cnt afford to buy in pavilion lah... there all so high class wan la.. i so poor, no money buy.. n even u rich, i dun think it's worth to buy thr.. all those are like 300++ 199.90.. the cheapest i saw is 99.90.. kononnya sale.. discount 10% is so called sales la.

So, we went to ts, search for around an hour, i finally found 1 that i like it.. to be more exact, is jon hu found it.. lolz... not bad la, the taste nt bad.. haha... After that, jon went and buy mouse.. then we went to look out point..

the journey from pavilion to look out point is around 20 mins.. but we took one and a half hour to reach... depending on my phone's gps, we manage to find half of the way, then we hilang dy.. drive around here and thr, u-turn, bla bla bla.. n ask ppl nearby, finally we reach the peak... =D nothing is impossible.. Even we duno hw to go, but dengan semangat tidak berputus asa, we finally complete our mission... teehee..~ yay yay !! the finding direction parts although is hard, but fun.. stupid gps say drive north east, head south, bla bla... we dun even noe wht they talking.. Lolzzz..coz we oni noe left and right.. But so much so.. we reached.. by the time is rdy 8pm.. hungrynya.. luckily, not much ppl... after 8 stg oni more and more ppl... hehe...

vry hard to find u ler dear look out point

not bad this restaurant

The view is nice...~ i like it... can see twin tower and KL tower clearly..

The view from our table.

We ordered Cream of mushroom, cheesy ham chicken chop, and cheesy sausage chicken chop..
At 1st, we wanted to order extra 1 mashed potato.. but turns out, the person gv us for free. haha.. lolz...

jon's cheesy ham chicken chop

we got the free mashed potato.

cheesy sausage chicken chop..

so hungry meh u? lolzz

Overall,the food is not bad, the price is reasonable.. the view is nice.. the service is good too...
I have no complains after all.. hehee.. but oni the parking, a little bit expensive to me... =D
After makan, we went down to half hill and enjoy the scenery..
Then at laz, home sweet home...

As a conclusion, although in the middle is like not vry smooth.. but in the end evrything turns out smooth... n we lost our parking ticket weyh, but thanks to the restaurant guy, picked up n pass it back to us...~ Thanks!!!!!!

Thanks to jonlau, hu willing to take up the challenge to reach the look out point without giving up.. *hugs* Im happie... To be exact, i would say a pek cek n a happy day..

So, belated merry christmas and advance happy new year people!!

Next post will be walking down memory lane year 2010! stay tuned.. Lolzz!

Take care!
Love,
the author...

~

2010-12-19T13:08:00.004+08:00

Im here confusing... sigh~
I think Im mad... Im changing my mind again and again......
In Australia, bachelor of commerce is so famous... Everyone is aiming that course and therefore the entry requirement for commerce is higher than engineering....
People are telling me to do accounting, commerce and etc instead of my food science and nutrition..... fuhhhh~... no more confident on doin my course... sad case..
Yesterday thought of staying firm, go ahead with what I wana do.... The purpose i go to edu fair is to just ask clearly about my course, like getting rdy lidat.. LOL..
But don't know why my leg itchywalking here and there and finallly reached HELP... They are famous with their Psychology course as I know... So, im thr to like just ask around... But the person is just so friendly... Like vry easy to talk toooo... perhaps they are truly psychologist that catch my mind lah... lolzzzz~..
I have sum sort of power to change my mind to take up this course hahaha...
Coz i oso open up my mind to accept people's opinion la, saying nutrition is nt so gud in malaysia... thats y i thought of migrating... but cuming back to reality, what if i tak dapat migrate as population in aus is like more n more ppl migrate... then aku ni mati kebuluran lar... kesian....

I guesssss i need to make a wise choice lar...
that nutrition course i can oni get a local cert which is frm UCSI n i think it's so so onlyy..plus the person hu consult me doesn't convince me at all for the course... huhu... with around the same price I can get a psychology cert from Flinders Aus... so, its more worth and base on job wise.. psychology is a better wan compare to nutrition rite.. haha
but duno la... i dun even noe do i hv any interest... But nowadays no more studying for passion i guesss.. need to study to get job oso la.....
Im so confusing, but i gusss it is nt a bad choice after alll... although HELP is not as grand as INTI,...the building is older than INTI.. but... nvm la haih..... new environment oso gud lar... HELP is kinda near to mid valley and bangsar village though... LOLzzz...
I guess once i step into psychology, no more back to science rite. huhu... nvm la.. im tired rdy.. haha

melbourne, ily..

2010-12-12T20:36:00.004+08:00

Im leaving in 2days time.. Oh crap ! NO !! I dun wana leave melbourne... I dun wana leave doncaster... Dun wana leave bryan n megan + Misty ! Oh crap... shit !
wuwuwuwu

so sad..

The weather here is fantastic... I like the weather here.. Eventhough it's summer... But it is still cold coz is just the starting... huhu...

I always dun like western country coz it dun hv night life.. evrything close at 5pm.. except sum of the days they open till later .. latest oso 6pm.. LOL..

But their weather !!! Perfect !!! their everything is sooo advance...

haizzzzzz...~

bad still have to go on, need to go back to malaysia...

not to say dun miss anything, or I really like dun miss anything ahh!... I guess i dun miss anything, coz there is nothing for me to miss lorh.. dun ask me am i sure coz im sure la alright...

haha..~ a few pics.. nxt time oni blog bout it...

great experience and great memories..~

I will misss u alotttt... MISTY !!

I love u, Kangarooo

Sweet and juicy and cheap... dip in chocolate BEST !

Those yellow wan is not flowers, its australia's lalang.. weeds.. haha.. u see la.. weeds oso so nice..

Till then...

In 1 and a half days time, HELLO MALAYSIA and GOODBYE AUSTRALIA =((((((

but anyway, cousins are going back to malaysia tooo.. hhuhu... but i hope malaysia is lk australia tooooo.. =(((

till then~

Penang trip with love =)

2010-12-02T11:47:00.010+08:00

Penang trip has finally come to an end.. i like it !! I love it !! syokest trip for now !! hehexzzz...
I had lots of fun !! I can't stop laughing n talking nonsence in that 3 days trip.. it will be a great memories !! so...i decided to blog out, so that i would never forget this wonderful trip ! =)))

Start off with day 1, 645 jon's dad fetch me, jon n yee chong to LCCT as our flight is the 1st flight of the day wich is 835am... jon lau is a big head prawn.. my camera charger n batery forget to bring, coz he kept it.. Luckily i brought another wan .=) we reach LCCT only an hour b4 the flight coz we are pro..hahaha.. we dun have to wait long for the flight,
yay !! the flight duration is oni 40 mins lol.. those ppl havent finish eat then the air stewardess ask them to kip the table rdy.. lol.. we reached bayan lepas at 915am.. n enni is rdy thr to pick us up !!.. Then off we go to my favourite place for dim sum !! the dim sum is cheap thr for sum selected shop.. but i think is only for tht shop.. luckily i remember.. u may go n hav a try.. Opposite KDU college.. 1st round

2nd round. sum are 1st round wan, but mostly are new dish.. haha

went thr b4 2 years ago, n luckily still rmb.. we ate alotttttttttttttttttttttttt n oni cost us around rm 50.
Then we went to Kek Lok si... we are lousy enough to not take the cable car to the top. coz we can't find it.. mempersiasuaikan.. those drive car ppl, laugh at us.. whole road we 4 ppl walk...

FINALLY ! We reach the top !!!

LOL...haha !! after that, went n eat asam laksa,popiah around kek lok si.. yummy ! n nt tht exp.

After tht, wanted to go to Penang Hill, but it's renovating.. no jodoh.. so, we went n eat char kuey teow..... yummy ! dun get tipu by the look, it's delicious.. use duck egg wan

After that, we went for cendol.. Yeah ! kip eating... it's penang what.. hahaha

cendol...

then went to Sleeping buddha.. =))
after that, wanted to go batu ferringhi, but it rains.. =(. so we went to watch movie @ gurney plaza, the social network.. I cannot und the movie.. bored.. =(

Then we went for TAO.. A restaurant name.. Sumthing like jogoya, but it is cheaper by 1 kali ganda.. I eat damn much.. OMG !!! Yee chong oso. till the waitress scare us.. haha !!

1 of the dish i like it sooo much ! scallop with duno wat sauce n cheese n ....

After makan, we went to Padang serai,Kedah wich is Enni's hse.. haha... Day 1 complete with fun n laughter.. =)
The next morning around 1030am we woke up.. After bath and all, it's time for lunch.. Enni's mum treat us lunch.. Yummylicious !!

Then we went around her housing area in padang serai, then to Kulim..

Paddy field around the road

we went and eat curry mee tooo.. by tht time is rdy late afternun.. we rest at home for around 2 hours..cn recharge a little battery oni.. Then we went and meet up Jia Xian at Kulim for Steamboat dinner !! haha... The steamboat is kinda special.. It dont use gas, but use arang wan.. then rite the soup is nt normal soup or tomyam. It's made up of yam and fish head.. whoah.. yummy lor.. undescriable =)
We ate alot abalone coz vry fresh.. =)
Wanted to go autocity, but raining.. huhu... so, went back n day 2 had complete...

The next morning wich is day 3, we bertolak around 11am togthr we Jia Xian to Penang !!! The 13.5km long Penang bridge.. 3rd longest.

Penang's twin tower.. =)

Then meet up with Chea Yee. and off we go to Pinang Peranakan Mansion... the place Little Nyonya (xiao niang re) and Iron Lady ( nu tou jia) n other dramas berlakon wan aa.. i duno hw to say la.. haha.. Then, we went for lunch at Nyonya cafe where they serve baba n nyonya food..

Yummy betul!!

We then went to HimHeang ...

the famous tambun biscuit shop to buy those biscuit.. My mum always go thr.. =))) need to wait wan ooo.. fresh frm the oven.. great !!

After that, we went to toy museum... damn funny la we pose like those cartoon character.. haha..

Next stop is Batu Ferringhi beach... 6 of us went for horse riding.. It's the 1st time for me i guess arr, or 2nd.. i forgot.. LOL.. they wanted to play parachute and jet ski, but it RAIN again.. so, we cancel.. haha !!

the horse vry tame wan..

Then off we go to Gurney Drive for foooooooooooooood !!I must eat this! evrytime i go.. hokkien mee = prawn meee

By tht time, rain stop dy.. yay !! specially for us.. haha... Then din eat full, kip the place for next station wich is Northam Beach cafe... After that wanted to sit ferry, but too many ppll, so we headed to Queensbay Mall.. Vry big the mall.. haha !! Around 10pm stg.. only we went to the airport.. we damn good la.. this time is 50 mins b4 the flight.. haha... we finally touch down at LCCT at midnight 12 stg.. yay !! gt ppl jemput us who is my dad.. =)
We was hoping for ppl to jemput us in airport.. so sampat.. haha.. yee chong happy coz gt ppl jemput..

We wanted to go to snake temple, but according to Jia Xian, snake temple has like no snakes.. So, since is a waste of going thr, i guess no need lor..
Overall, it's a fun trip.. chea yee said we had almost completed to whole Penang Island.. =) Whee !!~
We had fun visiting places,taking pics till rch our target, happy eating, buying tambun pneah, wah else? oh ya, happy slping... it is jz so comfortable... thanks enni !=)
We slp late by watching that yi hoi hou qing.. my god.. we chase lk crazy tht drama then oni slp.. then we wake up late lol... but still it don't ruin plans wan...coz we geng ma. =)
oh ya, wana thank chea yee for bringing us some place to visit, n bringing us nyonya cafe to eat.. it's yummy !

As a conclusion, It's really enjoying with you people, I will go back to Padang serai to enter the paddy field in the future which i dunoo when... Im happie throughout these 3 days, and i hope that you guys are the same... Wishing you all, All the best in ur future undertakings, n take care...
misss u alll..
I Love Penang and you + You + YOu + YOU + All of YOU la !.. <3
Most important thing is ~WE eNjoy OUrselves~
That should be the aim of this trip...!

Thats all from me today...
tc, n till the nxt post !
Love,
the author..~

rojak post

2010-11-21T11:19:00.012+08:00

so ya, here comes the rojak post. evrything in 1... all the random thingy and updates... my blog is goin to berkarat soon.. heheh..

Let's start now:

I have successfully pindah evrything frm c-3-06 the hostel.. I duno that a cupboard thing can fill up half the car boot..
3 or 4 times of staircase trip to pindah evrything..tired la..

Feel sad to leave? yes? no? If i say no, i wud be lying.. in NS 3 months oso so sad to leave.. Apatah lagi 1 and a half year.. Lots of memories I had for the past 18 mths... Fun and laughter, a litre of tears, LOLZ.. what else?

So, after settle the check out thingy, off we go to Malacca...
before tht, stopby at seremban's kensingtan for western food.. 1 word: YUMMY ! 2nd word: price gud! LOL..
We stayed at muigeik's hse for a nite.. I enjoy slping with her.. =))

Food is great in malacca.. satay celup,chicken rice ball n etc.. if it's still a young nite, i wud have eat banyak banyak satay celup.. haha ! i tried out the layer cake tht my kawan said @ Dataran Pahlawan.. it taste great at the 1st bite.. n after that, it really make me feel damn fulll... Nadeje is the name of the cake house i guess.. It is like somekind of cafe la... rm8.50 per piece.. damn exp, but im so happy eating that cake..

We went to Jonker street at night.. Alot of pelik-pelik food, but the dimsum taste great.. rm3 for 7 biji.. yummy ! My friend bought a bag and a belt.. the price for the things are.. hmm.. not bad..
Planned to meet up my NS friend in Malacca, but too bad..they gona have exam.. But still I terserempak 1 NS fren in jonker streeet ! wow ! can't blieve it.. So many people yet still can meet.. Jodohlah namanya.. haha !! sometimes things juz come when u nvr expect. haha..

While waiting for the others in the car, we went jalan-jalan around town... so many mcD in malacca. n we went the drive thru wan just for toilet.. hahaha..
We also had seafood dinner at malacca.. Thanks to Muigeik's parent for treating us.. =)
Ohya, we went and sing K tooo.. the mybox over there is way better than in Nilai.. at least dun have the smoke smell.. only a little hot la..
Jon Lau treat me Baskin robbin.. duno y so gud de.. haha ! coz vry hot i tink..
before going back, we went to Tan Kim Hock to buy those dodol and all, it reminds me of mum that usually buy so many until trolley penuh... i miss u, do u noe tht?
Malacca ada banyak big shopping complex, y kajang dun have?? huh?! ish !! can pindah tht dataran pahlawan to kjg or not? haha.. i want !

@ Kensingten.. yummy yummy !!

Me and malacca girl, geik geik..

Jalan Gereja @ Melaka !! =) but no convent on tht street.

sorry.. my camera sucks.. the red hse lor..

chicken rice ball !

so, we went back around 745pm after dinner with geik n her parent...after dropping them in nilai oni we home sweet home.. duno y lk rasa keberatan to berpisah with them.. haha! this is a simple yet fun trip.. I guess this is one of the great memories with u people..=)
Although all of us are going separate ways.. but i guess in 21st century there are so many communication tools rite.. we still can kip in touch..
sincerely, wish all of u good luck in ur future undertakings.. Do take care !! miss ya..

Next, will be Penang+Kedah with the pattern banyak punya kawan.. whee ~~
Anson road, here i come for ur dim sum.. You better dun pindah la..
I shud shop till i really drop in Kek Lok Si.. it is my place ! Hmph ! hahahaha
the 1st time by flight without parent.. so excited.. =)
i shall learn to board the plane by myself. Don't depend on others. huhu...
I tink we can have all kind of vehicles this trip.. kenderaan udara,laut,darat.. oweys got this chance when go penang.
Im soo looking forward into it.. yay yay !

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During Hari raya haji tht time, we went to Port Dickson !! it was a last minute trip.. as always lah k.. after my sis finish her tuition, we shoot up to PD... haha !
Reach thr oni 545pm.. change into swimwear and jump into the pool !! the feeling is great !!
wahaha.. then go beach... hmmm... salty.. vry salty the water.. After swim, went n eat pizza.. bcoz the small fella wan eat.. so what wan rite, ppl go port dickson eat seafud ma.. but she eat pizza. ok lor.. small oweys win, so eat pizza lorh.. =((
After dinner, we went for night walk around the beach, go neighbour resort, then play pool, watch asian games taekwondo.. Lolzz..
Next morning, we jump into the pool again, then to the beach n back to the pool to clean the sand.. so bad rite... but that is wht ppl usually does.. =)
after that, we went to the muzium tentera darat.. it's my 2nd time lah.... coz NS time, we went b4 dy..... no changes though after 2 years... '
ok, so thats the end of pd trip..

A day before, we went to Sepang Gold Coast... hmmm.. 1 of my fren stay thr... we went to tanjung sepat again for dinner, n he bring us to buy pao, after tht have our ikan bakar again.. =)))
This time, we gt chance to go his hse.. haha !! nice !!! After watching the korea drama oni we went back ... =)

Then, day day b4, went to KLIA.. we love to see airplanes.. Coz we are not able to go there so often anymore... the dearest treat me burger king.. he say he din eat b4 wor... i oso like ages din eat b4.. heheh!! we walk around, take pics and bought milk shake frm mcD !! only airports mcD have it lah ! I chek so many place oso dun have ! it's really yummylicious !
then off we go back to INTI... sob.. alot place cnt go so often dy.. =(

so, this month is quite a tiring month n oso lots of fun month... it's gona end in a week time... =(
Then, december is coming !! oh gosh !! how fast time flies...
miss kong yen mun, u better rmb wht u say on the fon.. wan go out yumcha ar, bla bla bla arrh.. dun ffk, i will punch u de oor...
can't wait to reunite with f91 la.. haihyah... so long x c, since sept.. miss u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u alllll !
den i got alot things need to be arrange lar... i need to go bdminton, i need to watch dramas, i need to this and that n this n that.. i vry busy la i feel..
Last but nt least, once again... Good luck to Amrit the mangkuk in STPM !!! I love u banyak banyak.. u will get what u aim and of course better than what u aim !

ok, thats all from me today... thankiu...
the end of rojak post !~ hehehe..

love, the author.. ~

p/s: hey 2u, my "love" wahaha... stop being pathetic... nt to say u act, but stop it if u are doing so.. duno whther are u acting.. haha! if u are, try be the most innocent wan.. u are acting great im telling u.. muahahaha... u noe hu u are de la... haha
stupid me, so sarcastic rite..sincerely,sorry ya...=))

A post from S.E...

2010-10-31T11:00:00.008+08:00

Recently i just find out that sony ericsson have this blogger application.. L.O.L... After 3 years only I found out.. great lah.. =) hahaha
so, just try it out.. =)

hmmm... stressing out with examsss..huhu... Am I going to take law ar in future? or still goin on with science stream ar?
lol... i know dad want me do business la.. i know i know, but i act don't know.. haha... those auntie auntie wan me study pharmacist or accounting, i oso know know know but i act duno... LOL...

business not dun1 wor.. act oso gt think b4 like eling lk dat go do international business wan, but then rite... haih... I dun have any interest on business... later i noe sure vry sad... i tink i dun have any business mind la.. scare ltr bankrupt how? choi choi choi !
den pharmacist is a vry gud course, i noe i noe.. but my ability i tink tak boleh la rite... must noe whr i stand oso.. hahaha.. my chemistry is vry ehem the good,ltr kena kick out, den money dun have nvm, time oso dun hav.. i old dy lor.. haha...

accounting later alot white hair lor... n work until bring home.. i dun1 la.. later my family how... go back home ppl accompany family ma, takkan work work work.. den anak-anak vry little attention.. aiyo.. sorry ar, forgive me for thinking so far away..
i duno la why kip on wan ppl do accounting? haiyooo... diff ppl diff de ma.. ltr work until alot stresssssssssss i dun1 aa...

medicine lagi no nd think, coz frm 0 years till 19 years old din tink before i wan.. haha..ltr i duno go whr find husband.. i dun1 so old wan... haha ! jokingg.. so i tink i better go biotech or stg lk dat lorr.. i dun1 see so many ppl la... damn tired la communicate with ppl sumtimes... so many ppl fake wan.. not all la, but some... maybe i face those specimen better la. haha.. but ppl tell me it's a vry boring job.. but nvm, to me.. i tink all jobs are bored... once u have work for a period of time, u sure boredd.. haha..

so, i thought of take up food science n nutrition den ltr go MBA la. wahaha.. dream so high.. but then now i tink lawyer oso nt bad.. but im lazy, i dun tink it suits me... hahaah...
i dun1 leave inti lor, vry sad to leave... not bcoz jon lau at thr, dun simply think la... coz frm 1 plc to another need time to adapt oni.. plus inti is a vry nice place la.. but i tink adapting is not a problem anymore la...act i vry easy to adapt.. but my father duno oni.. oweys say i so wht wht wht, vry hard to this n that.. haha..
actually dun1 leave inti coz nilai is cuming up, so many nice fud dy, Tesco oso going to open.. wahaha.. LOL.. whatever it is, i need to study for a-level 1st.. hehexx..

oh ya!! that day was street party, it is not as great as last year.. haha ! din stay too long there though.. no moooood... ~

after a-level lots of thing to do la....
1st 1st leh... can't wait to go Penang lor...act is kedah n penang =) i need to go kedah to brain wash sum ppl. hahhahaahaha !! *evil*
although the air ticket is lk quite expensive but is ok la.. dad sponsor can edy.. wahahahaah.. thankiu father.. lol.. actualli we wana sit bus, but then it's time consuming plus the price oso nt super cheap la.. haha
long time x sit airplane dy, excited. lol... i noe im lousy, lk dat oso wana boast.. but no la, im nt boasting, but im happie..dun salah fhm ler =(
i wana eat eat eat !! walk walk walk !! mahjong mahjong ! hahahaah...steamboat !!

can't wait for australia trip too la... but most of the time, i will be thr to call up the uni... coz here call thr so expensive walao.. haha !
den go cherry picking.. it's summer weyh... i tink is cherry picking season...
mama, we will meet u in melbourne..
after cum back, wana go edu fair.. take all the brochure.. I duno why i like to kip all those brochure.. LOL.. last time in convent collect wan, still havent throw. haha!
After that, maybe gonna meet up with foreverus91 n high sch frens? haha ! shud be la...missssss foreverus91 !
dear amrit, finishing stpm middle of dec.. bcum a free bird dy.. ahaha... harjir finish a-level lor.. edna sem break maybe? haha..
gud luck to all that sitting for exams yo ~!!!

Then, i got lots of movie and dramas to catch up... it's a big task.. ahahaha !
then january i tink back to sch la me.. actually i holiday oso vry little only.. haihzz.
But I hope this will be a great holiday!! A great vacation with u u u in penang, a wonderful summer in melbourne and a great meet up with kawan sekalian...
it has been almost a year... this year is a better year for me compare to last year.. last year really like im inside a dark hole.. thought i will never get to climb up anymore.. but somehow, manage to do so coz i feel your presence every moment although I can't see you.. =)
miss you all the time.. miss u miss u miss u miss u misssssssssssssssssssss u...............
ppl, please appreciate ur loved ones...

till then, back to chemistry ! tata
take care and miss the author... =)
muaks muack muackszzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..

Ice room

2010-10-18T16:43:00.001+08:00

Yummy

study

2010-10-12T13:46:00.000+08:00

vry susah vry susah. Mau mampus lor.wuwu. Tata.gtg dy

back~

2010-09-12T12:27:00.008+08:00

Hi bloggie, how are you? =)
updates.........
hihi.... I tink last 2 weeks ago... We went to Nilai's newly open thai buffet steamboat... it cost us RM 22++ per person... Damn fullllllllllll... The nicest part is the ice-cream !! I duno how we take till overload.. But if didnt finish, we nd to pay for the extra rm 10 per 100 gm... my goodnesss.. so we asked help from the other table.. the guys.. hualalala... n each of evry1 of us bekerjasama to finishkan the food.. we motivated ourselves with ice-cream.. kip telling ourself after we finish the food, we can eat ice-cream... at last, we did it !! It was fun!! =)
Enjoy ourselves alot...

was so smoky

the 1st round of food..

so many scallop we ate.. haha

yee chong... lolz.. haha

while waiting the food to digest in order to finish those food that we took, we take pics 1st.. haha

Before paying ... =)

On friday, i called esther out to makan for her birthday coz thought that couldnt join the f91 gang to her hse.. But esther's going out on her birthday so we decide to gabung n celebrate 1 day ahead.. =)
This girl, my primary schoolmate, classmate... n secondary schoolmate n classmate.. I rmb, in standard 1, we used to go toilet together.. wahahahaha... then standard 3 she sits beside me, with her hello kitty easybag.. hahaha... she vry scare tcher scold wan... haha...
Then when shift to convent, me shifts to.. n kita berjumpa lagi... but then ar, she sombong dy lor... then ok back.. hahaha... joking...
so, on friday around 7pm, me n jon went to her hse to fetch her... only us 3ppl.. coz i had called her earlier... she duno kohi n lianee cuming too... So, in car, we talk talk, crap crap laugh laugh n finally we reach cheras selatan thr, coz oweys metro point rite, go far a little bit. hahaha...
actually we decided to eat pizza, coz esther like right, n she reli long ago din eat rdy.. BUT.. it was buka puasa time.. OMG ! So many ppl, we dun have place at all. the ppl askn us to come at 8pm... So, we jalan2... we see things, touch touch the thing.. talking laughing...den esther went to popular to see zac effron.. aiyoo.. while me went and buy pens.. I duno why nowadays my pens kip on missing la.. haha... time passes fast, and we went back to pizza hut..
But dun have cheesy lava u noe, after many consideration, esther chnge her mind wana eat terpanyyaki dy.. so, we went thr and me n jon belanja her terpanyakki... haha!

After we eat, esther kip on ask go whr sumore.. want go whr... n i kip on say my stomach pain wana sit awhile just to melengahkan masa to wait for kohi n lianee with the coffeeee cake !.. haha... Not long after, they finalllly arrive... hahahaaha... esther was like "eh? eh? how cum" hehe... so ther goesss.. a simple celebration

esther with her coffee cake... luckily rmb she like coffee. wahahahaha

friendship 4eva...

yum yum... still wana hold the knife... esther.. esther...

After eating the cake n chatting for awhile we went to sg,chua mamak... coz lianee hvent take dinner, n she wanted to eat mamak... After that, fetch esther go back home, n then balik rumah...
Esther siah, although it's a simple celebration, but hope u will like it.. Happie birthday once again..
All de best in ur studies which going to begin soon... if u are staying in hostel, take good care of urself... uni life n hostel life or whichever life is real fun!! Life is mmg full of laughter right !.. enjoy urself =)

Do I suck?

2010-08-17T08:26:00.005+08:00

Ignore my dis post, if u dun wish to read...
Honestly, am I aiming tooo high?
Am I not qualified to aim that high?
Why kip on questions?
Why?
People feel i can't or I feel myself cannot success?
I really so suck?
I really so terrible isit?
Why like that?
Eventhough suck, cannot have a dream meh?
tell me why why why

N u !
Why u like that?!
As if im ghost or vampire or whatever so scary? Dun dare look at me...
why leh?
I will eat u isit now?
My teeth gt so sharp anot ar?
You think if i really eat, i will eat you kah?
why u dream like that huh?
Or u think im stupid huh... so, if look at me edy leh, i will spread stupidness isit?
why acting lk dat?
Not in drama oso... why wana act?
or isit it's ur trueself?
U reveal ur trueself dy zit... i need to go n have a look when gt time...
coz nw bzing...
but i guess no point rite.. u are not any1 to me..

damn irritating..

?

2010-08-14T09:59:00.005+08:00

There is a question mark almost in every1's head... Don't know which to choose, which to go for.. All this is because, no.1 money. no.2 time...
If these two tings doesn't exist.. I guess most of us gonna try try dis course, try try the other wan... How nice, if all the courses are free.. N i wont get old... I can try whichever i like.. n choose the one that i love the most..
But thats all juz a dream.... I need to wake up now, to be more realistic !

On thurs, i wana cry so much but no tears... =(

oh ya, Why do most of the people,including me at timess think that medicine, pharmacist, dentistry all this.....job opportunity only will be high... Why can't they look on other side, beside all this there are still a wide field in science... why can't be a nutritionist,food technologist or a radiologist or whatsoever other than those stated earlier? Why can't I just don't think of pharmacist and open my eyes to see other things huh!?
I duno why am I locking myself into that small particular medical field only...
My dream is always to be a biotechnologist.. I want to be in a lab, so that no need to kip on socialise.. I can't talk with people that Im not familiar.. If with people im familiar i can be talkative...
i heard my bio lect say, when in the lab that need to dress up like an astronaut, im so interested.. hahaha... It's like something special ! =)
I duno why everyone keep on say no job no job no job make me change my mind again and again... from young i wana be teacher.. --> lawyer (influence by survivor law) ---> biotech ---> food science ---> biotech ---> pharmacist ---> nutritionist ---> biotech... Im vry tired thinking and thinking...
Choosing pharmacist is honestly not what I want, but what people tells me how successful can I be... From the day I wanted biotech till now, no1 supported me before... even my dad told me dun choose biotech..maybe influenced by my aunt or whoever, I duno lah.. =(
I want i want so much... but no1 is there to give me support.. But somehow, he opened his mind, and ask me study whatever i want.. I so surprised, and he say just dun regret... thats all.. wah ! Im happie lar.. n he even ask me go ask la bout ur biotech... i like it ! muacks...
Perhaps it's truee... job opportunity is low... but cannot say no job at all also kan? Maybe there is always a job, but because kip on demand for high salary thats y dun1 work, den equals no job lor...
But I believe, if you are good, no matter where or when, there will always be a door opened for you... paling teruk, i becum lecturer la... wahaha.. !
But biotechnologist is what i wan seriously.. of course pharmacist is better la, or u can say high class or higher grade... But I dun think my capability is that high.. my lect say, we must noe how high is our own capability... not simply think, i can la, i can la.. then aim high...
I used to think, I can la, i can la.. But i realised and I know where is my capabilty now.. n i need to accept it.. =)

So, no matter what, i hope 1 day, i can study what i really wanted... but i still need to go around and find out.. perhaps there are something more interesting than biotech? who knows? hehex...
Let's strive hard for our dream !

To calm myself down yesterday, I went and watch movie again! LOVE in DISGUISE !!
恋爱通告！！
Starring WANG LEE HOM and LIU YI FEI..

It is a sweet, romantic and a little funnny movie.. I feel it's nice !! NICE lah.. my comment for every movie is NICE.. I rate 8/10...
Ah de so sweet he bcoz of the girl do alot thing.. =)
n the song is nice !!! I like it !!
Wang Lee Hom is vry talented rite? As i know, his whole family are in medical field... But still he is now successful in his vry own way...
I hope, 1 day can be successful toooo... in a way that i like...

Till then, tata!
Have a nice weekend...
Cheer up, people !! Go watch Love in Disguise !!

nicee!

2010-08-08T18:08:00.004+08:00

Inception is nice !but dun reli understand.. but after friends discussing bout it... i tink i noe what is all about.. The back up plan is nice!!! funny and romantic oso.. =)
The Jade and the Pearl nice oso ! got lam fung, ah sa, and joey yung...
haha... nice, funny... romantic? abit abit la.. hahha...funnnny!!!!!!
Sorcerer's apprentice is okie... Hmmm.. like got abit fake coz Dave so fast can perform the power.. Fuyohhh.. haha
Salt nice again !!!! Thumbs up ! Angelina Jolie is so cool.....cool lady!...
The Last airbender... Nice leh !!! To me lah... Im waiting for part 2, 3... haha !!...
Only water and air also so powerful.. If plus with earth and fire.. fuyoh !!!
NICE !! duno hw 2 describe...
alllllll the movies to mee also nice ! hahahaha... so dun ask me oor.. coz i only noe NICE! haha!
This summer got so many movies... Im going to broke la.. hahahaha!
But if continue lk dat cannot lah... coz arrr... wan exam liao... wuwuwu :'( sad...
my nxt attempt will be on cats and dogs, going to distance, razpunzel and ai qing tong gao by wang lee hom... wahahaha... continue to broke... haha !
till then, wan balik inti....
my roomate is alone... :(
so, i go bk pei her... i vry gud hor? lolz... jk la...
tmr bio quiz... duno gt anot wan..
gene tech !!!!!!!!!!!! im cuming !!!!!!!!!

Updatess =)

2010-07-24T18:35:00.007+08:00

Yesterday was Edna's birthday! We celebrated her birthday @ 21st century.. Before that, Lian Ee came and fetch amrit and me.. =)
We laugh quite alot on the wat, coz mangkuk is funny =)

When we reached thr, Birthday girl and Yee Thong was rdy there.. Yee Thong becum prettier dy.. haha.. n 1st time saw her with braces.. Meeting her, makes me think of jacuzzi.. lolzz.. haha.. n we cracked kinda lots of jokes.. haha! Amrit my mangkuk bully me.. =( but im happie.. lolz
Kohila, Esther and Shobana are still non-stop arguing bout football.. haha.. Fifa had over right? hahaha

After makan and all, it was cake time.. hehe.. the cake shop ppl give less 3 batang lilin.. So, instead of Edna turning 19 dis year.. She is younger now..only 16.. Duno what happen to the cake shop ppl, haha.. a little blur.. hehe...
After eating cake, we take take pics and around 1030 chaozzzz... Lianee fetches me, amrit n edna... after dropping me, they bring edna back to UKM..
Edna, is a very intelligent friend of mine.. She get perfect result in Matrix n gets into UKM..
Edna, happiie birthday once again.. n hav a wonderful uni life.. =) =)
We love u banyak banyak..
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THURSDAY

We crazy ppl on thurs night, after dinner went and Sing K @ mybox.. It's a vry spontaneous decision.. n evry1 just ON ON ON !! I like It !! Need to think n get NO NO nt fun at all hor.. Study bcum sing K, it's reli great.. The feeling is like freedom !! Like a free bird weyh.. Dun nd to care or think bout anthing.. juz shout in the K room.. like crazy edy..
After Sing K, muigeik, kuang, kim and yeeling kip ask me to call my room mate down to meet them.. I thought roomate dun1 de, coz she say.. so i tell them she vry shy wan.. mayb nxt time la.. but they kip on say im the one dun let her come down, nt she say.. they say I hide her n kept her, dun let her go n socialize..hmmm ! n so, dengan segera i decide to give her my roomate a call, n see see if she wana come down.. Surprisingly, she reli do came down.. lolzz.. I didnt expect that.. haha.. kuang n kim act like cchina ppl.. talk with china slang.. n my roomate reli tot Kuang cum from Shanghai.. She's lik "ooo, ni shi shang hai ren ooo" The whole situatuion is like kip laughing.. few sentence, den start laughing, till the guard came n complain us.. Ask u go d.hall n talk, dun kacau ppl slping wor.. LOL.. .we beh song, n went to the opposite side and continue crapping.. it's dun!! hahahaha..
Muigeik was funny.. "hai hai, im muigeik, cum frm whr whr.. cum cum exchange number, n then she start to mumble her number softly but fast..haha
Chatting for like 20 mins, den my roomate went back room dy.. But i go kim's room 1st.. haha.. cause my bag at thr.. Tot take edy, den go back, but end up chatting awhile and on9.. haha !!
12 stg, oni go back.. the feeling walking bck from block R to block C was like on december when i study with them n robert juhn xiarn all..
Nostalgis isit called?" haha
So, it's the end of a fun day...

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NOWADAYS

Nowadays seems like I couldn't express in writing,, I used to kip, without saying bcoz i dun like, but to write.. Recently, i juz couldnt reli express..
No matter what kind of matter, that kind of urge to write isn't there anymore..
By blogging, is the way i could express the most.. But if there's sum1 else that i can talk to, i will reli try my best to express to the,. provided if i reli do trust them.. =D. To find sum1 u can reli turst is an uphill task huh? Isit I dun trust ppl easily or? But in fact, i had a few person that i reli cn trsut, n i gudess it si enough.. Perhaps every1 has their own "black shadow".. i duno hw 2 explain.. as an example, you had see something normal ppl wont see, n thus frm that particular fay, u scare of darkness.. whenever u cum across a dark room, or a dark place, u fear..
I duno what makes me today.. But pls dun be silly, I will never admit is my fault.. Sounds bossy? or anyting u wana say? nah.. up to u to tink..

There is 1 person that i know was misunderstand by ppl.. The feeling the person have is exactly like what i go through before once upon a time.. mine worse la k, definitely..
However, the person have a chance to explain.. but the person refuse as he/she thinks that kiping silent is better.. i agreed, bcoz in future the person dun nd to come across with that ppl again..

But me, once pon a time.. DON'T HAVE a chance to explain at all eventhough i want.. Unfair huh...
it's like thousand of arrow pointing to me... It's like a clean bcoz of a drop of it's never clean water anymore... To add in even worse, I would come across those human again n again till N years.. I duno when it's gona end.. It has been once upon a time, but yt the memories i had can hardly be forgotten.. dun come n accuse me and after that come n say nt me, duno who am I n whatsoever bullshits.. coz it's making a big fuss and making life complicated.. I wouldn't wana curse the person... Because i blieve as mum said, every1 has their cause and effect.. What u did in this life, it's gona reflect ur nxt life.. up 2u blieve anot!serif";
Anyway, I didn't owe that pathetic person.. perhaps the person owe me? teeeeheeeee =D
I often think that when you treat sum1 good, you will be treated not bad huh... I didnt dream for the person whom i treated gud, will balas budi me or give me extra, but at least...... think b4 u act n talk... isn't it simple? I didnt ruin ur life, so please dun cum and ruin mine..

My parent said, dun treat ppl badly.. treat them well.. n they will oso treat u well.. i agreed.. but recently, i jz feel that ppl are not lk dat..
They will only treat you well when they want something from you...
Not every1 is like that, but only some...
Perhaps human being nowadays had change.. You can never read their mind or whatsoever.. Dun ever try to read their mind... You nvr noe what are they thinking when they are asking a favour from you also..
I dunoo.. But i felt that ppl change drastically.. Maybe is my personal thinking, that makes me dun reli can accept la..
Is just that i think that, You sincerely treat ppl well, but in return, that person just came by bcoz he/she want sumthing from you.. I wouldn't know how to explain the feeling, but it's like being used... When he/she want something, will continuously treat you well til that get what they want, n dat oso duno it's sincere or what.. But when they get their things.. Bye BYe n leave it is//
Im jz wondering... ppl are lk dat har? friends will like tat ma?
I dislike this kind of thing, i hope it wont happen.. or perhaps?
Duno la...
When I treat you well, I reli do.. Im not pretending or acting.. n if u think im acting,bear in mind that it is bcoz u are acting too. ....

p/s: it's my blog k, what i wana write, i like... i wana write love ge, write my friends ge, write bout gossips ge or anything is none of ur business yo.. dun ah chi ah cho here ma.. if so free, go watch astro la or do stg that is meaningful..
bubye...

Have a great weekend ppl...

random... thoughtss..

2010-07-21T15:46:00.001+08:00

Gathering 2003 6D

2010-07-11T14:04:00.002+08:00

Last Last friday 2/7, was 2003 srjk (c) yu hua 6D's gathering @ 21st century.. around 830pm, jonjon come fetch n off we go.. I wonder why lots of event oso chooses 21st century as the venue.. Maybe it's the top of kajang.. Everybody hu stays there know how to go.. On fcbook invitation, they are kinda little people hu confirm they can go.. Most of them put Maybe... But in the end, quite many of them turn up... Most of MAYBE turned up =)
But anyhow, i felt a little awkward meeting them coz it's like long time no see, suddenly lk shy.. lolz.. yeah, shy...
But that Jon Lau, he talks so much.. talk talk talk... So many brothers over there...
But alot people can't regconise him lar..
coz i told ya rite, he changes alot... He's lk a transformer.. LOL.. people even misregconise that another friend is him.. LOL.. They only truly regconise him when he shows he IC.. LOL.. with the sum sort of durian head? lol.... yeah... yuhua small boys all botak ma.. lk durian de.. hahaha

sHU Li came and then she left for Brazil vs Netherland match... she memang football de.. LOL.. haha.. so into it.. but sad is brazil lost... Then, after makan, n talk talk... the jon arr... haih.... so many thing to be discuss.. But nvm la, they so funny, and then long time no see liao... somemore they so baik hati.. Let them talk more.. i oso laugh more.. LOL.. after shu li went back, i bcum lonier.. cause i lebih close with her.. the others okok ler.. but laz time we seldom talk much ... haha.. jz talk oni.. hhahaha.. But it feels so great for meeting them again after 7 years...
n 1 of my classmate the boy, regconize me as the girl hu cry during check gigi wan... LOL
vry funny lar..
Around 1030 we make our move 1st, coz the nxt day was genting trip.. wanted to go 7-11 buy snacks, but it's kinda too late... haha! then straight went home... =)

Im happie with the gathering that day... lots of memories juz flashback in my mind... =)
I love 6D 03'
muaksxx

day out

2010-07-09T19:33:00.008+08:00

yday, went to beach... sepang goldcoast.. I guess thts intians fav spot.. it's near to inti.. =)
purpose: have fun and celebrate sze yien's birthday..
1stly, we went to tg sepat to hv seafood.. then we sang birthday song to kim the birthday girl.. then we eat cake.. =) then, jon n i went n buy the ice-cream goreng.. it cost us rm2.. but it's yummylicious!!! yumm yum!
after tht, we went to sepang gold coast, the beach tht we intians oweys go... it's bagan lalang btw, after that, supper time... we ate ikan bakar.. surprisingly, it's nt as spicy as i thought... around 11pm..go back to inti.. =)
this fren of mine, is a cute n funny one.. in inti... she is a finance minister... whenever nt enuf money, i will look for her.. she helps me pay for food n notes when i left my purse in the room. yes, i oweys left it.. coz im forgetful.
next, she is funny too.. we both love to crap at times, n laugh non-stop... we laugh alot in class. haha..
i knew her through 1 of my friend in yu hua.. then, we met during st john's activity.. nt reli though.. but we talk alot in msn, although nt tht close.. but talk as though we know each other for years.. 1 time, we saw each other in czipleee.. we nvr talk face to face b4.. but duno y, automatically we say hi n wave to each other... not shy at all...
she is oweys helpful, n i feel lucky bcoz i hv her as my friend..so once again, my lovely kim... Happy 19th Birthday... wish u have a great birthday... n all the best for A2...be happie always...
with love, carolyn... =)

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Today, was great.. I watched two movies in a day with jon...

1 was Twilight Eclipse.. n 1 more was Knight and Day

Twilight Eclipse

Knight and Day

Twilight eclipse is better than new moon seriously... not that bored... i din fell asleep.. =)
Gt a bit romantic oooohh... gt 1 part i dun like.. Bella went and kiss Jacob.. ME DUN LIKE !
x loyal.. blek =p
But overall, it's nice !!...
After twilight, went for lunch at Terpanyaki.. it's the 1st time i eat @ terpanyakki... huhu... nt tht expensive though... thought of hving pizza, but like too common.. haha..
we can't get terpanyakki at the forest (inti).. =) but we cn get pizza. LOL..
After that, went n watch Knight and Day !!.. Starring Tom Cruise..
It's funny... Nt bad to watch oso... =)
nice ! 7/10? hahaha..
different ppl different rating.. I din fell asleep too..
After that, because my lips allergy again, jon go watson pharmacy to buy the cream for me.. i duno what cream.. i just apply.. huhu... hopefully it will be better..
I duno what am i allergy to? i duno... seafood is not, coz i already lk dat b4 i ate seafood.. it's the 2nd time after 7 months...
it is a tired day.. fell asleep in car finally, mayb bcoz fifa too much, nt enuf slp.. n yday slp late..
but hu cares? im happie !!

P/s: with u ~~, without u _ _, with u ~~, without u _ _...

tilll then!!

Spain rocks!

2010-07-09T01:19:00.002+08:00

SPAIN WON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
watched at the middle of the night match although having 10am class the next morning..
Lecturer was angry with fifa i guess, coz student fishing in the class.. huhu...
Anyway it's 4 years once...... Once u miss it, u would have to wait for another 4 years.. n cnt guarantee the same team play aganist each other.. haha..
So, it is GER vs SPAIN as i mentioned...
The match was quite exciting... 11 goals shot, but 0 goals Spain score.. How sad it is..
David Villa never show his true ability.. Wasted.. Fabregas din appear... But Puyol score a goal for SPAIN @ 73 min... The corner kick weyh.. It's awesome! Spain rocksszzz!!!
n Paul was absolutely right ! spain won !! woohohohoho.....
Im happie that Spain won, n sad that GERmany lost..
They are my fav teams...
SPAIN in finalsss against Netherlands.. n im gona support spain for sure..
Germany gona play Uruguay for the 3rd place, n im gona support germany !! yay !!!

Football High Fever

2010-07-07T00:25:00.002+08:00

SPAIN vs GERMANY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why am I so into fifa this time? reli... I can actually stand for 45mins to watch football... walao.. I cnt believe that..
who will win?????? Wich am I suppose to support?
I love GERMANY's teamwork n spirits that they have, n most importantly their goalkeeper is great..
SPAIN, I will have Fabregas my love and David Villa... Whoahh... Im so confuse on which wan to support ! I am damn damn nervous about that match.. I wana watch it NOW NOW NOW !!!!!! I dun1 wait dy, I wan NOW !! argh...
The octopus said spain will win... But duno whether isit true...
If can, I WANT BOTH GERMANY and SPAIN to win the cup !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT...
coz i love germany, FABREGAS and David Villa...
my fabregas fabregas.. long time no seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.................
IM so so so excited for the match tmr !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday to my dearest mangkuk, aka Amrit

2010-07-02T07:38:00.002+08:00

Today is 2nd of July.. It's my mangkuk's aka Amrit's birthday..
So yeah, Im here to wish you Happie Birthday Amrit !!!!!!!!!
She is one of the most understanding friend I could ever ask for...
I dislike her during form1, i really feel like dun1 c her, and tend to scare of her... Because of maths books.. she dun let me borrow, and she kip ask me "pass up ur book, once you pass up u better dun take back" .. lolzz.. and at 1st, im so scare to talk to her..

We are then bcum closer after PMR, and the god put us in same class again during form 4.. which mean Im same class with mangkuk for 5 consecutive years... n form 4 is the year whr we got much more closer and plus the formation of 4everus91.. =)

Amrit, she is the one dat never fail to cheer me up when Im sad with her jokes... She will listen to your problems no matter how... n her advice were useful.. hehe
When im sad, i look for her, to vomite out my problems, coz i noe she will be there giving me jokes and consoling me..

I remember throughout my toughest period, she is always there to comfort me and giving me continuous care and support.. She noes when is piring not happie,n she would find time to ask...not to forget putting a smile on my face again.. =)
honestly, you are 1 friend that I know I can lean on... Im glad that I know you.. Having a friend like you is awesome !!
Thanks for cheering me n giving me support whenever im down... Your care and support meant alot to me.. =)
Once again, Happie birthday my dear Amrit !!
Wishing you alll the best in STPM, and may our friendship last forever !!!

Love you,
frm piring... =)

3rd sem over

2010-06-26T10:48:00.005+08:00

spaghetti session =)

celebrating birthday in inti.. more like water party? haha

did coloursand? hahaha.. birthday present for miss choo..

To nilai spring celebrates kuang jiet's birthday.. almost cny that time..

the egg can stand.. Li chun festival..

sushi bonanza... Seremban2 Jusco...

trying out new A&W nilai

mamak few days before AS. geng !! till 3 stg in the morning..

Maggie Party, for the last day in inti of 3rd sem...

high-five ! 5 of us.. muaks

So fast, that time was January, complaining bout the long sem which last for 6 months... But dalam sekelip mata, here comes an end of third sem.. happy, sad, emo, stress whatever we all undergo it.. hmmm... lots of fun and laughter we had though...
1 more sem to go, and we will finish a-levels... saD? happie? lolz.. duno yet.....
This sem, learn alot, gain alot... learn how to settle own problems, deal with thing that I dun wish to... n so on...hmm..... in 1 weeks time, gonna be last sem... so, all the best for the new sem !!.. =)

Happie Birthday to YOU

2010-06-19T23:50:00.014+08:00

Hihi, Happie birthday lovely,cutie,fabulous Jon !!.. =)
grow older dy... yes !!! 19 dy, yes !!!
On ur birthday, i just wanna wish you Happpie Birthday of coz..
May this day be a start for fulfilling your hopess and dreamsss..
n May you be blessed with happiness, success and unlimited joy on this special day.
Have a great birthday and many many many many many more !!!
Let me telll you,
it's a wonderful feeling to have a boyfriend like you... coz u cute, i like lor ! hahaahaha...
I dun1 tell you the truth wan..
But since it's ur birthday ya... tell u la...
ehem... me hor... luv you ! =)
Hope that you did have a great birthday this year... I just wana let u know n share with u what's mine all these years.. =)
I reli hope it does work well... xi wang ni xi huan ye kai xin... =)
sorry yo oweys gek you hor... But bcoz of u oso ma, i gek u...draw dy lor...hmmm

satay satay.. yay yay

i know ur birthday but eyes no need big big ma.. i scare =(

u tink u very cool meh... =p

wana tell u 1 more... You bring me hope and love. I hope you have a great day and lovie you. once again, happie birthday!

Love,
c*r*l*n...

yippie

2010-06-05T09:08:00.005+08:00

everything is almost settled... Paying will be the last step.. 1 more step to go...
monday faster cum...

Im happie dat at last, genting trip is still on...at 1st, tot of juz canceling it coz no1 wants to give me an exact answer whether for 1 room or 2 rooms, n the damn genting is rushing me by giving me deadlines to pay... The booking was easy, but the process to confirm the booking with that once-my-2nd-home was terribly hard... it's so much complicated than last time coz they change management i guess? huhu.. or i think i dun hv a credit card, n it bcum much more harder..

Lucky evrything had been discuss and settle well, although it might have sum argument or whatever in between.. not so serious lk argument jz duno hw 2 describe... but lucky it are all solve now... hmmm..
n ya 1 thing, i hope whatever have been say or anything, no1 gonna take it seriously n put it in ur heart forever.. coz is a trip, evry1 wish for a happie trip... so, now evrything's settle, n evrything's over...

So, dis sem break, i tink gonna be busy.. will I??
hahahaha
Lucky it's with school holidayy... haha...n we going kuantan... duno exactly how will there be... but hope it is fineee... =)
Besides, i wan movie movie..... i wan karate kid !! n so on... haha...
I want ice-skating i want !!!!!!!!!!!! I want go sunway pyramid ice skating !!

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June it is now... So fast, half of the year rdy...
got alot thing to do i tink... hahaha
wan go kuantan, wan celebrate ppl's birthday
i tell u, dis month i tink im reli pok...
so many like 1,2,3,4 ppls birthday or even more i oso dunoooo...
N father's day is coming... wah... I reli moneylessssss... wuwuwu...
Hu feel they have unlimited cash, pls give sum to me plsss... hahaha...
But hu on earth willl feel the cash is unlimited? hahahaha

oh ya, dumpling festival is coming sooon..
But i won't have chance to eat my mum's dumpling anymore.. n dat oso equal to i wont eat dumpling anymore..
Coz i will not eat anybody else's dumpling except for my mum's... oni hers is the best coz she learnt from my grandma... she did both salty meat, n nyonya... muack i love it...
im nt boasting, n nt to say she is best in kajang,but honestly is delicious.. u dun believe, den go ask her customers...
Im lucky to have a great mum hu can cook so many delicious food...... be it cookie, cake, whatever lar... thats y see my size lar... hahahhhahaa.....

i tink thats all i wana talk by now... hahaha
till then. byebye

10 days break..

2010-06-03T14:41:00.007+08:00

Yahoooo... Finallly after 6 months.... I have a 10 days break !!! haha...
My last paper will be chemistry P1... I don't know whether did i did well in the exam... But honestly i did screw up some of it...
I doubt n i hv no confidence...
I tot maths paper will be wonderful, but i doubt with my own answer and the method of doing...
I feeel so... arrghhh... duno lar...
about the rest.. what can I say... hmmm
Everyone deserve a second chance right?
So cn I have a 2nd chance... can i ?

No matter how difficult it is going to be or perhaps i need to work 100 or 200x more than the others, i have to.. Because noone can determine my future except myself...
hahahaha.. but probably no one around me will believe it except my mum n you.. =)
Oh ya... last ppr on june 10 n yes !!! it's holiday plus The Karate Kid will be showing on Cinema !!!! yay !!! I wannna watch !! anybodyyyy?

Today i went to market with dad, after following him fetch my sis to school... going market alone isn't fun rite, so gt me lebih wont lonely.. teehee...
1 thing im curious. isit most of the aunties like to gossip? y are they sambil walking, sambil taking sayurs oso cn hear them talk bout ppl? Not all la, but some of them.... duno lar, they talk bout hu...
gt 1 person parking oso kena gossip coz he park senget or whatever lar... aiyoooooo..
y they lk to talk lk dat ar... hurt ppl neh... kesian the person..
but if they talk with fact or bergurau den nvm larr...

i hate those idiots hu talk without facts.. =) I bet evry1 hates too..

after back frm market, i go play with my dog.. Long time nvr play with him dy...
he vry cute n unique.. coz his dad n mum oso unique....haha... since the day he was born, i take care of him... i jaga him when his ear kena bite by insect, n the insect went n bertelur inside his ear, n gt flies on his ear... sounds geli huh, but this is what he had gone through, but after 2 months dalam jagaan saya, he finally recover, n have a pair of nice ear.. before that, his ear x balance wan... wuwu....
but now bcum so unique n cute dy... coz the owner oso same hahaha *perasan* forgive meeeeee...

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Last weeek, was wesak day...
Happie Birthday to the Buddha, The Fully Enlightened One !!!
Thanks for protecting us whole year through, no matter what we have gone through,
we still thank you alot for all the blessing...
Without you, we might gone through even worse... =)

Wesak was Friday and the procession was on thursday.. I nvr walk with such a big crowd, n this is my 1st time.. many people including elderly, young, teenagers, kids n even babies.. =) nice !! vry meriah !!! i went with my sisters and Jon... I wish to go every year if i can...
we rch thr around 8pm.. luckily hvent start, or else i cnt drive up...
Around 8.30pm oni start, so we walk from sg.chua,n passby mandaling street, kajang town, metro kajang, McD, OcBc bank, Metro inn, n back to Sg Chua... It took about 2 hoursss... hehe...
along the road, i met meifen haha... she n her sister......
den i forget dy lu i meet hu, n saw my aunt.. hehehe...
we got blessing water all the way... most of us are wet...
But it's blesssing... =)
We wish for A A A A A A... lolz...
But of course cnt kip on wish lar... Don't pray bcoz u need something... Pray with your true heart..
After the procession finish, we went back... but before went back we went prima for supper.. the one i oweys go wan.... hahaha.. cheap n nt bad la the food.. =)

Then, only home sweet home.. btw, the lotus flower is nice..

1 more chance

2010-06-02T23:01:00.000+08:00

I want to give myself 1 more chance to give out my best...

I can. But couldn't..

2010-05-12T17:26:00.004+08:00

I knew I can,
But i just couldn't..
Im so disappointed...
The question are all familiar to me..
But why I need to panicked??
I just did last night.. same things
Im so useless.
So damn disappointed..
I cry oso no use...

Dissappointed, vry vry...
Carolyn..

Happie geng day !!

2010-05-07T11:16:00.006+08:00

On wednesday, suppose to go back to Kajang since my chem class on Thursday is cancelled !... haha... But we decided to stay bck till thurs morning, coz we will study less after we go back.. coz nothing is better than ur own home.. =)
At 1st, after visiting our dear bosss Germagne coz she's sick, n after our dinner, we planned to go back and bath and start striving for Maths in Block C common room... Unfortunately, there is no empty table for us... So, we decide to strive individually... At around 10 pm our little bird Mui Geik call me n ask, heyhey!! wan eat burger?? wan?? LOL... i oni started maths 8.30pm n 10pm is burger time... yenfern,xiakwee, me, kim n muigeik ON for it !!!
I can't believe we reli did went out at this particular crucial period...
Every1 was like argh!! "dat maths arr the quest arr, very dis n dat, I duno how how how n all"
n so,1st round, we ate burger... After that, we are thirsty, and 2nd round went on to Bistro to yam cha.. 3rd round is in C block, my room watching annoying orange.. It was indeed reli annoying but DAMN FUNNY !!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha...
We crap in the room, UNO-ing in the room... Watch youtube in the room, blog hopping and so on... we did much things in the room, but didnt do maths...... wuwuwuwu...
That day, Yen Fern was damn damn ON !! she even wan a 4th round to McD for Breakfast !! Lolol... but we cannot withstand dy... LOL... We did watch movie : THE WEDDING GAME...
After the movie it was nearly 4am... or maybe it's rdy 4am !! Im not sure, coz abit blur dy... So, they went back to their own rooms to zzzzzzz..
For a very long period, we didn't have this much of fun!!... Maths is a stressing subject, but with these so ON people !!! You wont have reason to don't relax.... Their conversations are funny, i can't stop laughing...

Then the nxt morning, suppose to go back at 10am... But slept till 10am... SO, we went back at 11am... After lunch at Prima... went to Kim house to do our MATHS !!! LoL...
She said she wud slp if nobody teman her to do... SAMe case as me... LOL...
So, we temanning each other... when i browse fcbook she scold me, when she browse her's i scold her tooo.. wahahaha...
Nice !!! n her little cousin was cute.. hahaha... little boy xiang xiang... =)
wait, nxt round i go take his pic..

Then around 3 stg Jon called... wahseh,he call leh...fuhhhyoh.. i tot he forget me dy lu...
then, went to mahkota jusco with him...ask kim go minum she dun1... she dun1 leave the house. minum minum with his parent... huhu... ask kim go, she dun1 go... zhen de shi...
Then went and see see shoe....yeah, im very choosy de... every1 says so... but i admit..
But must be choosy only can get sumthing i wont regret... ahahha.. thx auntyy =)
My dad oso same lk me... buy 1 helai baju oso choose soooooo long.. longer than me sumtimes...
then after that, i go eat dinner, the hokkien mee, the colour is nice la... black black.. The blacker it is, the more i Like !! yes !!
around six sumthing i go home liao lor... continue my routine, watch TV !! on9 !!!! den oni do maths... huhu.. BUt rite, dunoo how to do... wuwuw

Exam is reli near n0w! I need to do something !!!!...
Just try my best...

I know, mummy will support me...
Happy Mother's Day in advanced to you, MUM !
I miss you and Love you always.....

A day go off without studying =(

2010-05-03T19:00:00.005+08:00

So, today.... as planned we went for IP MAN 2...coz i no classsss yeah !!!!!!!
It was awesome !!!

Fo San Wing Chun... geng ahh... Really nice...

I rate 10/10 star star..

Better den Iron MAn oooo

The kung fu I duno how to describe... I like the part where every chinese cheers for IP MAN n he finally beat the Ang mo... Plus, the two sentence that IP MAN said... Everyone shud respect 1 another.. =) =)

After that, went to Jusco Mahkota Cheras wich is just newly open... Unfortunately, It's smallllllll, n not much shop... SO, we went back to Cheras Selatan AGAIN... hahahahahaha... say us mad, is okie... So adventurous.. Wanted to buy a bag n a pair of shoe... But bcoz of I am vry choooosy... I din get anything... wuwuwuwuwu... sad =( I can't choose any of them... Plus the price are not cheap.. Couldn't just thing of LIKE nowadays need to think bout the MONEY oso... =)
We just go Mahkota and eat, den walk around.. For awhile oni, finish lor.. hahaha....
n 1 thing arr,jusco mahkota cheras no covered parking lar... Kesian the cars kena vry strong sunlight... n ppl will get wet when raining ma.. hahaha..

So, after empty handed go back home ler... wuwuwuwu... not must buy thing oni i satisfied, but i wanted to buy lor, but tak jadi, so i sad... wuwuwuwu
ok la, dun1 wuwu dy, i need to do some maths if not i willlll feel sorry to myself...

Till then,
tmr goin back inti lor...
jonjon u bahagia lahhhh, holiday wa... u slp at home oni lor...
zzzzzzzzzzzz..
=)

Iron Man 2

2010-04-30T18:58:00.003+08:00

Watched Iron Man 2... yeah lor.. exam coming still watch movie... terrible...

MMM... okok lor the show... My friend said Iron Man 1 is nicer wa... But i 1st time watch, so... mmm ok lar... quite geng la the suit... haha... wear on it then can shoot here n there.. Fly up the sky... shoot shoot shooot. wah.. if i can, so nice leh... haha

I rate 7/10...

Till then, Have a nice weekend people !!
=)

My Love

2010-04-29T18:49:00.006+08:00

hey yah!! 3xam is around the corner.. woooohoho... well, everything runs fine maybe.... i dunoooo...
I finally got this kind of love... my no.6 ! in 7 years.. omgodnessss..
sorry for the flowerness heart.. lalala...
after much of persuasion n all, i got the w995 !!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeee......
aiyooo,, my heart is painful, coz is my own money.. my dad wont buy for me oni my mum will. =(
anyway, it's wat i choose.. till now, no regret....
1thing, i never noe how to cherish things ya... so, bcoz of this, i neeed to learn.. hmmmm...
this fon wat so big rite... yeah is kinda big, bulky but i like it...
it has 8.1 mp... yaler......
things tat shud hv, it has !! yay !!

but 1 thing i juz discovered, it is... has motion games.. mins stg like sensor... so, it has the same function as once-my-love SE YARI...jadi, aku belum menyesal lagi...

the w995!!

shud buy iphone rite, since now is quite hot in the market... but...... no moneyyyyyyyyy..
wuwuwu.. its coool... but its expensive n i dun tink i neeed an iphone at this moment...
n as i saw an email or wat advertisement or duno heard frm hu la... they says that blackberry and apple are just fruitsssss.. =)
wait ya, i slowly upgrade to fruitsss...
i shud b thankful with wat i hv nw... couldnt ask for more....

im lovin it

its my love !!

p/s: a little regret coz din buy w705...

Me !

2010-04-18T16:37:00.002+08:00

Me so bad
Me vry bad
Me selfish
Me hot temper
me bother ppl alot...
Me kpoh alot...
me care wat ppl say n think..
me mind wat others thinking
me me me !
argh !

I don't feel secure... why? sigh.. Why still i cannot get rid of that matter?
Is dat so huge till I can't get rid of it?
Actually, it is not a big matter. is my mind hu make it so big.. aiks...
Because of that, I argue with you uncountable times..
Mostly cold fight with you..
give myself lots of sleepless night..
make happie days becum sad days..
I know it's mostly my fault....
But where is the source?
aihh.....

=) =(

2010-04-16T17:47:00.003+08:00

sometimes when think too much is not good.. So, stop it carolyn, dun think too much..
come back come back...
eventhough chem or bio quest oso dun think too much... Follow ur 1st feel, n ur ans may be 90% correct...
today's chem revision group quiz was fun !! hehe.. we got 2nd... lolz.. unbelievable.. coz it's like: "wich ans? which ans? wan 2 mins dy wich wan? C? or D? wat ans u all wan?" all those funny sentence we talk.. hahah.. how nice if we oweys has this kind of quiz. we are all ready to ans other's group quest when they din get the ans, but we are just a little slower than the others.. Time passes so fast.. 120 mins juz flew lk dat... nice.. i like it ! hahaha.. how nice if our exam is oso lk dat.. haha...
okie, so back at home... was comfortable.. coz u got everything u want..
But 1 thing, miss mummy.. =(
it feels lk something is missing.. hmmm...
need to study, coz time is ticking real fast... i duno y, suddenly i feel the time passes so fast... phew... 1 day.. blink an eye, 1 week.. yawn 1 time, 1 month.. aiyooo.. mampus la.. I wan AS cum faster so got holiday.. I want AS cum slower coz i not yt finish prepare..
Jia you !! carol !!!
Jia you ! Jia You !! Jia You !!
hahahahaha
to evry1 of u, gambateh oo !!!

disappointed

2010-04-15T11:46:00.006+08:00

I've try my best to make the 1st move... I tried n i open my mouth to speak up... but im just feeling relatively stupid as im doing so...
alright, so i've tried n i will have no regrets, no matter how's the outcome going to be..
There are things that I couldn't explain but I just know that I no longer feel comfortable with you like how it use to be..
You make me feel foolish n stupid talking to u...yeah, i noe im a fool..
I dun hope that it's all lies in between...

I will just keep my mouth shut from now, coz i dun want to be a fool anymore n i dun feel like knowing anything..
all dis while what u do, means something to me..
But i guess, as the day passes, it slowly fades off... n im nt gonna care bout it since u dun care bout it too...
i dun1 to be a fool once more... im rdy a fool for lots of time.. i gv way, again n again.. But things just dont turn out to be gud.. is not that i wana give up trying, but i hv no more ways...
you didnt know how much u mean to me, but it's alright..

sad n truly disappointed,
~carolrol~

Super wednesday

2010-04-14T22:16:00.010+08:00

Today after bio mock exam, we went to Seremban 2 Jusco... For sushi !!! It's Bonanza again !! the rm2 per plate... woooohooooooooooo !!!
we errr me, jon, kim, muigeik, guang jiet, germagne, eeli. tienhao, yeeling, kenghoong n sumore duno hu hu hu went n eat.. hahaha...
after that, some of them went back to their home n some of us decide to have a walk in the complex.. But it's jusco annual dinner i guesss.. so, jusco is CLOSED.. it close around 6pm... huuuhuuuuu.... Then we decide to watch a movie.. is either FUTURE X-COP or HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON.. Kuang jiet wanted to watch future x cop but most of us dun1.. So, end up we choose HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON... i noe la we outdated, now oni watch... n it's wednesday !! it's just 6 bucks per ticket !!
Thumbs up !!! I rate 9/10 !!! A reli nice show... even kuang jiet hu says dun1 to watch that movie at 1st oso say vry nice.. haha... n Germagne wanted to watch 2nd time for 3D.. Hahahaha...
i duno how to explain the story, but is a nice show... I just conclude that the moral of the story is,

YOU TREAT PEOPLE GOOD, and PEOPLE WILL TREAT YOU GOOD...

YOU HELP PEOPLE,N WHEN U NEED HELP, PEOPLE WILL HELP YOU TOO.. =)

if cinema still hv, huever havent watch go watch ler...
after that, back to Inti !! sleeep lu... =)
It has been a long time since I have fun like this... having fun doesn't mean anything...

Let it be playful or whatever.. As long as you have fun, and enjoy life whenever you can !.. thats life come on... wheeeeeeeeeeeee....

random piece

2010-03-30T21:47:00.003+08:00

Chemistry is hard it seems...around 3 chaps, I've studied for the test 2 weeks before(maybe nt enuf)... But the result is not convincing me... aiks...
I thought chemistry will be easy once you understand it.. n i've try my best n0t to memorise but to understand.. anyway, haih.. wat to say? chem chem chem...
So hard la, agree?
But is okie lar, no point sighing but to work harder...
Carol +oil yo !! =)

n so... today my college got this event called Fabulous fun fair, organised by the student action club... I like inti coz they got alot this kind of event ar... hahaa... got fun, got food... haha...
It's raining, so sad lor... But it stops when we went, n it start to rain again when we went off.. hahaha... they have games n fooodsss.. woohooooo... Their game i tell you, collect points and change prizes wan, like genting lk dat.. fuyoh... hahaa...
n so, we went and see see the prizessszzz.. then aim wan which wan n then jon go n play... there got 1 game, catch fish wan.. LOL...if u caught the fish either u bring back or u will get 2 points per fish... n so we go get points.. hehe...
After that went n support shannon's game stalll.. the memory game.. neh.. the cards rite.. u open 2 same wan, if wrong then close back.. we got 10 points yo.. hehe.. jon so geng, memory nt bad.. hehehe.. =)
then after that, play the pingpong ball wan.. i oso duno hw 2 explain... quite easy to get points... hehe..
then we lack of 2points to change the prize, CJ gave 2 points to us... n QQ help jon to get 2 points.. hahahha. then we successfully get the little bear... yay yay !! happie... =)

now,the day is going to end, back to statistics... thurs test weyh... wahseh.. wan cry dy lar.. wuwuwuwuwu...
tata !

with S2,
carolrolrol...

2010-03-22T14:29:00.002+08:00

i recently figure out how useless, how hopeless I am...
i felt unlucky these days...........
it's the year of tiger, izit bad for the horse huh?
i wish for a better 2010 but...arghhhhy .. im speechless...
money vry important izit?
everything oso need money izit?
why is the world like that?
why got money everything can be done n can get anything u want?
but when no money, u get nothing?????????
hah!? whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy??????????????????????
WHY got money oni got bungalow?
WHY got money oni got mercedes?
WHY got money oni got abalone?
WHY got money oni got talk, no money no talk????????

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

this world is all about money...

I HATE IT

2010-03-18T02:29:00.002+08:00

I just dono what I am now..
I duno how to describe my feelings.... seriously...
i duno what am I doing...
The exam is around the corner... But me is still blur blur..
I dono what makes me today like dat, so hot temper..
Maybe I couldn't complete the things that I want, n therefore, it gets on my nerve..
But up to you to believe.. I am indeed very hot temper.. I will try my best to control, but once I can't, I reli duno how would it be.
I would really strive for the things that I want although I seems dun care huh..
probably i dun care bout anythings, but now i had my mind set, n I want my things to be how i want them to be. yeah, is my concept..
If i want something, I willl try my very best to get it... it is just the matter of wanna do it, or dun1 to do it..
Im real sorry for those that I've hurt because of my temper... I dun mean it, bt seriously i cnt control... i apologiseezzz...

till the nxt post
signing offffffff,
emo carolrolrol

hey hey yay yay !

2010-03-15T10:33:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was All- england Finalssss.. n Lee chong wei successfully captured the title after 7 attempts... Last yr, he lost to olympic champ Lindan... woohooo... This yr lindan was defeated by bao bao on earlier stage, n so cw chance to win the title increase..
But it's nt easy tooo as his opponent from Japan named Kenichi Tago was really not bad, the japanese had beaten higher rank player lk Bao chun lai (my china bf) n chen jin...
He certainly give a tough time to lcw...
But at the end of the day my fav lee chong wei emerged as the champ with straight sets win !!! he bcum the 100th all england champion... means it's the 100th all england la.. so memorable right...
so, yday i stayed at aunty hse as my dad go melancong dy ma... den my aunt hse cnt watch coz the antenna senget dy.. lolz.... But surprisingly, i still can watch live... Bcoz Kim supply me with rtm1.. all the way from her hse... hahahahahaha... I watch through webcam... U see, so yeng leh... hahahaa.... Thank you oooir !!.. hehehee...

Oh ya, i wanna buy new fon as soon as possible, so i can return the fon im using now...
But im very confuse of buying wich fon.. i wanna buy SE Yari,W705 n W995... But I whr got so much $$$...
Yari vry yeng, play game lk iPhone, but no wi-fi... got agps... w705 gt wifi, no play game yeng wan, no agps... w995 gt gps gt wifi, no play game yeng wan but 8.1 mp...
Sigh !!!! I wan the 3 oso... but gps dun hv oso nvm.. Im nt scare of getting lost weyh... haha.. no matter how i lost oso still in malaysia... so, GPS byebye, i dun1 you..
i vry confuse.. how nice if im millionaiire..................haiz....

nowadays seems so lost, i oso duno y.. i vry hot temper... haih...
this yr izit nt reali a gud yr for me? it seems lk alot "little ppl" around me leh... get lost la weih..

Byebye lor... i wan go c chemistry 1st.. See only okie.... tatata

2010-03-13T22:44:00.002+08:00

what am i waiting for? does this worth waiting?
what is on? i dono, wht shud i do, i duno.
why am i waiting, i seriously dunooo...
M i juz too stupid waiting n waiting for things dat never will appear?
the ans is YES.
So, from now onwards, i will not be so stupid anymore, to wait.. this is jz too sickening...
without it, my life still goes on..
Thats it, don't take me for granted, if u are doing so, goodbye.

what title shud i put?

2010-03-12T08:49:00.015+08:00

On tues, I went to KLIA to send my bio lecturer... She's going to NZ, to further her studies... PHd in nutrition weyh, dun play-play.. haha.. So, after classs around 3.30pm we went take bus, thats the advantage of inti, wanna go klia.lcct, very the mudah n near.. So we reach around half an hour time, n yeah we rch !! vry faz ooor... hahaha.. after phoning tcher, den we finally get to seee her... haha... Then, she said cum cum we take pics...

actually we wana take solo, but it is quite a number of us...
so, we took few by few...
Juhn Xiarn, Wai Hoong, Ms Yap, me n jon

Soon, after we send tcher, we proceed to KFC... hahaha.. because there got aeroplane-designed playground... huhu.. I played once when it was still new.. that time klia is still new...
Ohya, actually, the playground is for 10 years and below.. But see see, we whole gang oso masuk since noone jaga wan.. hahaha..
It is quite fun that can get to play things that I nvr play long time ago...n of coz, we take take take picssssszzz.. hehehehe

the train/bus is so small n yet it fits so many one of us....
i tink all the girls except hui xin... mana pergi? yuuhoooo.. haha

me n shimni monkey.. hehehe

n after that, we went back to inti... exhausted but fun... at last, finalllllly, our dreams cum true....
we get to go to KLIA, we had talk bout it for quite sumtimes, n bcoz of alot of resistance, we cn't goo. N dis time we successs ! yay !!!
all de best to misss yap in NZ n take care yo... hmmm
n we need to get back to AS revision, n dis is reality..

Im kinda crazy you know,
yesterday the Counseling ppl cum to our stats class to gv us career test... n omg... i didnt noe specificly wich course do i need to do in the future.. sigh....

1st 1st is biotech then pharmacist...

Im thinking of pharmacist, but if u calculate, u juz work n not open ur own pharmacy, you will have vry vry vry slim chance to earn back ur money that you had spend on 4 years education, nt yt count pre-u... this is if i juzt work for ppl la, not opening my own.. =)
hmmmmmnnn... vry confuse nowadays, dat time got 1 and a half yr to think, now oni left 9 months... sigh...
Then i tink biotech's salary will be better than pharmacist PROVIDED if u cn find a job...If dun hv, lagi mampus... need to take risk sumore.. later 1 sen oso cnt earn back.. choi !!...
Thats y vry confuse..
engineering? im out of it.. NO PHYSICS, TQ...
*********************************************************************

it is now All-england badminton championship... My fav doubles lost in the 1st round, so sad...
all dis prove that they still cant reali read their opponent's game.. haih... sometimes, no matter how hardworking u are, n how much effort u put, u juz couldn't read ppl's mind..
nvm lar... Sometimes ppl mind are hard to read...
You never know what people is thinking... Eventhough they treat u perfectly during your 1st meet, but slowly things definitely undergo changes... This is a process that everyone needs to go through..
Some even put a fake smile on their face n acting innocent just to show u they are satisfied n they are goodie2, but somehow scanning into the heart, there are all vry complicated, they do wonders behind people..
i've go through since i enter college, n this is whr i found the difference... Not much people will treat others pure from the heart... not to say dun have, but it's reli little... it is hard to find... but if u hv found, must appreciate it...
n reli, people like to "used" ppl nowadays.... n i duno y.. maybe i did it too? but i will realised it if i did...so far, i dare to say dun hv..
In high sch or primary, they just pour evrything out, regardless of good or bad...
Nothing is forever, u will lost sumthing in order to gain sumthing...
1 thing, we need to learn to be a little selfish...im sure evry1 did... dun say NO. anyhow, this is to give us sum kind of insurance..
pls la, dun oweys think for others too much, yeah, of course u need to at times... but limit is thr...
people wouldn't care how much u care for them... n same thing, not much ppl will treat u as how u treat them la...

argh.. continue nxt time.. i wana go back school take cert lor n need to go bk to chem test.... got test leh, walaoweh... sigh... bbye... muacksss...

~carolrolrol~

Untitled

2010-03-05T08:46:00.004+08:00

I have nothing to do besides studying... but ya ! no mooood... Therefore, im here blogging... My life is so bored... But still I need to love it...
Class in around an hour time... haihz... n i forget whr's my note.... I also dunoo what kind of student I am.. lolxzz...
Oh ya, day before yesterday was maths test... Well, I almost screw the whole paper... n mind you, I don't even know the 1st question.. I did sumthing, but duno whether it's correct or wrong.. If i were to do it 2 years ago, i will get it correct.. But now as time pass, i forgot everything.. hahaxxx... it's about trigo.. asking us to draw the errrr cos graph.. lolx... easy? but i duno how to sketch.. lalalalala...
n all the trigo quest, i tink 2 or 3 with anak-anak... i leave it alll blank.. Basically, I leave 2 pages blank... very clean... not a single dot ! haha...
I dun even know how to start la, n you can see how poor my trigo is...
n the others.. haih... did edy, but hopefulllly correct lor... hahaha...
then on the very same day, was bio... Haiz... honestly, i prefer my previous lecturer ler... really....... but she's flying vry sooon...
not that the current wan nt gud, as i told rdy.. but i just couldn't get use to it... sigh...
btw, we did a statistical experiment by counting skittlessss... by colours... huhu.. n after that, we get to eat it !! so sour mann... i cannot tahan sour... eat rdy, cannot open my eyesss..

skittttlessss

n on the same day again... it seems like wednesday is quite happening huh.. lolz.. went n watch Orientation night....it cost rm 5 per ticket...
the o' night is not bad... i personally feel that the programme is better n not so bored compare to last sem's wan.. haha... n jonlau's favourite, F4 won the miss inti title.. happy la u..

My friend gonna have test, me too lar... but my wan duno when... wahahahha.... so instead going back to the hostel n be a pig, we rather go library to read sumthing... So, there was no bed in the library... therefore, there's no choice but to study, n 1 time, successs.. hehehahalalalala...i read my chemistry but he read his duno wat network management.. sounds coool... but i duno what he reading, n he oso duno what i read... 2 1/2 hour in there, but i slept 20 mins.. yay !

haha... wearing specs is MA FAN !

so, thats all from me...
Have a nice weekend people !!
toodles !!!
S2, carolrolrol...

maths is hard

2010-03-02T08:54:00.002+08:00

currently, all these maths are driving me up the wallllllll..... aihhh..
Now, I feel maths is the hardest subject.. hard hard hard hard hard
I duno about trigo lar, since form 4 or 5 right? Now it came back, I need to die once more... Even spm i oso hafal how to draw those graph oni, but what came out?????
It's TAN GRAPH !!!!!!!!! OMGODNESSSS... i duno how to draw. i wud not forget it in my whole life, a total of 8 marks !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!... there goes A1 aku.. sigh...

Anyhow, now im struggling mann... I duno what the lecturer talking in the classssssssss.. He is faster than bullet train, that I have no way to catch him..... haih... He count oso no nd calculator... Kip on bla bla bla, write n write.... I admire his brain... Just give me 1/4, i will be happie enough...
Wed,means tmr la,.... got maths test, i sure mampus lar....... aih........................
Aih........... AIh.................... AIH................................ it's oni 3 chaps, but when u study, u feel like u are studying spm's add maths and maths !!!!!!!!!!!! even harder than that !!.. sigh.... ='(

After that still got stats,bio n chem... im gonna mati kong kiau... sei mou...
mou le mou le... n tommorrow inti got orientation night, I got alot things to do, how eh?
But i wana go.... aihhh...
HAIHHHHHHHHHHHHyaaaaa.........
I tink I "aihh" enough dy, back to my maths !!!

Toodles !!!

r.a.n.d.o.m

2010-02-28T21:05:00.004+08:00

it's the laz day of cny... no more angpauss...
anyway, cny is nt all bout angpaus or how many digit u get.. It's a time for family members to reunite.. A time for them to gather together n update bout each other coz sum reali stay far apart frm each other... Besides, it not only for families la.. for friends tooo.. in these special occasion, we have 15 days to meet up with huever u wanna meet too.. haha...
so, therefore people went visiting and all lar... it's my opinion.. hmmm..
this yr, was quite dull... everything seems different.. at 1st, i thought it will be fun though... coz double celebration mann.. duno how many yrs u will only get once.. But see see eh? it is not wat i expect...
If my mum was around, it will be perfect... I wont ask for more..
but it had happened, what i can do now is learn to accept n go on with life..
sometimes, i feel vry duno hw to describe.. I see people can go shopping with their mum, got their mum to pamper n all.. once upon a time i was like that too, but now i have no more chance to be like that.. I only can see, n have the memories..
Maybe sumtimes it's the reason that make me ask for more...

ppl ask me whether i feel my life's hard?
Seriously, I don't feel it... Life is nvr hard... It will only be hard, if you couldn't accept things that happen in ur life.. it's only hard when i ask alot from u..
I learn to be satisfied.. learning n in the process..
one thing, dun take ppl for granted... it hurts...

last but not least,
happpppppy chap goh mei people !!
have a nice day with ur family n friends or with ur gf n bf..

hi !

2010-02-27T09:46:00.002+08:00

Hi !! Hi !! Hi !!
so sad.. cny want end edy.. no more angpau liao...
wuwuwuuwwuu

Hey ya !
yesterday went Jusco.. suddenly oni went arr... like quite sumtime din go dy... LoL...
Went thr with my sisss, and Jon...
We went and watch movie... hahaha.. At 1st wanna watch 72 tenant, my sis wan... but see see eh? 4.30pm oni got show... lousy... so din watch... Then my sis dun1 watch rdy...
Left me n Jon watch From Paris With Love...
huhu... The movie was okay lar... Is just that the guy kill the 6 years girlfriend n then they bertunang dy punya fiancee... sad case...
Oh ya, the girl's name in the movie called Caroline.. But they pronounce as Carolyn.. hehehe
The guy killl the girl coz the girl wants to bomb the america president izit? im nt sure though... hahahahaha.. i jz saw alot blood n all.. hahaha..
Overall, ok lor.. a little funny tooo...

Then at night went to auntie's place at Klang... After that, on the way bk, went to yen mun's open house... hahaha... she ownself made cheese tarts... Nice !! hahaha..
n so, it ends my day...

Till then,..

double celebration 2010

2010-02-17T07:29:00.002+08:00

So.. it's the 1st day of the tiger year n also valentine's day... something special huh... =)
it turns out not bad 4me.. i nd to be thankful for what i have,,
shop like anything in genting... as though im so rich to shop lar.. But honestly, the price is affordable la... they din pull up high high... still affordable for this kampung kid.. haha
den went back.. coz it's 1st day of cny, chinese shop all close, can't bother to find anymore, so end up eat maggie.. wahahaha.. kelian...
Then, went to ee li's hse... met up with lian ee n chelsea la... chatted alot lame things... haha.. talking how funny is sarah n alll.. suppose to wait for yen mun the queen but she damn late lor 9pm oso x cum.. n so we chao 1st.. ish... haha
ya, valentine day same day rite, at genting i saw so many selling roses, n so many ppl get roses... not free la of course, genting got free? i 3 days dun1 eat.. hahaa... damn expensive lar.. eermm... 5 roses huh... i rmb... erm.... rm 57.90.. wahlao.. n it will wilt somemore.. eat ppl $$ oni... huhu...
n so it ends lk dat lar my 1st day.. hhahahhaa...
Jon lau, happppie valentine's day..... blek.......... i hope u likie la, what i give u, n i like la what u give me... pandangkan u so long time ago oso prepare dy.. as u said lar... hhahaha...
ur confident nt bad huh... im satisfied lar, coz i nd to be thankful.. hahaaaaaaahahhahaha...

this yr i went bk to klang oso lar as usual.. but with abit different.. less noise n jokes...
lion dance n fire crakers... huhu.. but rite, this yr lesss alot alot fire crackers, coz arrr... they catch lar... ppl newyear ma, let ppl put lar.. ish... ppl's tradition...
angpau still okok lar.. hahah.. boleh tahan... heheeeex...
alrite, den after that went port dickson... yeah.. we goin evrywhr coz at home bored.. lolz..
there arr ppl mountain ppl sea... fuhhhhh... parking oso dun hv... haih ...
So, it ends my 2nd day..
Yesterday was 3rd day, nothing much, came back n went to 2 aunties place, went dinner, n play with bull dog... wow.. nice !!...
Little bit lk dat ends my 3rd day..
n today is already 4th day... Time lk rocket.. fuhhh.. we are going to watch little big soldier !!! yay yay !! duno nice anot lar, but i just wana watch wang lee hom !! he is juz so handsome to me lar.. hahhaha... after that going to friend's hse, n at night going for buffet dinnnerr... after today might be less busy dy... ppl slowly goin back to work..
Even lianeeee starts college... ucsi vry hardworking... hahaha...
me inti so nice, 1 week hols... dats y i love inti.. hahaha

Ok lar, crap too much... toodles !!!
till then...

~we misss you, miss ur jokes n laughter~

C.O.N.F.I.D.E.N.T is the key to success...

2010-02-06T21:02:00.008+08:00

JON LAU IS SO CONFIDENT THAT I WILL BE SATISFIED...
IM IMPRESSED !!
Goooood....!!
Im Lovin' It... I like it !!!

But !! seee 1st la how,
Tai ha dim sin zoi gong la... hmph !!!!!!!!

good luck to you....
haha..
with love..

Li chun

2010-02-05T09:05:00.003+08:00

Yesterday kim ask me got egg anot.. that time is already 9 stg... around 10pm... screw inti's connection, make me receive msg slow.. booooo........
She says it's Li Chun, 1 festival, duno wat festival la... n the egg can really stand on itself... Ask me to try oor... But unfortunately, I didnt buy any eggs.. She oso dun hv eggs, but she borrow frm shannon.. haha...
So, instead of anything, I went to her room..Yes, all the way from Block C to Block R... I went to her roooom... Just to play the eggs.. coz I never tried before, it's my 1st time.. Im so curious bout it weyh seriously...
OKie, so, I thought it would be lk, u just put on the floor, n it will stand stilll.. But im soo wrong, It won't stand if u juz put it on the floor.. You need alot of patience to make the egg still..
You have to feel the heavist part ermm.. sumthing lk dat..
I didnt succeed, n so.... This shows clearly that I have NO PATIENCE... I repeat, I HAVE NO PATIENCE..
At 1st we play in Kim's room ma, xiak wee oso join... earlier they played 1 session dy ler...
BUt then downstairs got a bunch of them is curious bout the egg toooo.. So, we brought the egg down, n play in the study area... Lololx...
THIS TIME I SUCCEED !!!!!!! YEah!!!
Mainly oso bcoz of the gravitational force is greater.. or perhaps I gain a little patience?
hahaha.. no la.. I feel it's the gravitational force.. hehehe...
I felt so happie la finaallly can do it.... Yala, i abit abit happie wan... i can actually be happy in an easy way...
huhu...
So, thats all from me for the egg post !! huuyeah !!!
Bye !!!

Birthday

2010-01-23T01:12:00.025+08:00

1st of alll, thanks to all my friends no matter in inti or my lovely foreverus91, meifen, yenmun.. Thanks for giving me such a memorable birthday..... =)

So, start of how I celebrate in Inti 1st...

hmmm.. so, on wednesday, we decided to coook spaghetti.. so yeah, we went to Giant n bought sum stuff, n went to the bbq area without booking.. hahaha.. geng lar we all.. n so thr's oni 6 of us.. kesian... me, eeli, yeeling, muigeik, kim n jon.. wahaih... But it's not bad though, coz we had fun cutting those button mushroom, n hotdog.. den "throw" into the pot with the cheese gravy for spaghetti n cook together.. They don't reli suceed the last time they cook spaghetti, but this suceed (coz dat time i din cook, dats y ma) hahahhhahahahahahahahahaha... Sorry ler, allow me to boast a little can? haha...So, after eating few rounds, mins we cook bit by bit... eat until the sauce finish.. =)

mE n Kimmm..

Happie family, used to have party during sem 1... wheee..

After we finish makan, kuang jiet jin yong n all cum join us.. as usual de.. after dinner, evry1 will lepak2 awhile around inti, n like meeting each other.. haha..
So, Kuang jiet was desperate to play games, he wanted since the 1st week of new sem.. Cannot think of any, n so bbq area got sink lar, n so happen we cook, got those bowl, plates, pots, rice cooker.. so we play scissors, paper, stone ! n the loser will kena simbah air.. we play water lolz..
Btw, for all I noe, if we didnt book the bbq area, lights wont on wan.. But so happen tat day, the guard pass by n see a bunch of kids, so he tot we book mayb, n he on the light for us.. lolz.. lucky day..

then after playing for quite sumtime, i saw err jackson came lar.. lk so weird, y he suddenly cum wan.. n he sayhe passed by coz went n hv group study... ohh.. den ok la.. den yee chong oso came, he dun usually with us ma, vry seldom... then suddenly my "go toilet friend" min they say wana go toilet those arr, haha... bring cake with lighted candle.. I thought whose birthday la, coz they didnt mention earlier... normally will tell wan ma... den saw keng hoong n kar hau came oso after their badminton session, lk so weird la..

wrote by Ee Li & Yee Ling...
play water until basah
My girlfriendss.My boyfriendss...

they sing birthday song for me.. lol.. coz is lk few days earlier, so i tot sum1 else birthday maybe lor...
but tak sangka is my birthday ni.. haha..
Im happpy... *wink*... after eating cake, we take alot pics, n we play water again.. haha.. we continue simbah water to ppl... haha.. run around the bbq area.. then keng hoong n kar hau gotta dance pole dance coz they promised.. haha.. so funnnny...
n yee chong even act lk he is a god.. erm... neh.. gv ppl blessing water using flower wan.. splash little little wan.. n kuang jiet want so much for that water coz he say wanna get straight As for A-level... damn funny. but yeechong dun use flower, he use the senduk ar? whatever we call, when we take soup wan... dat wan n splash.. LOL... haha
Although in the middle something happen, but we intians rocks, n we continue to have fun... =)
So, around 12 stg evry1 is tired, n we go bk to our rooms.. ahahaaha.. It was a great one... =)

Not all in the pic...

On Friday, we got another one n suppose to be Lianee's celebration... Since both of us difference of 1 day, n so together-gether we make it.. That Jon really teruk, he lie to me n make me get scolded for nothing.. argh.. that story 4get bout it... But all he wants is juz a surprise for me, so Iforgive.. Im kind, I know that... hahaha..

Everyone of us..

After 21st, we went to yenmun's hse...@ Karaoke room we eat, we sing, we take pics, we talk n laugh.. haha

From jon...... not 4 okie... it chnge colour only.. hehehe =)

On sunday, went to 21st AGAIN... But this time dad bring wan... hehehehe... quite rush oso, coz mahu balik inti ma.. lolx...

So, now.. Im officially 19... woohoooo..
Thanks to all of you who gave me a memorable one..
=)

impermanance

2010-01-16T21:51:00.004+08:00

Everybody will pass away just like flower will wilt.. n this is called impermanance..
So, buried the past, take it as nothing is permanent in this world and stay in the present

Hey yo !

2010-01-16T10:17:00.005+08:00

Thursday merupakan holiday untuk rakyat negeri NEGERI SEMBILAN.. wuuhuhu...
Inti x da class ! say yeah !!! haha..
On wednesday, he was confusing himself whether to go back or don't go back.. Kip on if go back then how? Din go back den how ar? lolz.. very funny cannot make up his mind..
At last, *wink* he decided to go back... finalllly... So, jom lor balik...
Not so lonely and bored at home lor rite...
So the nxt day after I gao dim my things and all.. he decided to go Alamanda.. Im so surprise, coz u noe Alamanda full of u noe ler.. no nd me to mention.. hahahaha.. So we went thr by tembaking the jalan lar.. Memang teruk wan we all, duno wich presint but main tembak until we got lost n the oil tank going to empty, I so scare i tell you, later i need to push car, but luckily v tembak until found a petrol station.. wheeee.. n we ask the person thr how 2 go.. After struggling inside Putrajaya for duno hw long, we finalllly reach the destination... wahahaha...
Walk lk aimless kid as usual... Then decide to go for the chipmunk coz jon say i like.. wahaha.. But i din say... lolz..buy d tix we go eat, duno wana eat wat coz vry luan, duno which to chooooose.. wuwuwu...
end up in oldtown, coz dun1 the chipmunk to wait for us... After that, rush thr.. luckily belum start...
After chipmunk, once again lk aimless kid, i think we walked the whole complex n i wanna buy bag, so we enter all those quicksilver,bodyglove, wildchannel, tropicana bla bla bla but cum out empty handed coz it's either too expensive or the design I dun lk.. So, went to mph n he bought duno wat super glue.. haha.. to actually stick my torn off album.. good la, got maintainance wan..
When tired walking, then we wanna go pay parking ticket, after the tick were insert into the machine, he found out that he had no rm1 rm1 rm 1 sebanyak rm3.. he oni got 2.. lolz.. i dun hv any.. so we finding the butang how to keluarkan the ticket, n then went to carrefour, see got wat thing cn buy in order to dapatkan wang kecil.. So, at laz bought yogi-yogi the rm1 ice cream.. n he gave 50 bucks.. the person luk at us, "x de rm1 ge?" =)
So, we finnaly got small chnges n manage to pay the parking ticket..
Then, he brought me to the place I wanted to go.. it was kind of surprise coz saya tertidur..
I x sangka he will rmb wat I say oni.. lalalalalalalalalala...
Finally, home sweet home.. he gt class fri.. yay yay !! i dun hv!!! blek.. jealous leh...

*********************************************************************

A month and a few weeks had gone, but it's still fresh in my mind what you told me the last time I saw you.. "be careful while you are at Genting, always walk in groups.. Dun go toilet alone"
"bring ur swimsuit back frm hostel, we going port dickson"
It kip repeating in my mind.. Now that you are no longer with us.. But your words, we will nvr ever forget...
It's now a new beginning.. No longer dull colour clothes n everything is back to the original.. But it's not going to be the same bcoz you are not with us anymore.. n it reli makes differences..
we miss you, till then..

1st week end dy

2010-01-08T20:33:00.003+08:00

1st week of college had ended.. It end just lk dat...
Well, basically is okie.. nothing much.. things taught is easy to understand.. becoz y? bcoz it is just the beginning.. see la ltr, apa pun x fhm.. woohaha.. dat time i will laugh...
we chnge our lecturer back, n i love it.. coz i prefer sem 1 lecturer although sem2 wan nt bad toooo... hmm.. but still miss yap n miss premah give me more understanding.. haha... the 1st wan is oweys the best... to me la..
but it seems lk gona chnge again nxt sem.. y must inti torture us by chnging lecturer lk dat? ish.. we pay to get torture isit? eesh..

So, tooo bad.. this week is kinda free, but we didnt lepak lik how we use to be during sem 1.. huhu.. haih... but nvm, inti is still a nice place with big wind... u see the tree goyang-goyang, leaves drop n so on.. haha.. i suck in describing.. imagine urself.. hehe...
we played badminton n jog 2 days in a row.. it is so fun although now i sakit tangan n kaki bcoz nvr exercise since i cumout frm ns.. haha... we jog 1 round n we play badminton few rounds, after that jog again n play few rounds again... after sweating damn chunt.. hehex..

mmm.. quite a number of new faces... haha... alot china ppl.. semuanya handsome handsome... but i dun1 ler, come frm china, so far.. wakakaa...
i kip on spot for handsome handsome wan.. yaler, handsome ler, but not i wan punya that kind of handsome. hahahahahhaahha... gila siao me..

lastly, im back home... huhu.. nxt thurs no class, coz negeri sembilan holiday.. yay yay !! those in selangor must go school.. haha.. so bad me... inti so nice, gt holi... lalalalala... say im crazy la, hahaha..
I think ar, if i were to leave inti, i will feel sad n cry.. not bcoz the reason u think, but bcoz inti is reli a nice place, im not promoting, but frm the bottom of my heart.. the hostel is nt bad, the academic block is not bad tooo.. distance frm academic block to hostel is neither far nor near, just nice for u to exercise...
n it's lk study 1 place, the whole block is study, n staying the other side.. lk vry organise la..
although no time square, no mid valley, i still lk it.. bcoz still gt giant.. we still cn jalan2..
overall, the environment is not bad.. 1 more yr n im leaving inti.. i dun1 to leave.. wuwuwu...
i cry 1st... hope i can find a campus lk inti... hehex... although they lk to chnge our lecturer, make us miserable but i still enjoy studying there..
padan muka u carolyn, dun1 study foundation.. if not i will stay in inti for the nxt duno hw many yrs.. but thank god im NOT studying foundation.. wheee..
ok, enough carolynwong.. it's too much.. haha..

Not to forget... ***, drink more water... i support you.. get well soooon ya... yay yay !!

New semester

2010-01-04T16:57:00.002+08:00

1st day of sem 3 it is.. But we still called as sem 2.. duno y, ask inti..
So, we only had 2-4pm class today as the others are lab class.. as usual, 1st week, no lab classsss.. wheeeeeee...
In the morning, woke up 10 stg.. watch movie at around 11am den 12pm went to bakery for lunch.. After dat, lepak awhile in the library, it is so empty.. wahahaha... new sem juz started, nobody studyin.. hehe.. but just to get the air cond.. then after that around 1.45pm went to class.
It's bio, n now back to the 1st sem lecturer.. they kip on chnge lecturer for us... haih.. but not much different ler, it's juz da same.. hehe..
N now, im bk to hostel n blogging..
So, new sem, new beginning, new aim.. everything new...
You guys starts schoool dy rite? most of us lar, started studies.. hehehe...
Perhaps not so bored la after sch had started, no need be aimless the whole day, but oni facebooking..

So, wish all of you, happy schooling !!! yay !!!
oh ya, malaysia open 2 more weeeeksssss.. !!!

Last post for year 2009..

2009-12-31T10:16:00.003+08:00

Time flies, n now i had leave high school for a year.. 2009 gives me happie and also sad memories...
It is normal to gain something and loss something.. N when you loss something, you will understand n know how precious it is..
Despite losing something very important, but im glad that I could still carry on with my life.
Maybe people will think that I have those tidak-apa-attitude, but don't tell me you wants to let others see your sad face all the time..
Although I had the thought of giving up everything for a few times, but luckily i didnt..
As I know, everything happens for a reason.. Perhaps i just need to grow a little faster den the others... If tis is god's will, i will always accept it..
In life, there is always gain n loss.. when u gain something, you will definitely loss something..

Throughout that particular period, Im glad that my friends are there to comfort me and all.. Giving me useful advice n support whenever I need.. Thanks for letting me know the true meaning of friendship.. You guys noe hu are you all rite? =)
In this period, I get to understand n know more things.. I know i had misunderstand some true friends that I thought it will nvr be a true wan... Im absolutely wrong.. Besides, I also know who are true and who aren't...
Anyway, it's not important, I know it, n it's enough..

I felt lucky that I didnt screw my exam.. not happy but lucky.. I have the feeling of not going for exam.. I just feel what i've read=nothing...
Although it's not that good, but I thank mum n god for everything...

So, me in 2009.. alrite..
You can say 2009 is a wonderful year for me, n oso a bad year for me...
In the 1st half of 2009, I just feel so happie... This is the true me.. Im always so happie no matter what happens...
I stuck in NS happily, forming a big family, wich consist of bro sis, mum dad n uncles aunties..
n den, every sunday, my mum(real mum) will come n visit me.. I repeat, EVERY SUNDAY, she drive frm kajang to port dickson, n drive back frm port dickson to kajang every sunday !! she comes, n bring me food, bring me chocolate, everything i needed... I just duno what to say..
In future, i will love my kids just lk how my mum does..
n some weeks, she juz purposely say nt coming, coz busy, but oso came just to give me a surprise.. tat time, although im in the camp, but i felt very happie..
3 months in there.. I felt no stress, so freeeeee.. lk im a bird...

n then when im free frm NS, I collected my SPM results.. yeah, it's not as gud as the others, but im okie with it.. coz the effort i put in is nt enuf, so the result i cnt say much lor.. =)

after that,around april I enrol to Inti... I started college life there... I met alot of friends over thr..gt meifen and harjir.. n I make new friends, and I found long lost friends... It's like inti is the place where we reunite.. coolzzz..
May-july started studies..college life is fun, provided if you know how to enjoy it..
No doubt, 1st semester was damn fun i can say..
so study a-levels, huhu.. my classmate are awesome, i duno how to say...

Mid of August sem break starts, I went Sabah.. a last vacation with mum wich is naik aeroplane wan.. =(
the place sucks, but we go in a family, that is a-money-can't-buy-back memories..

On september... College starts again.. huhu... 2nd sem, sudah besar panjang.. hualalala...
as usual, class n all... dulll life... but quite a number of movie we went for.. but only 1 movie that i watch is worth n enjoying wich is FD3.. It isn't bcoz of the movie is nice, but bcoz we went in a whole big gang, n i love to go out wit the gang... Other than tat, all the movie, not reli enjoying... huhu...we just go, bcoz wanted to.. when all you want is enjoy life, ppl bomb you,how sad?.. wuwu..
Don't enjoy wana wait until old?? Life is short, enjoy every moment in life !!

On October, it is the month I never feel happie until now, the last day of 2009...
Everything comes 1 by 1, 1 following by another..
I get so stresss ( act i duno wats the meaning of stress )... feel so uncomfortable... not feeling free at all..
Everyday you just feel like there is spy or something around you.. You need to think n think n think before you do something... n dat time, i reli feel lk i don't live for myself, i live for otherssssssss.. wana eat sushi oso nd to think for so long. sigh.. mind you, tht feeling is one that I hv never encounter in my 18 years of life... fuhhh...

On november, i have nothing to say... saddest moment happens.. I know it will arrive, but it's quite sudden...

n December... Things get better,bcoz holiday, not in inti.. im a bird again.. freeee..
n now it is time to say goodbye to 2009... n welcome 2010..
Oh dear 2009, you leave happy n sad memories for me.. I duno to thank you or to blame you.. Both I will but I tink i will thank you a little more,a little only, bcoz you gave me 9 out of 12 months of happy memories..
I also thank you bcoz without you I wont be able to grow a little mature, i will oweys stay in my comfort zone,nvr walk out of it..

So, 2010 is coming, and yeah ! I hope for a great 2010.. Full with fun n laughter just like how I use to be since young...
I hope year 2010 bring us good health, good wealth (for our parent,so we oso cn get ma, HEHE), happy life, n good results for all my friends..

I wish idiots totally go away from me. PLEASE don't come n go, want go, den go, don't ever come near me, coz i wont let u free..

2010 resolution

BE MYSELF N BE HAPPY ALL THE TIME
DO NOT BOTHER ABOUT PPL WHO DON'T BOTHER BOUT YOU !
WATCH MALAYSIA OPEN !!!
WATCH UBER AND THOMAS CUP !!!
DRIVE TO GENTING (since i get license till now,haih)
GET GOOD RESULT FOR AS n A2..
IMPROVE MATHS (i wan pn lim n aunty pat)
ENJOY COLLEGE LIFE
GO BEACH
STEAMBOAT @ SERDANG
ICE SKATING WITH YOU n MY KAWANS.
GENTING WITH KAWANS

I think until here 1st, when I think of new wan, I willl add in !!... hahaha..
So, people !!! 13 hours to year 2010 !!! yay !!
A start of something new...
Forget the past, buried it in ur memories n look forward !!..

we misss you lotsszz...

Till then,
with love,
~carolyn~

1 year anniverssary

2009-12-27T23:00:00.004+08:00

"Tahniah, anda dipilih untuk menyertai PLKN sesi 6/2009"
I cried for days, grumbling for weeks, blaming the government because they choooose me to go NS.. tell mum i dun1 go, write letter for me.. i want go study, wanted to ask Inti write letter for me.
Asking why other people don't get... But why I get...
So many x puas...

Until the day comes 27th December 2008, I wake up unwillingly, until 8.30am still dun1 go bus station, padahal must rch there by 830am.. I drag the time, say hvent pack this n that..
But luckily I got Lian Ee and Amanda who got the same camp with me...
The 1st day in that camp, we grumble non-stop... Electricity supply suckss.. toilet so dirty.. Makan tak kenyang, tidur tak lena... The dorm full of mosquitoes... people thr all x kena.. so awkward... all lk got 1 gang 1 gang... felt vry hard to mix with them.. after 2 or 3 days..
me, amanda n lianee have to separate... they 2 in the same company, while me alone in another different want.. But thank god, I have lovely dorm mates, got some friends who I can get along with... Lian ee n manda in Alpha, me in Charlie.. sad..
Basicallly, can get along with the whole dorm people la.. No matter chinese, indian or malay, evry1 is friendly towards each other.. that time is around 1st or 2nd of January.. =)

n as day pass on, we getting closer to each other... I have a mum over thr, wich is my head of dorm.. she has alot of children... haha.. she has evrything in her locker, so we wont free hungry or anything wan.. on the other hand, my dorm people are vry helpful.. we bekerjasama menjana kecemerlangan...
because of that, we won net ball i tink? n oso futsal, n yeah... Kembara halangan... hehe..
both girls n boy.. boy i tink 2nd place ler. haha..

during cny yr break, our bond rdy strong.. that time we also felt a little sad to leave each other.. hahaha..
Oh ya, n my class character building class.. my PK 5 !!!... It leaves footprint in my heart.. I miss all my friends n my two teachers from PK 5...
That class, is where I make more friends.. Im lovin it..

thanks to NS, im able to wash my own clothes............... n yeah, tc of myself la.. haha..
n yeah, frm thr i learn not to be too choosy on food, although is not vry vry nice la, but is just for us to feel full ma rite.. hehe..
n bekerjasama.. so that we win alot of competition.. hhahaha...

so, i MISSS ns yo.. If there's 1 more chance for me to go again, I WILL go again.. hehe...
till then..
tata...

Merry christmas !!

2009-12-25T01:15:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone !!
Hav a great one !!