rojak post

so ya, here comes the rojak post. evrything in 1... all the random thingy and updates... my blog is goin to berkarat soon.. heheh..

Let's start now:

I have successfully pindah evrything frm c-3-06 the hostel.. I duno that a cupboard thing can fill up half the car boot..
3 or 4 times of staircase trip to pindah evrything..tired la..

Feel sad to leave? yes? no? If i say no, i wud be lying.. in NS 3 months oso so sad to leave.. Apatah lagi 1 and a half year.. Lots of memories I had for the past 18 mths... Fun and laughter, a litre of tears, LOLZ.. what else?

So, after settle the check out thingy, off we go to Malacca...
before tht, stopby at seremban's kensingtan for western food.. 1 word: YUMMY ! 2nd word: price gud! LOL..
We stayed at muigeik's hse for a nite.. I enjoy slping with her.. =))

Food is great in malacca.. satay celup,chicken rice ball n etc.. if it's still a young nite, i wud have eat banyak banyak satay celup.. haha ! i tried out the layer cake tht my kawan said @ Dataran Pahlawan.. it taste great at the 1st bite.. n after that, it really make me feel damn fulll... Nadeje is the name of the cake house i guess.. It is like somekind of cafe la... rm8.50 per piece.. damn exp, but im so happy eating that cake..

We went to Jonker street at night.. Alot of pelik-pelik food, but the dimsum taste great.. rm3 for 7 biji.. yummy ! My friend bought a bag and a belt.. the price for the things are.. hmm.. not bad..
Planned to meet up my NS friend in Malacca, but too bad..they gona have exam.. But still I terserempak 1 NS fren in jonker streeet ! wow ! can't blieve it.. So many people yet still can meet.. Jodohlah namanya.. haha !! sometimes things juz come when u nvr expect. haha..

While waiting for the others in the car, we went jalan-jalan around town... so many mcD in malacca. n we went the drive thru wan just for toilet.. hahaha..
We also had seafood dinner at malacca.. Thanks to Muigeik's parent for treating us.. =)
Ohya, we went and sing K tooo.. the mybox over there is way better than in Nilai.. at least dun have the smoke smell.. only a little hot la..
Jon Lau treat me Baskin robbin.. duno y so gud de.. haha ! coz vry hot i tink..
before going back, we went to Tan Kim Hock to buy those dodol and all, it reminds me of mum that usually buy so many until trolley penuh... i miss u, do u noe tht?
Malacca ada banyak big shopping complex, y kajang dun have?? huh?! ish !! can pindah tht dataran pahlawan to kjg or not? haha.. i want !

@ Kensingten.. yummy yummy !!

Me and malacca girl, geik geik..

Jalan Gereja @ Melaka !! =) but no convent on tht street.

sorry.. my camera sucks.. the red hse lor..

chicken rice ball !

so, we went back around 745pm after dinner with geik n her parent...after dropping them in nilai oni we home sweet home.. duno y lk rasa keberatan to berpisah with them.. haha! this is a simple yet fun trip.. I guess this is one of the great memories with u people..=)
Although all of us are going separate ways.. but i guess in 21st century there are so many communication tools rite.. we still can kip in touch..
sincerely, wish all of u good luck in ur future undertakings.. Do take care !! miss ya..

Next, will be Penang+Kedah with the pattern banyak punya kawan.. whee ~~
Anson road, here i come for ur dim sum.. You better dun pindah la..
I shud shop till i really drop in Kek Lok Si.. it is my place ! Hmph ! hahahaha
the 1st time by flight without parent.. so excited.. =)
i shall learn to board the plane by myself. Don't depend on others. huhu...
I tink we can have all kind of vehicles this trip.. kenderaan udara,laut,darat.. oweys got this chance when go penang.
Im soo looking forward into it.. yay yay !

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During Hari raya haji tht time, we went to Port Dickson !! it was a last minute trip.. as always lah k.. after my sis finish her tuition, we shoot up to PD... haha !
Reach thr oni 545pm.. change into swimwear and jump into the pool !! the feeling is great !!
wahaha.. then go beach... hmmm... salty.. vry salty the water.. After swim, went n eat pizza.. bcoz the small fella wan eat.. so what wan rite, ppl go port dickson eat seafud ma.. but she eat pizza. ok lor.. small oweys win, so eat pizza lorh.. =((
After dinner, we went for night walk around the beach, go neighbour resort, then play pool, watch asian games taekwondo.. Lolzz..
Next morning, we jump into the pool again, then to the beach n back to the pool to clean the sand.. so bad rite... but that is wht ppl usually does.. =)
after that, we went to the muzium tentera darat.. it's my 2nd time lah.... coz NS time, we went b4 dy..... no changes though after 2 years... '
ok, so thats the end of pd trip..

A day before, we went to Sepang Gold Coast... hmmm.. 1 of my fren stay thr... we went to tanjung sepat again for dinner, n he bring us to buy pao, after tht have our ikan bakar again.. =)))
This time, we gt chance to go his hse.. haha !! nice !!! After watching the korea drama oni we went back ... =)

Then, day day b4, went to KLIA.. we love to see airplanes.. Coz we are not able to go there so often anymore... the dearest treat me burger king.. he say he din eat b4 wor... i oso like ages din eat b4.. heheh!! we walk around, take pics and bought milk shake frm mcD !! only airports mcD have it lah ! I chek so many place oso dun have ! it's really yummylicious !
then off we go back to INTI... sob.. alot place cnt go so often dy.. =(

so, this month is quite a tiring month n oso lots of fun month... it's gona end in a week time... =(
Then, december is coming !! oh gosh !! how fast time flies...
miss kong yen mun, u better rmb wht u say on the fon.. wan go out yumcha ar, bla bla bla arrh.. dun ffk, i will punch u de oor...
can't wait to reunite with f91 la.. haihyah... so long x c, since sept.. miss u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u u alllll !
den i got alot things need to be arrange lar... i need to go bdminton, i need to watch dramas, i need to this and that n this n that.. i vry busy la i feel..
Last but nt least, once again... Good luck to Amrit the mangkuk in STPM !!! I love u banyak banyak.. u will get what u aim and of course better than what u aim !

ok, thats all from me today... thankiu...
the end of rojak post !~ hehehe..

love, the author.. ~

p/s: hey 2u, my "love" wahaha... stop being pathetic... nt to say u act, but stop it if u are doing so.. duno whther are u acting.. haha! if u are, try be the most innocent wan.. u are acting great im telling u.. muahahaha... u noe hu u are de la... haha
stupid me, so sarcastic rite..sincerely,sorry ya...=))

A post from S.E...

Recently i just find out that sony ericsson have this blogger application.. L.O.L... After 3 years only I found out.. great lah.. =) hahaha
so, just try it out.. =)

hmmm... stressing out with examsss..huhu... Am I going to take law ar in future? or still goin on with science stream ar?
lol... i know dad want me do business la.. i know i know, but i act don't know.. haha... those auntie auntie wan me study pharmacist or accounting, i oso know know know but i act duno... LOL...

business not dun1 wor.. act oso gt think b4 like eling lk dat go do international business wan, but then rite... haih... I dun have any interest on business... later i noe sure vry sad... i tink i dun have any business mind la.. scare ltr bankrupt how? choi choi choi !
den pharmacist is a vry gud course, i noe i noe.. but my ability i tink tak boleh la rite... must noe whr i stand oso.. hahaha.. my chemistry is vry ehem the good,ltr kena kick out, den money dun have nvm, time oso dun hav.. i old dy lor.. haha...

accounting later alot white hair lor... n work until bring home.. i dun1 la.. later my family how... go back home ppl accompany family ma, takkan work work work.. den anak-anak vry little attention.. aiyo.. sorry ar, forgive me for thinking so far away..
i duno la why kip on wan ppl do accounting? haiyooo... diff ppl diff de ma.. ltr work until alot stresssssssssss i dun1 aa...

medicine lagi no nd think, coz frm 0 years till 19 years old din tink before i wan.. haha..ltr i duno go whr find husband.. i dun1 so old wan... haha ! jokingg.. so i tink i better go biotech or stg lk dat lorr.. i dun1 see so many ppl la... damn tired la communicate with ppl sumtimes... so many ppl fake wan.. not all la, but some... maybe i face those specimen better la. haha.. but ppl tell me it's a vry boring job.. but nvm, to me.. i tink all jobs are bored... once u have work for a period of time, u sure boredd.. haha..

so, i thought of take up food science n nutrition den ltr go MBA la. wahaha.. dream so high.. but then now i tink lawyer oso nt bad.. but im lazy, i dun tink it suits me... hahaah...
i dun1 leave inti lor, vry sad to leave... not bcoz jon lau at thr, dun simply think la... coz frm 1 plc to another need time to adapt oni.. plus inti is a vry nice place la.. but i tink adapting is not a problem anymore la...act i vry easy to adapt.. but my father duno oni.. oweys say i so wht wht wht, vry hard to this n that.. haha..
actually dun1 leave inti coz nilai is cuming up, so many nice fud dy, Tesco oso going to open.. wahaha.. LOL.. whatever it is, i need to study for a-level 1st.. hehexx..

oh ya!! that day was street party, it is not as great as last year.. haha ! din stay too long there though.. no moooood... ~

after a-level lots of thing to do la....
1st 1st leh... can't wait to go Penang lor...act is kedah n penang =) i need to go kedah to brain wash sum ppl. hahhahaahaha !! *evil*
although the air ticket is lk quite expensive but is ok la.. dad sponsor can edy.. wahahahaah.. thankiu father.. lol.. actualli we wana sit bus, but then it's time consuming plus the price oso nt super cheap la.. haha
long time x sit airplane dy, excited. lol... i noe im lousy, lk dat oso wana boast.. but no la, im nt boasting, but im happie..dun salah fhm ler =(
i wana eat eat eat !! walk walk walk !! mahjong mahjong ! hahahaah...steamboat !!

can't wait for australia trip too la... but most of the time, i will be thr to call up the uni... coz here call thr so expensive walao.. haha !
den go cherry picking.. it's summer weyh... i tink is cherry picking season...
mama, we will meet u in melbourne..
after cum back, wana go edu fair.. take all the brochure.. I duno why i like to kip all those brochure.. LOL.. last time in convent collect wan, still havent throw. haha!
After that, maybe gonna meet up with foreverus91 n high sch frens? haha ! shud be la...missssss foreverus91 !
dear amrit, finishing stpm middle of dec.. bcum a free bird dy.. ahaha... harjir finish a-level lor.. edna sem break maybe? haha..
gud luck to all that sitting for exams yo ~!!!

Then, i got lots of movie and dramas to catch up... it's a big task.. ahahaha !
then january i tink back to sch la me.. actually i holiday oso vry little only.. haihzz.
But I hope this will be a great holiday!! A great vacation with u u u in penang, a wonderful summer in melbourne and a great meet up with kawan sekalian...
it has been almost a year... this year is a better year for me compare to last year.. last year really like im inside a dark hole.. thought i will never get to climb up anymore.. but somehow, manage to do so coz i feel your presence every moment although I can't see you.. =)
miss you all the time.. miss u miss u miss u miss u misssssssssssssssssssss u...............
ppl, please appreciate ur loved ones...

till then, back to chemistry ! tata
take care and miss the author... =)
muaks muack muackszzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..

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vry susah vry susah. Mau mampus lor.wuwu. Tata.gtg dy

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Hi bloggie, how are you? =)
updates.........
hihi.... I tink last 2 weeks ago... We went to Nilai's newly open thai buffet steamboat... it cost us RM 22++ per person... Damn fullllllllllll... The nicest part is the ice-cream !! I duno how we take till overload.. But if didnt finish, we nd to pay for the extra rm 10 per 100 gm... my goodnesss.. so we asked help from the other table.. the guys.. hualalala... n each of evry1 of us bekerjasama to finishkan the food.. we motivated ourselves with ice-cream.. kip telling ourself after we finish the food, we can eat ice-cream... at last, we did it !! It was fun!! =)
Enjoy ourselves alot...

was so smoky

the 1st round of food..

so many scallop we ate.. haha

yee chong... lolz.. haha

while waiting the food to digest in order to finish those food that we took, we take pics 1st.. haha

Before paying ... =)

On friday, i called esther out to makan for her birthday coz thought that couldnt join the f91 gang to her hse.. But esther's going out on her birthday so we decide to gabung n celebrate 1 day ahead.. =)
This girl, my primary schoolmate, classmate... n secondary schoolmate n classmate.. I rmb, in standard 1, we used to go toilet together.. wahahahaha... then standard 3 she sits beside me, with her hello kitty easybag.. hahaha... she vry scare tcher scold wan... haha...
Then when shift to convent, me shifts to.. n kita berjumpa lagi... but then ar, she sombong dy lor... then ok back.. hahaha... joking...
so, on friday around 7pm, me n jon went to her hse to fetch her... only us 3ppl.. coz i had called her earlier... she duno kohi n lianee cuming too... So, in car, we talk talk, crap crap laugh laugh n finally we reach cheras selatan thr, coz oweys metro point rite, go far a little bit. hahaha...
actually we decided to eat pizza, coz esther like right, n she reli long ago din eat rdy.. BUT.. it was buka puasa time.. OMG ! So many ppl, we dun have place at all. the ppl askn us to come at 8pm... So, we jalan2... we see things, touch touch the thing.. talking laughing...den esther went to popular to see zac effron.. aiyoo.. while me went and buy pens.. I duno why nowadays my pens kip on missing la.. haha... time passes fast, and we went back to pizza hut..
But dun have cheesy lava u noe, after many consideration, esther chnge her mind wana eat terpanyyaki dy.. so, we went thr and me n jon belanja her terpanyakki... haha!

After we eat, esther kip on ask go whr sumore.. want go whr... n i kip on say my stomach pain wana sit awhile just to melengahkan masa to wait for kohi n lianee with the coffeeee cake !.. haha... Not long after, they finalllly arrive... hahahaaha... esther was like "eh? eh? how cum" hehe... so ther goesss.. a simple celebration

esther with her coffee cake... luckily rmb she like coffee. wahahahaha

friendship 4eva...

yum yum... still wana hold the knife... esther.. esther...

After eating the cake n chatting for awhile we went to sg,chua mamak... coz lianee hvent take dinner, n she wanted to eat mamak... After that, fetch esther go back home, n then balik rumah...
Esther siah, although it's a simple celebration, but hope u will like it.. Happie birthday once again..
All de best in ur studies which going to begin soon... if u are staying in hostel, take good care of urself... uni life n hostel life or whichever life is real fun!! Life is mmg full of laughter right !.. enjoy urself =)

Do I suck?

Ignore my dis post, if u dun wish to read...
Honestly, am I aiming tooo high?
Am I not qualified to aim that high?
Why kip on questions?
Why?
People feel i can't or I feel myself cannot success?
I really so suck?
I really so terrible isit?
Why like that?
Eventhough suck, cannot have a dream meh?
tell me why why why

N u !
Why u like that?!
As if im ghost or vampire or whatever so scary? Dun dare look at me...
why leh?
I will eat u isit now?
My teeth gt so sharp anot ar?
You think if i really eat, i will eat you kah?
why u dream like that huh?
Or u think im stupid huh... so, if look at me edy leh, i will spread stupidness isit?
why acting lk dat?
Not in drama oso... why wana act?
or isit it's ur trueself?
U reveal ur trueself dy zit... i need to go n have a look when gt time...
coz nw bzing...
but i guess no point rite.. u are not any1 to me..

damn irritating..

?

There is a question mark almost in every1's head... Don't know which to choose, which to go for.. All this is because, no.1 money. no.2 time...
If these two tings doesn't exist.. I guess most of us gonna try try dis course, try try the other wan... How nice, if all the courses are free.. N i wont get old... I can try whichever i like.. n choose the one that i love the most..
But thats all juz a dream.... I need to wake up now, to be more realistic !

On thurs, i wana cry so much but no tears... =(

oh ya, Why do most of the people,including me at timess think that medicine, pharmacist, dentistry all this.....job opportunity only will be high... Why can't they look on other side, beside all this there are still a wide field in science... why can't be a nutritionist,food technologist or a radiologist or whatsoever other than those stated earlier? Why can't I just don't think of pharmacist and open my eyes to see other things huh!?
I duno why am I locking myself into that small particular medical field only...
My dream is always to be a biotechnologist.. I want to be in a lab, so that no need to kip on socialise.. I can't talk with people that Im not familiar.. If with people im familiar i can be talkative...
i heard my bio lect say, when in the lab that need to dress up like an astronaut, im so interested.. hahaha... It's like something special ! =)
I duno why everyone keep on say no job no job no job make me change my mind again and again... from young i wana be teacher.. --> lawyer (influence by survivor law) ---> biotech ---> food science ---> biotech ---> pharmacist ---> nutritionist ---> biotech... Im vry tired thinking and thinking...
Choosing pharmacist is honestly not what I want, but what people tells me how successful can I be... From the day I wanted biotech till now, no1 supported me before... even my dad told me dun choose biotech..maybe influenced by my aunt or whoever, I duno lah.. =(
I want i want so much... but no1 is there to give me support.. But somehow, he opened his mind, and ask me study whatever i want.. I so surprised, and he say just dun regret... thats all.. wah ! Im happie lar.. n he even ask me go ask la bout ur biotech... i like it ! muacks...
Perhaps it's truee... job opportunity is low... but cannot say no job at all also kan? Maybe there is always a job, but because kip on demand for high salary thats y dun1 work, den equals no job lor...
But I believe, if you are good, no matter where or when, there will always be a door opened for you... paling teruk, i becum lecturer la... wahaha.. !
But biotechnologist is what i wan seriously.. of course pharmacist is better la, or u can say high class or higher grade... But I dun think my capability is that high.. my lect say, we must noe how high is our own capability... not simply think, i can la, i can la.. then aim high...
I used to think, I can la, i can la.. But i realised and I know where is my capabilty now.. n i need to accept it.. =)

So, no matter what, i hope 1 day, i can study what i really wanted... but i still need to go around and find out.. perhaps there are something more interesting than biotech? who knows? hehex...
Let's strive hard for our dream !

To calm myself down yesterday, I went and watch movie again! LOVE in DISGUISE !!
恋爱通告！！
Starring WANG LEE HOM and LIU YI FEI..

It is a sweet, romantic and a little funnny movie.. I feel it's nice !! NICE lah.. my comment for every movie is NICE.. I rate 8/10...
Ah de so sweet he bcoz of the girl do alot thing.. =)
n the song is nice !!! I like it !!
Wang Lee Hom is vry talented rite? As i know, his whole family are in medical field... But still he is now successful in his vry own way...
I hope, 1 day can be successful toooo... in a way that i like...


Till then, tata!
Have a nice weekend...
Cheer up, people !! Go watch Love in Disguise !!

nicee!

Inception is nice !but dun reli understand.. but after friends discussing bout it... i tink i noe what is all about.. The back up plan is nice!!! funny and romantic oso.. =)
The Jade and the Pearl nice oso ! got lam fung, ah sa, and joey yung...
haha... nice, funny... romantic? abit abit la.. hahha...funnnny!!!!!!
Sorcerer's apprentice is okie... Hmmm.. like got abit fake coz Dave so fast can perform the power.. Fuyohhh.. haha
Salt nice again !!!! Thumbs up ! Angelina Jolie is so cool.....cool lady!...
The Last airbender... Nice leh !!! To me lah... Im waiting for part 2, 3... haha !!...
Only water and air also so powerful.. If plus with earth and fire.. fuyoh !!!
NICE !! duno hw 2 describe...
alllllll the movies to mee also nice ! hahahaha... so dun ask me oor.. coz i only noe NICE! haha!
This summer got so many movies... Im going to broke la.. hahahaha!
But if continue lk dat cannot lah... coz arrr... wan exam liao... wuwuwu :'( sad...
my nxt attempt will be on cats and dogs, going to distance, razpunzel and ai qing tong gao by wang lee hom... wahahaha... continue to broke... haha !
till then, wan balik inti....
my roomate is alone... :(
so, i go bk pei her... i vry gud hor? lolz... jk la...
tmr bio quiz... duno gt anot wan..
gene tech !!!!!!!!!!!! im cuming !!!!!!!!!

Updatess =)

Yesterday was Edna's birthday! We celebrated her birthday @ 21st century.. Before that, Lian Ee came and fetch amrit and me.. =)
We laugh quite alot on the wat, coz mangkuk is funny =)

When we reached thr, Birthday girl and Yee Thong was rdy there.. Yee Thong becum prettier dy.. haha.. n 1st time saw her with braces.. Meeting her, makes me think of jacuzzi.. lolzz.. haha.. n we cracked kinda lots of jokes.. haha! Amrit my mangkuk bully me.. =( but im happie.. lolz
Kohila, Esther and Shobana are still non-stop arguing bout football.. haha.. Fifa had over right? hahaha

After makan and all, it was cake time.. hehe.. the cake shop ppl give less 3 batang lilin.. So, instead of Edna turning 19 dis year.. She is younger now..only 16.. Duno what happen to the cake shop ppl, haha.. a little blur.. hehe...
After eating cake, we take take pics and around 1030 chaozzzz... Lianee fetches me, amrit n edna... after dropping me, they bring edna back to UKM..
Edna, is a very intelligent friend of mine.. She get perfect result in Matrix n gets into UKM..
Edna, happiie birthday once again.. n hav a wonderful uni life.. =) =)
We love u banyak banyak..
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THURSDAY

We crazy ppl on thurs night, after dinner went and Sing K @ mybox.. It's a vry spontaneous decision.. n evry1 just ON ON ON !! I like It !! Need to think n get NO NO nt fun at all hor.. Study bcum sing K, it's reli great.. The feeling is like freedom !! Like a free bird weyh.. Dun nd to care or think bout anthing.. juz shout in the K room.. like crazy edy..
After Sing K, muigeik, kuang, kim and yeeling kip ask me to call my room mate down to meet them.. I thought roomate dun1 de, coz she say.. so i tell them she vry shy wan.. mayb nxt time la.. but they kip on say im the one dun let her come down, nt she say.. they say I hide her n kept her, dun let her go n socialize..hmmm ! n so, dengan segera i decide to give her my roomate a call, n see see if she wana come down.. Surprisingly, she reli do came down.. lolzz.. I didnt expect that.. haha.. kuang n kim act like cchina ppl.. talk with china slang.. n my roomate reli tot Kuang cum from Shanghai.. She's lik "ooo, ni shi shang hai ren ooo" The whole situatuion is like kip laughing.. few sentence, den start laughing, till the guard came n complain us.. Ask u go d.hall n talk, dun kacau ppl slping wor.. LOL.. .we beh song, n went to the opposite side and continue crapping.. it's dun!! hahahaha..
Muigeik was funny.. "hai hai, im muigeik, cum frm whr whr.. cum cum exchange number, n then she start to mumble her number softly but fast..haha
Chatting for like 20 mins, den my roomate went back room dy.. But i go kim's room 1st.. haha.. cause my bag at thr.. Tot take edy, den go back, but end up chatting awhile and on9.. haha !!
12 stg, oni go back.. the feeling walking bck from block R to block C was like on december when i study with them n robert juhn xiarn all..
Nostalgis isit called?" haha
So, it's the end of a fun day...

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NOWADAYS

Nowadays seems like I couldn't express in writing,, I used to kip, without saying bcoz i dun like, but to write.. Recently, i juz couldnt reli express..
No matter what kind of matter, that kind of urge to write isn't there anymore..
By blogging, is the way i could express the most.. But if there's sum1 else that i can talk to, i will reli try my best to express to the,. provided if i reli do trust them.. =D. To find sum1 u can reli turst is an uphill task huh? Isit I dun trust ppl easily or? But in fact, i had a few person that i reli cn trsut, n i gudess it si enough.. Perhaps every1 has their own "black shadow".. i duno hw 2 explain.. as an example, you had see something normal ppl wont see, n thus frm that particular fay, u scare of darkness.. whenever u cum across a dark room, or a dark place, u fear..
I duno what makes me today.. But pls dun be silly, I will never admit is my fault.. Sounds bossy? or anyting u wana say? nah.. up to u to tink..

There is 1 person that i know was misunderstand by ppl.. The feeling the person have is exactly like what i go through before once upon a time.. mine worse la k, definitely..
However, the person have a chance to explain.. but the person refuse as he/she thinks that kiping silent is better.. i agreed, bcoz in future the person dun nd to come across with that ppl again..

But me, once pon a time.. DON'T HAVE a chance to explain at all eventhough i want.. Unfair huh...
it's like thousand of arrow pointing to me... It's like a clean bcoz of a drop of it's never clean water anymore... To add in even worse, I would come across those human again n again till N years.. I duno when it's gona end.. It has been once upon a time, but yt the memories i had can hardly be forgotten.. dun come n accuse me and after that come n say nt me, duno who am I n whatsoever bullshits.. coz it's making a big fuss and making life complicated.. I wouldn't wana curse the person... Because i blieve as mum said, every1 has their cause and effect.. What u did in this life, it's gona reflect ur nxt life.. up 2u blieve anot!serif";
Anyway, I didn't owe that pathetic person.. perhaps the person owe me? teeeeheeeee =D
I often think that when you treat sum1 good, you will be treated not bad huh... I didnt dream for the person whom i treated gud, will balas budi me or give me extra, but at least...... think b4 u act n talk... isn't it simple? I didnt ruin ur life, so please dun cum and ruin mine..

My parent said, dun treat ppl badly.. treat them well.. n they will oso treat u well.. i agreed.. but recently, i jz feel that ppl are not lk dat..
They will only treat you well when they want something from you...
Not every1 is like that, but only some...
Perhaps human being nowadays had change.. You can never read their mind or whatsoever.. Dun ever try to read their mind... You nvr noe what are they thinking when they are asking a favour from you also..
I dunoo.. But i felt that ppl change drastically.. Maybe is my personal thinking, that makes me dun reli can accept la..
Is just that i think that, You sincerely treat ppl well, but in return, that person just came by bcoz he/she want sumthing from you.. I wouldn't know how to explain the feeling, but it's like being used... When he/she want something, will continuously treat you well til that get what they want, n dat oso duno it's sincere or what.. But when they get their things.. Bye BYe n leave it is//
Im jz wondering... ppl are lk dat har? friends will like tat ma?
I dislike this kind of thing, i hope it wont happen.. or perhaps?
Duno la...
When I treat you well, I reli do.. Im not pretending or acting.. n if u think im acting,bear in mind that it is bcoz u are acting too. ....

p/s: it's my blog k, what i wana write, i like... i wana write love ge, write my friends ge, write bout gossips ge or anything is none of ur business yo.. dun ah chi ah cho here ma.. if so free, go watch astro la or do stg that is meaningful..
bubye...

Have a great weekend ppl...

random... thoughtss..

Gathering 2003 6D

Last Last friday 2/7, was 2003 srjk (c) yu hua 6D's gathering @ 21st century.. around 830pm, jonjon come fetch n off we go.. I wonder why lots of event oso chooses 21st century as the venue.. Maybe it's the top of kajang.. Everybody hu stays there know how to go.. On fcbook invitation, they are kinda little people hu confirm they can go.. Most of them put Maybe... But in the end, quite many of them turn up... Most of MAYBE turned up =)
But anyhow, i felt a little awkward meeting them coz it's like long time no see, suddenly lk shy.. lolz.. yeah, shy...
But that Jon Lau, he talks so much.. talk talk talk... So many brothers over there...
But alot people can't regconise him lar..
coz i told ya rite, he changes alot... He's lk a transformer.. LOL.. people even misregconise that another friend is him.. LOL.. They only truly regconise him when he shows he IC.. LOL.. with the sum sort of durian head? lol.... yeah... yuhua small boys all botak ma.. lk durian de.. hahaha


sHU Li came and then she left for Brazil vs Netherland match... she memang football de.. LOL.. haha.. so into it.. but sad is brazil lost... Then, after makan, n talk talk... the jon arr... haih.... so many thing to be discuss.. But nvm la, they so funny, and then long time no see liao... somemore they so baik hati.. Let them talk more.. i oso laugh more.. LOL.. after shu li went back, i bcum lonier.. cause i lebih close with her.. the others okok ler.. but laz time we seldom talk much ... haha.. jz talk oni.. hhahaha.. But it feels so great for meeting them again after 7 years...
n 1 of my classmate the boy, regconize me as the girl hu cry during check gigi wan... LOL
vry funny lar..
Around 1030 we make our move 1st, coz the nxt day was genting trip.. wanted to go 7-11 buy snacks, but it's kinda too late... haha! then straight went home... =)

Im happie with the gathering that day... lots of memories juz flashback in my mind... =)
I love 6D 03'
muaksxx

day out

yday, went to beach... sepang goldcoast.. I guess thts intians fav spot.. it's near to inti.. =)
purpose: have fun and celebrate sze yien's birthday..
1stly, we went to tg sepat to hv seafood.. then we sang birthday song to kim the birthday girl.. then we eat cake.. =) then, jon n i went n buy the ice-cream goreng.. it cost us rm2.. but it's yummylicious!!! yumm yum!
after tht, we went to sepang gold coast, the beach tht we intians oweys go... it's bagan lalang btw, after that, supper time... we ate ikan bakar.. surprisingly, it's nt as spicy as i thought... around 11pm..go back to inti.. =)
this fren of mine, is a cute n funny one.. in inti... she is a finance minister... whenever nt enuf money, i will look for her.. she helps me pay for food n notes when i left my purse in the room. yes, i oweys left it.. coz im forgetful.
next, she is funny too.. we both love to crap at times, n laugh non-stop... we laugh alot in class. haha..
i knew her through 1 of my friend in yu hua.. then, we met during st john's activity.. nt reli though.. but we talk alot in msn, although nt tht close.. but talk as though we know each other for years.. 1 time, we saw each other in czipleee.. we nvr talk face to face b4.. but duno y, automatically we say hi n wave to each other... not shy at all...
she is oweys helpful, n i feel lucky bcoz i hv her as my friend..so once again, my lovely kim... Happy 19th Birthday... wish u have a great birthday... n all the best for A2...be happie always...
with love, carolyn... =)

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Today, was great.. I watched two movies in a day with jon...

1 was Twilight Eclipse.. n 1 more was Knight and Day

Twilight Eclipse

Knight and Day

Twilight eclipse is better than new moon seriously... not that bored... i din fell asleep.. =)
Gt a bit romantic oooohh... gt 1 part i dun like.. Bella went and kiss Jacob.. ME DUN LIKE !
x loyal.. blek =p
But overall, it's nice !!...
After twilight, went for lunch at Terpanyaki.. it's the 1st time i eat @ terpanyakki... huhu... nt tht expensive though... thought of hving pizza, but like too common.. haha..
we can't get terpanyakki at the forest (inti).. =) but we cn get pizza. LOL..
After that, went n watch Knight and Day !!.. Starring Tom Cruise..
It's funny... Nt bad to watch oso... =)
nice ! 7/10? hahaha..
different ppl different rating.. I din fell asleep too..
After that, because my lips allergy again, jon go watson pharmacy to buy the cream for me.. i duno what cream.. i just apply.. huhu... hopefully it will be better..
I duno what am i allergy to? i duno... seafood is not, coz i already lk dat b4 i ate seafood.. it's the 2nd time after 7 months...
it is a tired day.. fell asleep in car finally, mayb bcoz fifa too much, nt enuf slp.. n yday slp late..
but hu cares? im happie !!

P/s: with u ~~, without u _ _, with u ~~, without u _ _...

tilll then!!

Spain rocks!

SPAIN WON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
watched at the middle of the night match although having 10am class the next morning..
Lecturer was angry with fifa i guess, coz student fishing in the class.. huhu...
Anyway it's 4 years once...... Once u miss it, u would have to wait for another 4 years.. n cnt guarantee the same team play aganist each other.. haha..
So, it is GER vs SPAIN as i mentioned...
The match was quite exciting... 11 goals shot, but 0 goals Spain score.. How sad it is..
David Villa never show his true ability.. Wasted.. Fabregas din appear... But Puyol score a goal for SPAIN @ 73 min... The corner kick weyh.. It's awesome! Spain rocksszzz!!!
n Paul was absolutely right ! spain won !! woohohohoho.....
Im happie that Spain won, n sad that GERmany lost..
They are my fav teams...
SPAIN in finalsss against Netherlands.. n im gona support spain for sure..
Germany gona play Uruguay for the 3rd place, n im gona support germany !! yay !!!

Football High Fever

SPAIN vs GERMANY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why am I so into fifa this time? reli... I can actually stand for 45mins to watch football... walao.. I cnt believe that..
who will win?????? Wich am I suppose to support?
I love GERMANY's teamwork n spirits that they have, n most importantly their goalkeeper is great..
SPAIN, I will have Fabregas my love and David Villa... Whoahh... Im so confuse on which wan to support ! I am damn damn nervous about that match.. I wana watch it NOW NOW NOW !!!!!! I dun1 wait dy, I wan NOW !! argh...
The octopus said spain will win... But duno whether isit true...
If can, I WANT BOTH GERMANY and SPAIN to win the cup !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT...
coz i love germany, FABREGAS and David Villa...
my fabregas fabregas.. long time no seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.................
IM so so so excited for the match tmr !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday to my dearest mangkuk, aka Amrit

Today is 2nd of July.. It's my mangkuk's aka Amrit's birthday..
So yeah, Im here to wish you Happie Birthday Amrit !!!!!!!!!
She is one of the most understanding friend I could ever ask for...
I dislike her during form1, i really feel like dun1 c her, and tend to scare of her... Because of maths books.. she dun let me borrow, and she kip ask me "pass up ur book, once you pass up u better dun take back" .. lolzz.. and at 1st, im so scare to talk to her..

We are then bcum closer after PMR, and the god put us in same class again during form 4.. which mean Im same class with mangkuk for 5 consecutive years... n form 4 is the year whr we got much more closer and plus the formation of 4everus91.. =)

Amrit, she is the one dat never fail to cheer me up when Im sad with her jokes... She will listen to your problems no matter how... n her advice were useful.. hehe
When im sad, i look for her, to vomite out my problems, coz i noe she will be there giving me jokes and consoling me..

I remember throughout my toughest period, she is always there to comfort me and giving me continuous care and support.. She noes when is piring not happie,n she would find time to ask...not to forget putting a smile on my face again.. =)
honestly, you are 1 friend that I know I can lean on... Im glad that I know you.. Having a friend like you is awesome !!
Thanks for cheering me n giving me support whenever im down... Your care and support meant alot to me.. =)
Once again, Happie birthday my dear Amrit !!
Wishing you alll the best in STPM, and may our friendship last forever !!!

Love you,
frm piring... =)

3rd sem over

spaghetti session =)

celebrating birthday in inti.. more like water party? haha

did coloursand? hahaha.. birthday present for miss choo..

To nilai spring celebrates kuang jiet's birthday.. almost cny that time..

the egg can stand.. Li chun festival..

sushi bonanza... Seremban2 Jusco...

trying out new A&W nilai

mamak few days before AS. geng !! till 3 stg in the morning..

Maggie Party, for the last day in inti of 3rd sem...

high-five ! 5 of us.. muaks

So fast, that time was January, complaining bout the long sem which last for 6 months... But dalam sekelip mata, here comes an end of third sem.. happy, sad, emo, stress whatever we all undergo it.. hmmm... lots of fun and laughter we had though...
1 more sem to go, and we will finish a-levels... saD? happie? lolz.. duno yet.....
This sem, learn alot, gain alot... learn how to settle own problems, deal with thing that I dun wish to... n so on...hmm..... in 1 weeks time, gonna be last sem... so, all the best for the new sem !!.. =)

Happie Birthday to YOU

Hihi, Happie birthday lovely,cutie,fabulous Jon !!.. =)
grow older dy... yes !!! 19 dy, yes !!!
On ur birthday, i just wanna wish you Happpie Birthday of coz..
May this day be a start for fulfilling your hopess and dreamsss..
n May you be blessed with happiness, success and unlimited joy on this special day.
Have a great birthday and many many many many many more !!!
Let me telll you,
it's a wonderful feeling to have a boyfriend like you... coz u cute, i like lor ! hahaahaha...
I dun1 tell you the truth wan..
But since it's ur birthday ya... tell u la...
ehem... me hor... luv you ! =)
Hope that you did have a great birthday this year... I just wana let u know n share with u what's mine all these years.. =)
I reli hope it does work well... xi wang ni xi huan ye kai xin... =)
sorry yo oweys gek you hor... But bcoz of u oso ma, i gek u...draw dy lor...hmmm

satay satay.. yay yay

i know ur birthday but eyes no need big big ma.. i scare =(

u tink u very cool meh... =p

wana tell u 1 more... You bring me hope and love. I hope you have a great day and lovie you. once again, happie birthday!

Love,
c*r*l*n...

yippie

everything is almost settled... Paying will be the last step.. 1 more step to go...
monday faster cum...

Im happie dat at last, genting trip is still on...at 1st, tot of juz canceling it coz no1 wants to give me an exact answer whether for 1 room or 2 rooms, n the damn genting is rushing me by giving me deadlines to pay... The booking was easy, but the process to confirm the booking with that once-my-2nd-home was terribly hard... it's so much complicated than last time coz they change management i guess? huhu.. or i think i dun hv a credit card, n it bcum much more harder..

Lucky evrything had been discuss and settle well, although it might have sum argument or whatever in between.. not so serious lk argument jz duno hw 2 describe... but lucky it are all solve now... hmmm..
n ya 1 thing, i hope whatever have been say or anything, no1 gonna take it seriously n put it in ur heart forever.. coz is a trip, evry1 wish for a happie trip... so, now evrything's settle, n evrything's over...

So, dis sem break, i tink gonna be busy.. will I??
hahahaha
Lucky it's with school holidayy... haha...n we going kuantan... duno exactly how will there be... but hope it is fineee... =)
Besides, i wan movie movie..... i wan karate kid !! n so on... haha...
I want ice-skating i want !!!!!!!!!!!! I want go sunway pyramid ice skating !!

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June it is now... So fast, half of the year rdy...
got alot thing to do i tink... hahaha
wan go kuantan, wan celebrate ppl's birthday
i tell u, dis month i tink im reli pok...
so many like 1,2,3,4 ppls birthday or even more i oso dunoooo...
N father's day is coming... wah... I reli moneylessssss... wuwuwu...
Hu feel they have unlimited cash, pls give sum to me plsss... hahaha...
But hu on earth willl feel the cash is unlimited? hahahaha

oh ya, dumpling festival is coming sooon..
But i won't have chance to eat my mum's dumpling anymore.. n dat oso equal to i wont eat dumpling anymore..
Coz i will not eat anybody else's dumpling except for my mum's... oni hers is the best coz she learnt from my grandma... she did both salty meat, n nyonya... muack i love it...
im nt boasting, n nt to say she is best in kajang,but honestly is delicious.. u dun believe, den go ask her customers...
Im lucky to have a great mum hu can cook so many delicious food...... be it cookie, cake, whatever lar... thats y see my size lar... hahahhhahaa.....

i tink thats all i wana talk by now... hahaha
till then. byebye

10 days break..

Yahoooo... Finallly after 6 months.... I have a 10 days break !!! haha...
My last paper will be chemistry P1... I don't know whether did i did well in the exam... But honestly i did screw up some of it...
I doubt n i hv no confidence...
I tot maths paper will be wonderful, but i doubt with my own answer and the method of doing...
I feeel so... arrghhh... duno lar...
about the rest.. what can I say... hmmm
Everyone deserve a second chance right?
So cn I have a 2nd chance... can i ?

No matter how difficult it is going to be or perhaps i need to work 100 or 200x more than the others, i have to.. Because noone can determine my future except myself...
hahahaha.. but probably no one around me will believe it except my mum n you.. =)
Oh ya... last ppr on june 10 n yes !!! it's holiday plus The Karate Kid will be showing on Cinema !!!! yay !!! I wannna watch !! anybodyyyy?

Today i went to market with dad, after following him fetch my sis to school... going market alone isn't fun rite, so gt me lebih wont lonely.. teehee...
1 thing im curious. isit most of the aunties like to gossip? y are they sambil walking, sambil taking sayurs oso cn hear them talk bout ppl? Not all la, but some of them.... duno lar, they talk bout hu...
gt 1 person parking oso kena gossip coz he park senget or whatever lar... aiyoooooo..
y they lk to talk lk dat ar... hurt ppl neh... kesian the person..
but if they talk with fact or bergurau den nvm larr...

i hate those idiots hu talk without facts.. =) I bet evry1 hates too..

after back frm market, i go play with my dog.. Long time nvr play with him dy...
he vry cute n unique.. coz his dad n mum oso unique....haha... since the day he was born, i take care of him... i jaga him when his ear kena bite by insect, n the insect went n bertelur inside his ear, n gt flies on his ear... sounds geli huh, but this is what he had gone through, but after 2 months dalam jagaan saya, he finally recover, n have a pair of nice ear.. before that, his ear x balance wan... wuwu....
but now bcum so unique n cute dy... coz the owner oso same hahaha *perasan* forgive meeeeee...

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Last weeek, was wesak day...
Happie Birthday to the Buddha, The Fully Enlightened One !!!
Thanks for protecting us whole year through, no matter what we have gone through,
we still thank you alot for all the blessing...
Without you, we might gone through even worse... =)



Wesak was Friday and the procession was on thursday.. I nvr walk with such a big crowd, n this is my 1st time.. many people including elderly, young, teenagers, kids n even babies.. =) nice !! vry meriah !!! i went with my sisters and Jon... I wish to go every year if i can...
we rch thr around 8pm.. luckily hvent start, or else i cnt drive up...
Around 8.30pm oni start, so we walk from sg.chua,n passby mandaling street, kajang town, metro kajang, McD, OcBc bank, Metro inn, n back to Sg Chua... It took about 2 hoursss... hehe...
along the road, i met meifen haha... she n her sister......
den i forget dy lu i meet hu, n saw my aunt.. hehehe...
we got blessing water all the way... most of us are wet...
But it's blesssing... =)
We wish for A A A A A A... lolz...
But of course cnt kip on wish lar... Don't pray bcoz u need something... Pray with your true heart..
After the procession finish, we went back... but before went back we went prima for supper.. the one i oweys go wan.... hahaha.. cheap n nt bad la the food.. =)

Then, only home sweet home.. btw, the lotus flower is nice..

1 more chance

I want to give myself 1 more chance to give out my best...