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Chemistry is hard it seems...around 3 chaps, I've studied for the test 2 weeks before(maybe nt enuf)... But the result is not convincing me... aiks...
I thought chemistry will be easy once you understand it.. n i've try my best n0t to memorise but to understand.. anyway, haih.. wat to say? chem chem chem...
So hard la, agree?
But is okie lar, no point sighing but to work harder...
Carol +oil yo !! =)

n so... today my college got this event called Fabulous fun fair, organised by the student action club... I like inti coz they got alot this kind of event ar... hahaa... got fun, got food... haha...
It's raining, so sad lor... But it stops when we went, n it start to rain again when we went off.. hahaha... they have games n fooodsss.. woohooooo... Their game i tell you, collect points and change prizes wan, like genting lk dat.. fuyoh... hahaa...
n so, we went and see see the prizessszzz.. then aim wan which wan n then jon go n play... there got 1 game, catch fish wan.. LOL...if u caught the fish either u bring back or u will get 2 points per fish... n so we go get points.. hehe...
After that went n support shannon's game stalll.. the memory game.. neh.. the cards rite.. u open 2 same wan, if wrong then close back.. we got 10 points yo.. hehe.. jon so geng, memory nt bad.. hehehe.. =)
then after that, play the pingpong ball wan.. i oso duno hw 2 explain... quite easy to get points... hehe..
then we lack of 2points to change the prize, CJ gave 2 points to us... n QQ help jon to get 2 points.. hahahha. then we successfully get the little bear... yay yay !! happie... =)

now,the day is going to end, back to statistics... thurs test weyh... wahseh.. wan cry dy lar.. wuwuwuwuwu...
tata !

with S2,
carolrolrol...

i recently figure out how useless, how hopeless I am...
i felt unlucky these days...........
it's the year of tiger, izit bad for the horse huh?
i wish for a better 2010 but...arghhhhy .. im speechless...
money vry important izit?
everything oso need money izit?
why is the world like that?
why got money everything can be done n can get anything u want?
but when no money, u get nothing?????????
hah!? whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy??????????????????????
WHY got money oni got bungalow?
WHY got money oni got mercedes?
WHY got money oni got abalone?
WHY got money oni got talk, no money no talk????????

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

this world is all about money...

I HATE IT

I just dono what I am now..
I duno how to describe my feelings.... seriously...
i duno what am I doing...
The exam is around the corner... But me is still blur blur..
I dono what makes me today like dat, so hot temper..
Maybe I couldn't complete the things that I want, n therefore, it gets on my nerve..
But up to you to believe.. I am indeed very hot temper.. I will try my best to control, but once I can't, I reli duno how would it be.
I would really strive for the things that I want although I seems dun care huh..
probably i dun care bout anythings, but now i had my mind set, n I want my things to be how i want them to be. yeah, is my concept..
If i want something, I willl try my very best to get it... it is just the matter of wanna do it, or dun1 to do it..
Im real sorry for those that I've hurt because of my temper... I dun mean it, bt seriously i cnt control... i apologiseezzz...

till the nxt post
signing offffffff,
emo carolrolrol

hey hey yay yay !

Yesterday was All- england Finalssss.. n Lee chong wei successfully captured the title after 7 attempts... Last yr, he lost to olympic champ Lindan... woohooo... This yr lindan was defeated by bao bao on earlier stage, n so cw chance to win the title increase..
But it's nt easy tooo as his opponent from Japan named Kenichi Tago was really not bad, the japanese had beaten higher rank player lk Bao chun lai (my china bf) n chen jin...
He certainly give a tough time to lcw...
But at the end of the day my fav lee chong wei emerged as the champ with straight sets win !!! he bcum the 100th all england champion... means it's the 100th all england la.. so memorable right...
so, yday i stayed at aunty hse as my dad go melancong dy ma... den my aunt hse cnt watch coz the antenna senget dy.. lolz.... But surprisingly, i still can watch live... Bcoz Kim supply me with rtm1.. all the way from her hse... hahahahahaha... I watch through webcam... U see, so yeng leh... hahahaa.... Thank you oooir !!.. hehehee...

Oh ya, i wanna buy new fon as soon as possible, so i can return the fon im using now...
But im very confuse of buying wich fon.. i wanna buy SE Yari,W705 n W995... But I whr got so much $$$...
Yari vry yeng, play game lk iPhone, but no wi-fi... got agps... w705 gt wifi, no play game yeng wan, no agps... w995 gt gps gt wifi, no play game yeng wan but 8.1 mp...
Sigh !!!! I wan the 3 oso... but gps dun hv oso nvm.. Im nt scare of getting lost weyh... haha.. no matter how i lost oso still in malaysia... so, GPS byebye, i dun1 you..
i vry confuse.. how nice if im millionaiire..................haiz....

nowadays seems so lost, i oso duno y.. i vry hot temper... haih...
this yr izit nt reali a gud yr for me? it seems lk alot "little ppl" around me leh... get lost la weih..

Byebye lor... i wan go c chemistry 1st.. See only okie.... tatata

what am i waiting for? does this worth waiting?
what is on? i dono, wht shud i do, i duno.
why am i waiting, i seriously dunooo...
M i juz too stupid waiting n waiting for things dat never will appear?
the ans is YES.
So, from now onwards, i will not be so stupid anymore, to wait.. this is jz too sickening...
without it, my life still goes on..
Thats it, don't take me for granted, if u are doing so, goodbye.

what title shud i put?

On tues, I went to KLIA to send my bio lecturer... She's going to NZ, to further her studies... PHd in nutrition weyh, dun play-play.. haha.. So, after classs around 3.30pm we went take bus, thats the advantage of inti, wanna go klia.lcct, very the mudah n near.. So we reach around half an hour time, n yeah we rch !! vry faz ooor... hahaha.. after phoning tcher, den we finally get to seee her... haha... Then, she said cum cum we take pics...

actually we wana take solo, but it is quite a number of us...
so, we took few by few...
Juhn Xiarn, Wai Hoong, Ms Yap, me n jon

Soon, after we send tcher, we proceed to KFC... hahaha.. because there got aeroplane-designed playground... huhu.. I played once when it was still new.. that time klia is still new...
Ohya, actually, the playground is for 10 years and below.. But see see, we whole gang oso masuk since noone jaga wan.. hahaha..
It is quite fun that can get to play things that I nvr play long time ago...n of coz, we take take take picssssszzz.. hehehehe

the train/bus is so small n yet it fits so many one of us....
i tink all the girls except hui xin... mana pergi? yuuhoooo.. haha

me n shimni monkey.. hehehe

n after that, we went back to inti... exhausted but fun... at last, finalllllly, our dreams cum true....
we get to go to KLIA, we had talk bout it for quite sumtimes, n bcoz of alot of resistance, we cn't goo. N dis time we successs ! yay !!!
all de best to misss yap in NZ n take care yo... hmmm
n we need to get back to AS revision, n dis is reality..

Im kinda crazy you know,
yesterday the Counseling ppl cum to our stats class to gv us career test... n omg... i didnt noe specificly wich course do i need to do in the future.. sigh....

1st 1st is biotech then pharmacist...

Im thinking of pharmacist, but if u calculate, u juz work n not open ur own pharmacy, you will have vry vry vry slim chance to earn back ur money that you had spend on 4 years education, nt yt count pre-u... this is if i juzt work for ppl la, not opening my own.. =)
hmmmmmnnn... vry confuse nowadays, dat time got 1 and a half yr to think, now oni left 9 months... sigh...
Then i tink biotech's salary will be better than pharmacist PROVIDED if u cn find a job...If dun hv, lagi mampus... need to take risk sumore.. later 1 sen oso cnt earn back.. choi !!...
Thats y vry confuse..
engineering? im out of it.. NO PHYSICS, TQ...
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it is now All-england badminton championship... My fav doubles lost in the 1st round, so sad...
all dis prove that they still cant reali read their opponent's game.. haih... sometimes, no matter how hardworking u are, n how much effort u put, u juz couldn't read ppl's mind..
nvm lar... Sometimes ppl mind are hard to read...
You never know what people is thinking... Eventhough they treat u perfectly during your 1st meet, but slowly things definitely undergo changes... This is a process that everyone needs to go through..
Some even put a fake smile on their face n acting innocent just to show u they are satisfied n they are goodie2, but somehow scanning into the heart, there are all vry complicated, they do wonders behind people..
i've go through since i enter college, n this is whr i found the difference... Not much people will treat others pure from the heart... not to say dun have, but it's reli little... it is hard to find... but if u hv found, must appreciate it...
n reli, people like to "used" ppl nowadays.... n i duno y.. maybe i did it too? but i will realised it if i did...so far, i dare to say dun hv..
In high sch or primary, they just pour evrything out, regardless of good or bad...
Nothing is forever, u will lost sumthing in order to gain sumthing...
1 thing, we need to learn to be a little selfish...im sure evry1 did... dun say NO. anyhow, this is to give us sum kind of insurance..
pls la, dun oweys think for others too much, yeah, of course u need to at times... but limit is thr...
people wouldn't care how much u care for them... n same thing, not much ppl will treat u as how u treat them la...

argh.. continue nxt time.. i wana go back school take cert lor n need to go bk to chem test.... got test leh, walaoweh... sigh... bbye... muacksss...

~carolrolrol~

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I have nothing to do besides studying... but ya ! no mooood... Therefore, im here blogging... My life is so bored... But still I need to love it...
Class in around an hour time... haihz... n i forget whr's my note.... I also dunoo what kind of student I am.. lolxzz...
Oh ya, day before yesterday was maths test... Well, I almost screw the whole paper... n mind you, I don't even know the 1st question.. I did sumthing, but duno whether it's correct or wrong.. If i were to do it 2 years ago, i will get it correct.. But now as time pass, i forgot everything.. hahaxxx... it's about trigo.. asking us to draw the errrr cos graph.. lolx... easy? but i duno how to sketch.. lalalalala...
n all the trigo quest, i tink 2 or 3 with anak-anak... i leave it alll blank.. Basically, I leave 2 pages blank... very clean... not a single dot ! haha...
I dun even know how to start la, n you can see how poor my trigo is...
n the others.. haih... did edy, but hopefulllly correct lor... hahaha...
then on the very same day, was bio... Haiz... honestly, i prefer my previous lecturer ler... really....... but she's flying vry sooon...
not that the current wan nt gud, as i told rdy.. but i just couldn't get use to it... sigh...
btw, we did a statistical experiment by counting skittlessss... by colours... huhu.. n after that, we get to eat it !! so sour mann... i cannot tahan sour... eat rdy, cannot open my eyesss..

skittttlessss

n on the same day again... it seems like wednesday is quite happening huh.. lolz.. went n watch Orientation night....it cost rm 5 per ticket...
the o' night is not bad... i personally feel that the programme is better n not so bored compare to last sem's wan.. haha... n jonlau's favourite, F4 won the miss inti title.. happy la u..

My friend gonna have test, me too lar... but my wan duno when... wahahahha.... so instead going back to the hostel n be a pig, we rather go library to read sumthing... So, there was no bed in the library... therefore, there's no choice but to study, n 1 time, successs.. hehehahalalalala...i read my chemistry but he read his duno wat network management.. sounds coool... but i duno what he reading, n he oso duno what i read... 2 1/2 hour in there, but i slept 20 mins.. yay !

haha... wearing specs is MA FAN !

so, thats all from me...
Have a nice weekend people !!
toodles !!!
S2, carolrolrol...

maths is hard

currently, all these maths are driving me up the wallllllll..... aihhh..
Now, I feel maths is the hardest subject.. hard hard hard hard hard
I duno about trigo lar, since form 4 or 5 right? Now it came back, I need to die once more... Even spm i oso hafal how to draw those graph oni, but what came out?????
It's TAN GRAPH !!!!!!!!! OMGODNESSSS... i duno how to draw. i wud not forget it in my whole life, a total of 8 marks !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!... there goes A1 aku.. sigh...

Anyhow, now im struggling mann... I duno what the lecturer talking in the classssssssss.. He is faster than bullet train, that I have no way to catch him..... haih... He count oso no nd calculator... Kip on bla bla bla, write n write.... I admire his brain... Just give me 1/4, i will be happie enough...
Wed,means tmr la,.... got maths test, i sure mampus lar....... aih........................
Aih........... AIh.................... AIH................................ it's oni 3 chaps, but when u study, u feel like u are studying spm's add maths and maths !!!!!!!!!!!! even harder than that !!.. sigh.... ='(

After that still got stats,bio n chem... im gonna mati kong kiau... sei mou...
mou le mou le... n tommorrow inti got orientation night, I got alot things to do, how eh?
But i wana go.... aihhh...
HAIHHHHHHHHHHHHyaaaaa.........
I tink I "aihh" enough dy, back to my maths !!!

Toodles !!!