Friday, July 31, 2009
Nt enuf understanding kut..
I noe that i read b4, but huh.. duno hw 2 write..
I screw maths too.. Okie, it's maths okie..
SCREW MATHS ! U noe?
I SCREWED MATHS..
The quest damn I duno wat to say la..
huhu.. I leave it blank lk dat..
I wanna cry :'(
Finals.. I will try my best..
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Just let it be and I shall move on..
Nothing is permanent..
Eventhough how much I care, and how much I don't want things to change..
That is out of my control..
Being really happy is something I hope to achieve.. I mean really happy as acting happy will be so suffering..
So, just let it be...
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Im laughing all de time.. maybe until ppl thought i 38.. but.. haih.. if nt laughing, wat cn i do somemore? hahaha..
But as i said, being happy doesn't mean that evrything is perfect.. there is still something keeps bothering me.. When I feel something is right.. n on the other hand, something, or sum ppl make it not right again.. Im so complicated la haiyoh...
Theres ppl for me to bla, but not free.. so sad..But But But But But...
when it is time to be happy, y shall i let go the chance to be happy rite? haha..
nyway, i feel muchie better these days la, but still not completely..
coz sometime i still feel la, y are ppl lk dat?.. when he/she is with diff ppl, he/she will hv diff character/attitude.. why isit macam itu ah?
I love to know human's behaviour and their thinking la.. it's so tiring to guess what are they thinking at times... n rite.. i maybe shud take psycology lor lk dat.. hahaha..
ehh, realise not? im updating my blog lk kinda often edy rite?
nowadays i becum a late sleeper.. i sleep in the afternun, n slp damn late at night.. my latest was 5am yoh.. i've break my sweetest record.. so sad..
oh ya, i wana talk somemore is rite,
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
What the hell is wrong with me la weyh?
Why isit evrything happen, eventhough is ntg to do with me, but then it still involve me?
Sum whr goes wrg, sure me wan ar? Y not other ppl? y must be me? I so teruk until everything oso me ah?? Im so frustrated, BUT...
Actually what I suppose to respond huh? "yayaya, my fault.." or how shud i gv the damn ans?
why izit Im the one to be blame.. Only i make ppl angry izit? Ppl wont make me angry huh now?! so shit la..
Hu is thr willing to explain to me why???
Am I tooooooo bad, toooo terrible or what?
Whats the 1st impression i give off to people?
I also don't know..
Can people tell me arh?
People can be so bzbody at times.. I am tooooo.. But rite, find a right time la si boh..
Not ngam u, den dun kpoh so much la..
Im kpoh toooooo.. But i learnt how to see ppl's air muka.. people bu shuang dy, den walk away k.. I still cnnot understand laaa... Maybe exam coming soon, dats why like this ar.. is this a good reason? I dun think so..
What is emo? I finally know...
But still I dun understand...
Why people are like that... Only look frm the surface n make a stupid conclusion..
Im not a girl that can express well..
I laugh to the max, I laugh like crazy is bcoz i wanted to laugh, n i think it's always the best solution for anything.. But not now anymore...
In fact, I feel crying is much more better...
WHAT THE HELL !!
till the nxt no understanding post...
Sunday, July 19, 2009
We had the gathering at A&W Seremban.. Lian Ee and I take ktm from Kajang to Nilai, and then from Nilai, our NS fren, Yen came n pick us up, coz it's bored driving alone to Seremban.. haha
n so, we continue our journey frm Nilai to Seremban by car.. This is what we call transit okie.. haha
We reach thr 11 something, nobody u noe.. Tak da seorang pun..
We thought "omg, we 3 ppl onia?" die lar.. n frm outside thr, Ain came.. The one who organise this gathering.. Although nt evryone can make it..but still.. gathering la.
n we notice Azam.. Wah, the hair long until cannot regconise... still like that cute la, except the hair is longer oni.. n den Jun came rdy.. I cannot spot any difference lor, only ther hair lor.. haha..longer + spikier... Then cikgu sue came.. She still look exactly the same.. Abby and Alang and another girl i cannt recall her name came..
After makaning, we talk talk lor.. Still 1st batch the best teacher said.hahaa
n i duno y 3rd batch oso cn go bk for a week wan.. we 1st batch is for CNY ma, now got any CNY meh? y can go bk wan? So unfair !! no need apply oso get 1 week, we apply so hard oni 1 week... hmph.. but over edy la.. hahaha.. lolz.. Then we sing birthday song for cikgu sue as her birthday is on June.. Ain bought a cake.. so nice of her..
Ohh, i tell you, that A&W huh, open only 1 counter.. ishish.. People all need to beratur for only 1 counter.. and is 11.45am brunch time.. they open 1 counter onia..
lolz.. sooryy for complaining too much la.. Just for fun !! No fun, no laughter, very bored lor !!
Most of them who came is Charlianssss only 2 Alpha and 1 Bravo and Deltaless..
The cake is nice.. whoaaaaaa!
Top: Jun, Ain,Yen, I forget the girl's name, Azam
Then it's me, Lian ee, Cikgu Sue, Abby and Alang
hu's tongue longer !?
Passengers and the driver...
Then, We also went back to Nilai.. Then, Yen show us where's her house, and guiding us almost whole Melati near Inti edy.. Memang inti dah.. n then, she drive into Inti.. haha.. I show them my block n which room sumore.. Then we went out, n phewww to Nilai KTM..
So, thats how la we finish lepakking..
It's nice to walk together, haha.. hang out together.. lolz..
n my chicken mummy in malacca jealous liao, coz she cnt come, n we syok syok go jalan2 togthr..
I guess, thats all for the gathering story
ps Manda, cikgu sue says she miss you =)
Leo Mission had ended last weeek..At last and finally.. Basically, it is not a successful wan.. This is what I think as a programme master, because the prog dont run well.. Besides, as people all saying, it doesn't even touch the objective of this mission.. Some children may have gain knowledge, but some reli entertainment..
two little kids, yi wen n sally..Inside petrosains..
i dono why isit lk dat.. but just this kind of feelings, very damn annoying. I dont wana think much, but there is just something i hv to think..
hmm.. vry hrd to explain.. sometimes, i just feel like blaming everybody.. but rite.. its wrong kan? so, i just hv to withstand it, eventhough that im no wrong if i blame that fella..
Und what i crappin heh? =)
why down ar? bcoz the sudden chnge of environment in the classs, n it's oni me can feel it n so, i hv nobody to share with.. Mayb too long no break?
what say u if ppl dun agree with u? I mean whats ur reaction?
Im oweys wondering, if i say something, n ppl DUN agree with me, what reaction shud i gv?
anyway, this week, ntg much, xcept i slept reli late, but still hvent break the 4am record.. hmmm.. I will nvr wana break the record.. I hv a sweet reason under it.. huhu
recently, i really dunoo hw 2 write out my feelings.. Unlike last time, whr i juz bla anything on my blog..ehehehe
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
After Bio classss..
chea yee, carolyn, jin yong,eeli and pearly..
My mpw lect wor..
Friday, July 10, 2009
n now.. i would like to crap..
Im done with presentation.. n hopefulllllllly, i will be able to pass..
pray hard !
besides, Im done with bio quiz.. it's ezier compare to the 1st wan..and im not putting high hopes.. hopefullllly, boleh la..
coming up next, will be chemistry test 2!!! full with test, quizzzes, asssignmenntttt, bla bla bla.. but dun worry, although works are sedang bergunung-ganang, i will not gona complain about tired,letih.. n i will still be able to sleep, and play.. huhu..
sometimes, things become better when u have diff point of view.. so, no matter u kena bully,feel lonely or whatever, stay positive, stay strong n u will be able to overcome it..
Be independent, and nothing is impossible =)
hmmm... as i go on, i can see alot types of ppl..
some are real selfish pest.. they tend to keeep evrything by themselves, n are nt willing to share, n this is what i feel dissappointed about because sharing is caring, n i love this 3 words.. n now, they musnahkan the 3 words.. huhu.. u noe what im talking about? haha.. im crapping..
some even worse, they can memperalatkan other ppl, to achieve their goals.. ishh ishh.. bu ying gai.. seriously.. the society is lk drama la.. evrything u watch in drama, is actually happening around us.. huhu.. they can bomb each other to get what they wan.. kagumnya..
n rite, i wana tell wat edy ar.. my fren say they look me as a very happy person.. oh reli heh? haha..
but if dun wana be happy, ownself rugi leh.. y wanna make urself unhappy because of other ppl or other things? nothing is worth it laa.. but sometimes, u need to be serious, don lk me ki siao lk dat.. haha.. hahahahahahahahahaha..
1 more thing be happy oso must sincerely la.. don wan act act wan.. u happy means u happy la, dont when u not happy oso pretend laugh laugh, looks weird.. huhu
Tmr's convent's carnival wich mean foreverus91 gona meet again ! huhu !! yeah !! yippie !! can see pn lim rdy !! hahaha.. yes !!!!!! n
im lovin' it !!
till then !
Saturday, July 4, 2009
but so happen, that time ngam ngam our break.. 3 hours sumore.. so my classmate all went to the booth thr.. then, i oso duno y, ppl gv me the form, n i juz fill in.. Actually, after cheking the blood type, pressure all, i don't wanna donate edy.. m the nurse si beh fierce.. It reminds me of
Then the day before, adventure club had that blindness awareness campaign.. so.. our kawan is the committee ma, so we join.. huhu... they gt this stg experience blind thingy whereby u need to be blindfold n walk about 1/10 of inti.. huhu.. somekind of race la.. hahaha
let me introduce la.. sitting wan is mummy n daddy.. standing wan is anak sekalian..
we got 3rd price neh.. hahaha
The next thing is gonna be Leo Mission.. n i hope the mission will be as successful as blood donation event.. But.. huhu.. with tat kind of "object", hard la... Im looking forward to meet the kids from children camp 5 again !! Yeahhh !!!
have a great weekend..
n yeah.. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AMRIT !!!
sorry amrit, no pic o. coz rite, my pc go re4mat n came bk..