Last post for year 2009..

Time flies, n now i had leave high school for a year.. 2009 gives me happie and also sad memories...
It is normal to gain something and loss something.. N when you loss something, you will understand n know how precious it is..
Despite losing something very important, but im glad that I could still carry on with my life.
Maybe people will think that I have those tidak-apa-attitude, but don't tell me you wants to let others see your sad face all the time..
Although I had the thought of giving up everything for a few times, but luckily i didnt..
As I know, everything happens for a reason.. Perhaps i just need to grow a little faster den the others... If tis is god's will, i will always accept it..
In life, there is always gain n loss.. when u gain something, you will definitely loss something..

Throughout that particular period, Im glad that my friends are there to comfort me and all.. Giving me useful advice n support whenever I need.. Thanks for letting me know the true meaning of friendship.. You guys noe hu are you all rite? =)
In this period, I get to understand n know more things.. I know i had misunderstand some true friends that I thought it will nvr be a true wan... Im absolutely wrong.. Besides, I also know who are true and who aren't...
Anyway, it's not important, I know it, n it's enough..

I felt lucky that I didnt screw my exam.. not happy but lucky.. I have the feeling of not going for exam.. I just feel what i've read=nothing...
Although it's not that good, but I thank mum n god for everything...

So, me in 2009.. alrite..
You can say 2009 is a wonderful year for me, n oso a bad year for me...
In the 1st half of 2009, I just feel so happie... This is the true me.. Im always so happie no matter what happens...
I stuck in NS happily, forming a big family, wich consist of bro sis, mum dad n uncles aunties..
n den, every sunday, my mum(real mum) will come n visit me.. I repeat, EVERY SUNDAY, she drive frm kajang to port dickson, n drive back frm port dickson to kajang every sunday !! she comes, n bring me food, bring me chocolate, everything i needed... I just duno what to say..
In future, i will love my kids just lk how my mum does..
n some weeks, she juz purposely say nt coming, coz busy, but oso came just to give me a surprise.. tat time, although im in the camp, but i felt very happie..
3 months in there.. I felt no stress, so freeeeee.. lk im a bird...

n then when im free frm NS, I collected my SPM results.. yeah, it's not as gud as the others, but im okie with it.. coz the effort i put in is nt enuf, so the result i cnt say much lor.. =)

after that,around april I enrol to Inti... I started college life there... I met alot of friends over thr..gt meifen and harjir.. n I make new friends, and I found long lost friends... It's like inti is the place where we reunite.. coolzzz..
May-july started studies..college life is fun, provided if you know how to enjoy it..
No doubt, 1st semester was damn fun i can say..
so study a-levels, huhu.. my classmate are awesome, i duno how to say...

Mid of August sem break starts, I went Sabah.. a last vacation with mum wich is naik aeroplane wan.. =(
the place sucks, but we go in a family, that is a-money-can't-buy-back memories..

On september... College starts again.. huhu... 2nd sem, sudah besar panjang.. hualalala...
as usual, class n all... dulll life... but quite a number of movie we went for.. but only 1 movie that i watch is worth n enjoying wich is FD3.. It isn't bcoz of the movie is nice, but bcoz we went in a whole big gang, n i love to go out wit the gang... Other than tat, all the movie, not reli enjoying... huhu...we just go, bcoz wanted to.. when all you want is enjoy life, ppl bomb you,how sad?.. wuwu..
Don't enjoy wana wait until old?? Life is short, enjoy every moment in life !!

On October, it is the month I never feel happie until now, the last day of 2009...
Everything comes 1 by 1, 1 following by another..
I get so stresss ( act i duno wats the meaning of stress )... feel so uncomfortable... not feeling free at all..
Everyday you just feel like there is spy or something around you.. You need to think n think n think before you do something... n dat time, i reli feel lk i don't live for myself, i live for otherssssssss.. wana eat sushi oso nd to think for so long. sigh.. mind you, tht feeling is one that I hv never encounter in my 18 years of life... fuhhh...

On november, i have nothing to say... saddest moment happens.. I know it will arrive, but it's quite sudden...

n December... Things get better,bcoz holiday, not in inti.. im a bird again.. freeee..
n now it is time to say goodbye to 2009... n welcome 2010..
Oh dear 2009, you leave happy n sad memories for me.. I duno to thank you or to blame you.. Both I will but I tink i will thank you a little more,a little only, bcoz you gave me 9 out of 12 months of happy memories..
I also thank you bcoz without you I wont be able to grow a little mature, i will oweys stay in my comfort zone,nvr walk out of it..

So, 2010 is coming, and yeah ! I hope for a great 2010.. Full with fun n laughter just like how I use to be since young...
I hope year 2010 bring us good health, good wealth (for our parent,so we oso cn get ma, HEHE), happy life, n good results for all my friends..

I wish idiots totally go away from me. PLEASE don't come n go, want go, den go, don't ever come near me, coz i wont let u free..

2010 resolution

• BE MYSELF N BE HAPPY ALL THE TIME
  
• DO NOT BOTHER ABOUT PPL WHO DON'T BOTHER BOUT YOU !
  
• WATCH MALAYSIA OPEN !!!
• WATCH UBER AND THOMAS CUP !!!
• DRIVE TO GENTING (since i get license till now,haih)
• GET GOOD RESULT FOR AS n A2..
• IMPROVE MATHS (i wan pn lim n aunty pat)
  
• ENJOY COLLEGE LIFE
• GO BEACH
• STEAMBOAT @ SERDANG
• ICE SKATING WITH YOU n MY KAWANS.
  
• GENTING WITH KAWANS

I think until here 1st, when I think of new wan, I willl add in !!... hahaha..
So, people !!! 13 hours to year 2010 !!! yay !!
A start of something new...
Forget the past, buried it in ur memories n look forward !!..

we misss you lotsszz...

Till then,
with love,
~carolyn~

1 year anniverssary

"Tahniah, anda dipilih untuk menyertai PLKN sesi 6/2009"
I cried for days, grumbling for weeks, blaming the government because they choooose me to go NS.. tell mum i dun1 go, write letter for me.. i want go study, wanted to ask Inti write letter for me.
Asking why other people don't get... But why I get...
So many x puas...

Until the day comes 27th December 2008, I wake up unwillingly, until 8.30am still dun1 go bus station, padahal must rch there by 830am.. I drag the time, say hvent pack this n that..
But luckily I got Lian Ee and Amanda who got the same camp with me...
The 1st day in that camp, we grumble non-stop... Electricity supply suckss.. toilet so dirty.. Makan tak kenyang, tidur tak lena... The dorm full of mosquitoes... people thr all x kena.. so awkward... all lk got 1 gang 1 gang... felt vry hard to mix with them.. after 2 or 3 days..
me, amanda n lianee have to separate... they 2 in the same company, while me alone in another different want.. But thank god, I have lovely dorm mates, got some friends who I can get along with... Lian ee n manda in Alpha, me in Charlie.. sad..
Basicallly, can get along with the whole dorm people la.. No matter chinese, indian or malay, evry1 is friendly towards each other.. that time is around 1st or 2nd of January.. =)

n as day pass on, we getting closer to each other... I have a mum over thr, wich is my head of dorm.. she has alot of children... haha.. she has evrything in her locker, so we wont free hungry or anything wan.. on the other hand, my dorm people are vry helpful.. we bekerjasama menjana kecemerlangan...
because of that, we won net ball i tink? n oso futsal, n yeah... Kembara halangan... hehe..
both girls n boy.. boy i tink 2nd place ler. haha..

during cny yr break, our bond rdy strong.. that time we also felt a little sad to leave each other.. hahaha..
Oh ya, n my class character building class.. my PK 5 !!!... It leaves footprint in my heart.. I miss all my friends n my two teachers from PK 5...
That class, is where I make more friends.. Im lovin it..

thanks to NS, im able to wash my own clothes............... n yeah, tc of myself la.. haha..
n yeah, frm thr i learn not to be too choosy on food, although is not vry vry nice la, but is just for us to feel full ma rite.. hehe..
n bekerjasama.. so that we win alot of competition.. hhahaha...

so, i MISSS ns yo.. If there's 1 more chance for me to go again, I WILL go again.. hehe...
till then..
tata...

Merry christmas !!

Merry Christmas everyone !!
Hav a great one !!

Jalan-jalan. Walk-walk

WE.US HU WENT

Yesterday went jalan-jalan..
We ( carolyn,amrit,jon,kohila, shobana n lianee) went to Midvalley..
We went thr by car... NO KTM this time... huhu..
Coz lianeee says wana drive... dia mau pandu..
Alrite, so we are malaysian, thrfore we actually plan to start the journey @ 10am, so we tell ppl 9.30am.. You noe la.. malaysian sentiasa lambat.. haha..
But poor jon he reli wait thr 9.30am.. vry menepati masa, but me n shobana oso rch around the same time la.. =)
So, while waiting for the others at the plc yg sudah ditetapkan, me shoban n jon talk-talk inside the car until we saw 1 kembara bhind us..

carol: eh eh, lianee reach edy oor, bhind us..
Shoban: huh? whr? reli ar? isit?
Jon: yameh.. u see wrg la.. Not her ler, her car not this color la..
carol: oor.. ok lor..

so we ignore..n cont talking..
After 10 mins, we cnt tahan, n called lianee, she says she rch 10 mins ago.. LOL...
Rupa2nya, the kembara is mmg her... But we cnt see is her. hahahahahha... so she waited thr 10 mins.. hahahaha..
After kohi and amrit arrived, off we go to MV.. Although we rch thr around 10.30am, but still v hav a little difficulties in finding parking... But still we manage to find la... 2 parking side by side sumore... Thanks to shoban and lianeeee.. hahaha

Then we went to the cinema 1st, not us hu watchin, but kohi nd to help her bro to buy tix... hehe

N actually she wanted to show us LENNY.. But too bad, we beratur at the express lane, n Lenny is not serving tht lane.. so, we dun get to see him...

vry hard to smile lor now..
Merrry Christmass..so it's us...hehe

After buying tix, we went for brunch at Little Penang duno wat la.. since evry1 say no 2mcD, pizza, kfc..

The food is nice la.. boleh la... im lovin it oor.. i ate prawn mee, jon makan nasi lemak chicken,n v share share eat lobak n ice kacang... lianee ate asam laksa, kohi ate ais kacang while amrit n shoban eat nasi lemak too.. But rite abit costy ler...
After brunch, we went to The Gardens, coz the bridge is juz bside little penang cafe... We walk thr, and laugh laugh, take take pic around... loitering around, and then balik MV... hahaha..
We arr, like aimless kid oni, then we went to MPH... Mag session... amrit n shoban teasing each other sayin that those magazine cover those model are their mums n dads.. so funnnny... hahaha..

After that, went to JUSCO supermarket to buy stg to eat.. haha.. chocolate, rocky, famous amoz biscuits.. haha.. Guess what? WE saw our ex-classmate PRESHA.. hehehe... Their reaction damn funny lar.. ahhahaa... We then walk lk aimless kid again.. that time almost 3pm... Then askin here n thr.. "oi, where wana go lar"?? "eh, u think la, u think la".. hahahahahaha... we ppl..pretty pretty ladiesss

At 1st, wanted to go to the PET SHOP, but then we ended up in COSMIC BOWL...
WE PLAY BOWLING !!.. haha... METRO POINT near2 dun1, MV so far, want !.. hahaha...
But that BOWLING CENTRE is more like a DISCO/ PUB.. haha.. Coz they off the lights, n put those colour colour will turn turn punya light, u get what i mean ?? hahaha.. yeah..

In the dark, quite dark la, we played bowling... My 1st time.. quite fun !! hehehehaha.. kohi excited !!scoress
Before we leave the disco like bowling centre...

After bowling, time ngam ngam.. 3.45pm... After Jon went n buy drinks, we headed to the carpark..
n yeah.. we finding finding for that carpark pay station as it's situated at the other corner from whr we park our car..

pretty girlss again

After back home, aku x boleh tahan.. My leg pain lk what oni.. i straight way masuk bilik and SLEEEEEP.. but of course I cook 1st la... i min Cafe world.. hehehee..
quite a fun day la.. although not buy buy buy things, but with talking n laughin, it makes my day.. thanks u guys... hehehehehhe...

So, a pic of us to end this post..



Till then,
tc yo !

With Love,
~carolyn~

2nd sem comes to an end

Im here to conclude bout 2nd semester.. so, 2day marks the last day of 2nd sem...
Well basically, 2nd semester goes well okayly thank god..
At least, Im capable to overcome those bad things that happen..
Although I cannot accept it, but I try, try to see things differently in order to menenangkan myself..
Climate change nowadays rite? So yeah, nothing is permanent... I always believe that.. Everything will change, no matter how much you don't want to..
Ok ya.. Sem 2, I never go to Bagan Lalang which is Sepang Gold Coast... The beach..
The sand is lk tepung, niceeee.. windy... shuang...
But yeah, due to somethings. Didn't go this semester ler.. wuwuwu... ='(

okie, so before things turns upside down, we had steamboat party.. nice ler..
we make college life damn happening lor...
Rmb tht sushi bonanza... Even it's Seremban, we go all out sitting ktm transit with taxi just to reach sremban 2 jusco to eat..
we then went n watch final destination 4, n we around 10 ppl went and watch 2012 together...
The movie session together.. fun..

Leo mission to Zooo Negara.. huhu... We went n clean those animal's cages... n i cleaned the lion's wan.. great experience..

Oh ya, 1 more.. the steamboat session.. I miss steamboat alot..
We can go all out just to get what we want.. because of steamboat, we went all the way to Serdang..
I know, it will be hard for a 2nd time steamboat...

Besides, study for examsss.. because of some of my personal things, I couldn't focus much on studies, but still thr are a bunch of them, who are so care of my studies.. thanks to you guys, for patiently explain to me subject by subject...
Although study till late at nite, is quite tiring, but I have lots of fun especially the last week of sem 2... You guys cheer me up.. thksss...
Yeah, the result is not important, the most important thing is the process.. I enjoy the process of studying... sincerely..

Tired of studyin, sit at basketball court..

Steamboat @ inti...

Chemistry lab with vimala hu speaks mandarin

study session at N block.. But that particular day is our offf day..

D.I.Y Steamboat @ inti..

Chemistry classs

Mui geik and Carol the poser..

Sushiiiii...

Steamboat @ Serdang.. Im lovin it...
Zoooo

Movieee

Yesterday went and watch the movie 2012...
Me, jon, szeyien,yeeling, germagne, lady boss, america and swee chin.. swee chin n mui geik, germagne n lady boss come kajang n hv fun... they stayed at Yee Ling's house.. At 1st, they gonna watch 11.30pm show.. But after we see see the cinema they say 11.30pm full rdy, so they also watch afternun wan wich is 1.45pm..
Overall, the movie is not bad...
quite chi gek n touching... wuwuwuwuwu...
I wonder will it really happen aaa... Touchwood errr.. Dun la... I dun1 the world end so fast... :'(
hahaha..,
till then..
see ya ppl

1st of Nov

Today's 1st of November.. So fast !!!!! Time flies... 2 more month, we gona say goodbye to year 2009..
Im hoping for a happier month.. bcoz honestly, im damn absolutely so unhappy last month..
Hmmm... Basically, nothing much to say la.. Im just damn bored...
You see... around 6 more weeks to finalsszz, n im done for 2nd semester.. wheee !!! Next sem will be really "chunt" coz got AS exam.. waaaaa... =)
This sem i felt... The bond in the class., i mean among classmate, totally great... Not to say 100%, but we get together even closer this sem.. true or not, feel it yourself...
At least better than 1st sem la rite or wrong.. hehe...

But on the other hand, what i feel is.. I felt much more happier during 1st sem... Bcoz im pressure free, i dun care anything, and do whatever i want..
But now, I duno when it started, I felt sum pressure on what i shud do.. huhu... Anyway, pressure is what I created myself, no1 to blame.. But i duno how do i created it.. Somehow, it motivates me to do things better..
So, pressure ain't bad after all..
This week i tink got Bio test.. You see, Im saying I THINK, wich means Im uncertain.. I oso duno got or dun have.. u see la.. haiyer me..
I havent study oso... I must go study liao la, But that facebook distracting me (wan study, but alot reason, blame fcbook sumore)
Alrite la, I will try to cut down day by day.. So that I reli got study... Bit by bit... until finalss, n so wont be so tired lk last sem.. study like chase smart tag lk dat so fast.. sepintas lalu... duno what super eye, scan so fast wan.. hahahaa...
n den at the same time, make my parent proud a little la... If touchwood, didnt get alot A's,of coz wan A ma rite, at least gt improvement abit la.. show sum result to them.. huhu..
Got improvement im satisfied.. I go step by step lk baby.. i crawl 1st la, later only walk.. ahahahahaha.. sampat ppl gv sampat example..
u see ah, say wan study but the finger non-stop typing.. lol..
k ar.. gtg 1st.. tata...
Aiyo.. wan 28th December dy, gona be 1 year.. All my sweet n happy days over thr, i'll never forget.. i miss you guys alot.............

Yesterday me n kim meet up with Shu li.. at 1st @ mcD wan, but then we went to Oldtown..
Although not a long time talk la, but is fun ler.. bcoz ah kim vry funny..
After old town, we went n play poool...
I duno hw 2 play oo.. simply shoot oni.. hahahahaha..

at the carpark
so colourful..

=)

Actually i dunplan to go out wan.. But so long nvr see ma rite.. so, i oso go lor.. hehehe..

I 1 week plus din properly update blog rdy.. Bcoz of sumthing and Im a bit busy..

I busy, but i can on9, no time to blog only.. =)

No la, bcoz ntg special or interesting for me to blog about oo..

i 4dAYs got class ni dis week.. mon dat day no class.. so nicee ooo... bcoz monday's class most pack wan... 1 hour break onia.. wahh...

lolz...

start frm dis cuming monday, Inti will be damn quiet... coz short sem students all finish exam.. start their hols dy..

wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu.. why a-level long sem wan? but 1 and a half month more, my turn for holiday... yeah yeah !!!

we are done with bio presentation.. moral's wan next. but not presenting, we do video.. wheeee... haha..

k ar... finish crapping..

tata

We as human, cannot always take things for granted...

No title

I don't know how to differentiate between right or wrong..
I do not know how to differentiate who treat me bad, who treat me good..
Who loves me, who doesn't..
Who cares bout me, who don't..
Who likes me, who hates me..
Who is real to me, who is acting..

Maybe my mind, goes somewhere wrong, n makes me think of all this u call it nonsence..
But sincerely, i feel much suffering... Im so sick n tired of all things that had happen.. it's gona b a month.. But now...
I found out, I still can't really "put down"..
As i wana do something, i nvr fail to think the consequences n like i need to check my surrounding b4 i wana do anything.. Why isit like that?
Why am I changing to becum lk dat?
Why m i so scare? what hv i did?
why do i need to live like that?
n am I faking my laugh and smile at this period of time?
Do you see the difference of this post n the last post?
Is like two huge different thing..

If I nvr study thr, maybe evrything will be different..
im not saying i regret... But will it be better or worse?
Will it be happier just like in NS? saya rindu plkn..

All in all, i just hope that things will get out of my mind...
I wouldn't want to go crazy..
My life is simple, but i duno how it becum so unorganised, n complicated..

1 thing i wana know... if u see the person u hate dislike getting hurt, will you be happy?
a random quest pop up frm my sumthing wrong mind..
Am I evil?

~to be continued~

I HATE LOUDSPEAKER

randomness

Yday, went to Genting with eeli also..
Basically, genting is bcuming bored to me rdy.. The theme park, nothing much to play, the indoor same case.. Arcade oso nt reli worth it.. The 1st world plaza pun sudah saya jalan duno hw many rounds.. huhu.. Casino, underage.. haiz..The weather damn hot... While queuing for ride huh, wait under hot sun, my leg oso hangus... n arr, now my face pain..
so we eat dinner b4 balik n rch home around 10pm.. emmm... i so scare my cafe world hangus.. luckily didnt.. hehehehe..
All in all the trip is ok la, fun oso la.. coz we sat pirate ship twice.. fuhhyohh.. Chi gek betul.. hahaha

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This whole week was okie... At least i dun reli see things n heard things that im sensitive to.. huhu.. lalalalalala... Maybe because I hv chose to view things in different angles n im happy with it... but somehow, i talk sarcasticly sumtimes when it had gt sumthing to do with that incident..
up to u, u lk it or not.. I need time to digest..

Oh ya, I went for sushi twice in a week.. kisiao whatsoever.. haha... Can't help it, coz it's rm2 per plate.. wattodo?
On tues, i went with szeyien. america, eling, n few other classmates.. Damn chunt la that day, we beratur for around 15 mins, n the sushi all sedap-sedap belaka.. all those is wat i wanted to eat..
Feel so satisfied.. hehe...before that, im still thinking whether to go or not to go... later ppl say i eatful.. mampus once again.. But.. i decided to go, as i go with my friends plus hands n legs are mine! goin with frens is full of fun n laughter.. if i din go, i'll regret.

Then on wed, eeli wan go, she nvr go on tues.. so me, jon, xiakwee,eeli n kar hau went again.. walao weh, it's diner time, therefore we nd to beratur selama 1 jam.. but sumhow we still didnt get to eat wat i've eaten the day b4.. afternun has more choices.. hehe.. at nite rite, damn alot that fried scallop wan.. oni cn see tht..
Sushi.. i din noe when i started lk to eat.. ahahahaha...

I enjoyed myself when im with my friends,
Yeeling, not oni my teacher la, my advisor oso... Thanks for all your encouraging words n ur advice.. Although I can't accept all, but still.. some of ur words makes me feel better.. makes me think more like a matured person.. n to the others of my frens.. kim, america,bosss,kuang jiet, eeli n few more, thanks for hearing my problems n supporting me all the way n oweys be my side whenever i nd ppl to talk to..

I felt much more better this week as i had rdy choose to think in a much more happier way..
I LIVE FOR MYSELF, NOT FOR OTHERS..
WHAT I DO, IS WHO AM I..
Thats it.. don't judge me when u urself hv flaw..... I don't need others to teach me what to do, except my friends and family..

Don't spam my life... My life is full of colours, but because of those no life human, my colourful life slowly fade off.. But now, im gona make it colourful back together with my friendsszz n family...
so to those kpochisss outside, pls go get a life, n make the world peace..


till then...
bye

不一样，就是不一样。。

为什么，不一样了呢？

我的感受，你了解多少?

最近的我，总是闷闷不乐。
我的确是真的真的，很难过。
可是有时回想一下，却又觉得，为了那一种人类，而搞到自己不开心，真的值得吗?
我真的不懂哦。

以前，和现在。。。

以前，我很想念以前。。我很想做会以前的我。
那个什么东西都不懂的人。
要玩，就玩，要讲什么，就开口讲个饱，要笑，就尽情的笑。。不需要假假地。

自从那一天起，我已经知道，以后无论我要做什么，讲什么，做任何决定时，都要三思而后行，以免得罪别人，让别人不顺眼。 惹到人家去说“好话”。。
到时候，最难受的又会是我了。

现在，很多东西对别人来讲，也许没有改变。
但，对我来讲呢，就真的有很大的改变。
我觉得，虽然有时，我在做着以前曾经做过的事情，但，不懂为什么，那种感觉我却一点也感觉不到。
简单地说，就是感觉不一样了啦。。。
什么都改变了。也因为这样，我就胡思乱想地，很想放弃。

我非常讨厌这种一直改变的生活。
可是，我又可以怎样呢？

对！没错，只是两句话。。。。。
可是永远都不会有人懂这两句话对我的。。。什么啊。。 创伤吧。。。
很严重吧，我说到。。抱歉，我暂时，只想到那个词。。华语能力有限。。。请多多指教。

我现在，变得好假。。 开心得最假。别人都看得出，失败极了。。
要在别人面前假装开心，真的很辛苦，没错啊。。
可是，这不是我想要的。
我不懂为什么，我就是开心不了哦。。。
每当我看到那样东西，那种人物，那个永远都不想再去的地方时，就真的不懂头脑在想什么了。要笑也有困难。。

是，我正在逃避。。 可是你要我怎样？我看到那些东西，我自然反应就是蒋啊。。
跟我讲啦，你要我怎样? ！
为什么整天告诉我再想也没用？每个人都要叫我不要再去想？
这个我懂啊。。。。。。。！ 可是有时不是每样东西我都能控制！
我的脑是要想啊，我能怎样？
对不起哦，我真的不懂要怎样告诉我脑不要去想。

哭也哭过，倾诉也诉了。我还是这样啊。。
你以为我真的有空没事做，一直要想？
每天晚上在哭，在想起同样的东西，难道我就不会累吗？

现在，我只想回到以前，可以拥有会以前那种感觉。。那就足够了。。
其他的，就让时间去证明。。。
哦还有。。我要多多去拜拜，小人远离我一点。。。

我很想念以前的自己，更想念以前的我们。。。。。

WHY

Why people kip on teaching me what to do when they are not me?
They don't feel what I feel, and when they don't understand the whole situation?

Birthday

My sis birthday @ KFC..
Budak ini mmg anak manja.. tiap2 tahun mesti ada celebration.
tada... this is my sister. Jocelyn wong.. Happie birthday..

proud giler lor

PLay game time

Ayam chicky

Yong Gong Du Shu, Xue Ye Meng Jin!

Adik-beradik yg suka bergaduh, but still we love each other..
Birthday girl vry happy

smiles..

Nt bad la.. jon make wan...

We make it in the afternun, coz ar.. becoz of me la.. evening later i wan go back inti liao.. so sad..

huhu...

Although.. sumthing seems to bother me recently.. But because i hv a wonderful mum, dad, and loving sisters, Im able to put a smile on my face again..

n this make me realise that I still hv a wonderful family hu care 4me... A bunch of ever-so-cheerful friend hu care 4me, and lend me their ears whenever i need them.....

Thank You...

n yes, thanks alot to you.. You know who u are.. You've done alot to make me happie,

so.. don't need to ask me what shud u do.. =)

Till then...

Love,

~carolynwong~

~I had enough, i hope its the end~

The starting point

i noe nothing will be smooth, n the day had begin.. and lets seeeee.. wats next?
The prob is.. the prob does not cum frm my family.. miserable la kan..
Im reali bad la weyh, i didnt realise dat.. hw sad it is.. haih.. sigh.. how nice if i can be more bad..
Today is a wonderful day.. nothing can be even more miserable than today, this wonderful amazing evening.. the starting point of these things is wonderful n yes, i agree there will be more to come.. but the 1st wan is truly very damn challenging..
I reli duno to cry or to laugh or to smile or to wat la.. is like.. fuhh.. i duno who i am now..
if u duno wat m talkin here, is okie.. im just randomly typing, coz my fingers itchy lor...
My mum my dad my sis, everybody, Im sorry...
if i go die, reli dun worth it
Go gv up, means i lost the war..
Go n face it, i duno how...
wth rite...

goodBye.............................................................

Leo Mission

On Sunday was Leo Mission.. This time we went to the Zoo to have community service.. most kids from myanmar joined us tooo... hehe... we gather at 6.30am @ MPH.. Yes, we are damn early, reach ZOO NEGARA around 8 stg... we were grouped into sections.. n my group consist of 3 adults (shugan, jon, carolyn) n 2 kids (patricia and vincent) were assigned to the lion and tiger's kumpulan.. huhu.. Great experience washing the lion n tiger's cage.. phew... We got back around 6 stg in the evening.. huhu.. Although it's tired, but we had fun.. thats all =)

Group pic..

Lion and his wife, i duno call wat..

carolyn and duno wat is the thing

Carolyn n shuganCarolyn and Jon..

The lion..
the basin not in the toilet
deerss

flamingoes

tiger cage..

Sugarrrr... Shugannn
Lala pose..


Our group.. The tigers and lions section..
hahaha..

Kawanku... Shugan..


With Chiao ann @ madu/lebah ssection..

Till then, nitezzz