Friday, March 7, 2008

1st half: Big upset in England..; 2nd half: Im upset.

1st half
Big upset again in Brimmingham.. Top seed n reignin world champ lost !! So now, top3 of mens doubles r all out.. All loses 2 lower rank pair.. haizzzzz.. Big upset rite?2day wil b a mouth waterin clash between LCW n Taufik the olympic champ !! Woohoo.. both in great form.. Hopefully my fav wil win...
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 2nd half
Im oso very upset yday.. Duno y? But i juz dun feel happy.. I feel "sumting" is nt lik da usual 1.. I duno hw 2 explain.. I juz feel lik crying..n i reali did. i cry 4 the 1st time in 2008..oh no ! i cried? feel vry disappointed,(nt bcoz of my fav pair lost).Im vry disappointed n im lost now. I juz can express here,in my blog... i cnt open my mouth n tell any1. eventhough i open, i cant sound out. Luckily, i hv a blog. If nt i wud commit suicide. But dis wil nt happen ppl, aquarius is vry strong. Plus, after chattin wit kohila yday nite, i feel much better.. Thanks, Chelseala.. I wont insult chelsea k.. hahaha..I feel sumtin i did vry stupid wich ppl wil nt appreciate. So, frm now onwards,i wil not b stupid anymore. I wont waste energy 2 do sumtin dat ppl wil nvr appreciate..ppl wil assume u as a wind.. transparent one. I want 2 go n find bac my old touch... The original Carolyn..

* i wana change,
* i dun1 to be a fool
* i wan the original copyrighted me
* i wana b 1 outstanding person in the future
* i wana b smart enuf 2make my own decision, nt influence by others
* i wan 2 transform problems into happiness ( but can i??)

In conclusion, i wana b the old me, wich hv smart brain, hardworking, n wil nt let ppl assume me as a puppet.If u see any characteristics of dis in me, dat means original n copyrighted C.A.R.O.L.Y.N is back !!!I blieve she'll b bac 1 day..

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